Chapter 230: There is no feast in the world
An Yi looked at Chu Nie for a long time, and finally slowly felt a little helpless. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
She's just talking casually, but ......
Looking at Chu Nie's reaction, it seems that he still really has this idea?
An Yi squinted, then leaned against the carriage and closed his eyes.
"I'm ...... now Feeling unwell...... You go a little farther. ”
The voice of comfort became more and more erratic.
Chu Nie was stunned, then turned around and walked away.
An Yi only felt that his brain was very chaotic.
If this kind of thing is put in the past, let alone talking to others, I am afraid that she will spread poison in the past, after all......
Someone was trying to control her.
But now......
She didn't want to do it at all, maybe it was because that person was Chu Nie?
Maybe it's because I can't do it now.
She now feels more and more old, and she doesn't want to care about anything, and she doesn't bother to say anything about feelings with anyone.
After all......
There's no need for it anymore.
That's all there is to her life, so ...... There's no need to be angry.
An Yi opened his eyes, and then got out of the carriage.
Chu Nie was still practicing the technique of collecting medicine in the same place.
An Yi looked at Chu Nie for a while, and then turned around.
Can't see it...... He's a big cow...... It's still Chu Nie.
After all, she can't be with him for a long time......
So it doesn't really matter what it is.
It wasn't supposed to be what she was expecting.
An Yi thought about it and turned around again.
"No need to practice anymore."
An easy voice came, Chu Nie didn't look back, but his hand paused.
I said...... You don't have to practice anymore, this medicine ...... I don't pick it. ”
Chu Nie lowered his head and didn't answer, and An Yi didn't bother to talk to him when he saw that he didn't move.
After all, what you need in life is to have fun in time, why can't you always get along with yourself like this?
Not necessarily.
An Yi then swayed around, this was her habit, Sinan glanced at Chu Nie, who had a solemn atmosphere, and then got up silently and followed.
Fu Zi silently squatted beside Chu Nie and didn't speak.
In fact...... Sometimes...... It's better to accept showing affection.
This weird vibe or something...... It's really more unhappy than showing affection.
An Yi walked all the way, and Sinan followed behind without saying anything.
Sinan ...... Do you think I'm being vexatious? ”
Sinan: "......"
How? I talked to Fu Zi so quietly, master, can you hear it?
Sinan felt that he needed to sort out his cognition of Shi Niang.
An Yi didn't wait for Sinan to answer.
Sinan ...... Have you ever seen a white cloud or a grey dog? Have you ever seen the sea tumble over the waves? ”
"Have you ever seen the most precipitous and majestic in this world?"
An Yi's eyes looked into the distance, and his expression was resentful.
Sinan shook his head secretly.
"I've seen it, I've seen it, I've seen it like that, so I know how precious freedom is."
An Yi continued.
Sinan was a little confused.
"My whole life, even if I am allowed to die the next moment, the last moment, I must be controlled by myself, this is an iron rule that no one can violate."
An Yi's tone was resolute.
"That's why I'm angry, and the reason why I'm still willing to live is because I think I still have a chance to get back to my old state."
An Yi's expression became hazy.
"I'm not living for anyone, there's nothing in this world that I can't give up, let alone your master...... Even ......"
An Yi suddenly paused.
Didn't she even give up the forsythia?
So what's the concern?
There was no concern at all.
An Yi thought about it, and suddenly shook his head.
That's not right.
How could she not be concerned, after all, she was just deceiving herself.
An Yi smiled bitterly.
Then he took a few more steps.
"But don't follow my example, or you'll lose your life easily."
An Yi said, bending down to break a flower.
"Although I don't care, I really want to live, although I don't know why I live, but it doesn't matter."
"It's enough for me to live, but you're different."
An Yi said halfway, then stopped his mouth and glanced at Sinan.
"Let's go inside."
After An Yi finished speaking, he had to raise his feet and go inside.
Sinan suddenly raised his hand to stop An Yi.
"Shi Niang can't go anymore, your ......"
"I'm not well, am I?"
An Yi turned his head and asked Sinan.
Sinan looked at An Yi and nodded stunned.
"Look...... I have to be supervised even a few extra steps, how can you say that such a life can be better? ”
"I'm like a rabbit raised by your master, what to eat, drink, where to go, and when to come back, it's all prescribed, such days...... Would you be happy if you had been here? ”
An Yi asked.
Sinan frowned, such a day is indeed not easy, but ......
"But Master is doing it for your good."
Sinan said with a tangled little face.
An Yi froze his face.
"That's the crux of the matter, you all think it's good for me, but ...... Is it good for me? ”
Is it good for her?
Sinan frowned again, this kind of question ......
It's really hard to answer.
"Master...... I do not know. ”
Sinan lowered his head.
An Yi touched Sinan's furry head, and then smiled.
"The things of this world have always been like people drinking water, cold and warm self-knowing, there are many times, you think that you give others honey, but who knows if it is poison?"
Sinan suddenly raised his head.
"Master...... You ......"
Sinan squirmed his mouth, but he still refused to say his conjecture.
"How am I?"
An Yi asked.
"Are you leaving?"
Sinan asked in a trembling voice.
An Yi was suddenly silent, and after a long time, he turned his eyes to Sinan again.
"You're a smart kid."
Comfort and rare praised Sinan again, but Sinan felt very sad.
"How so? Why did Shi Niang leave? ”
The face of a small child is full of visible sadness.
"There is no feast in the world that will not be dissolved."
An Yi paused and spat out such a sentence.
Sinan shook his head.
"But we're not a feast! We are three meals a day! ...... that can't be scattered"
Sinan cried, his voice choked.
"If the three meals a day are scattered, will the person still live?"
An Yi sighed and wiped the tears from Sinan's face with his hand.
"Nothing can't be dispersed."
An Yi's voice was slightly heavy.
How can she not covet the flowers and the full moon at this time?
But do you want them to watch her die?!
Her deadline is not far off!
Sinan clutched his comfortable sleeve tightly.
"Can you ...... Not leaving? ”
Sinan raised his head and looked at An Yi, An Yi's eyes were soft, but there was no doubt about the meaning.
"Master."
Sinan finally cried out loud.
"If you're leaving...... Master is really going to die......"
Sinan cried.
An Yi paused.
Will it die?
He...... How can you die?
Nothing will happen to her......
And...... Obviously I have amnesia, so I ...... It won't be long before ...... He'd forget about her.
In this world...... No one will remember her again.