A trace of bitterness welled up in Huizi's heart, her nose was sour, and her eyes were red. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Although the friends around her say that she is a female man, she is very happy to be able to get this title, she is not pretentious, not pretentious, refreshing enough, and popular.

It's just that in the end, she is also a girl, she wants someone to be hurt and loved, and she hopes to have a considerate and gentle boyfriend like other girls around her.

I still remember that before, she was on a night shift, but she fell ill with a cold, and the next morning she had a fever of 38.9 degrees, which was very uncomfortable, and the whole person seemed to have been crushed, and every inch of skin on her body hurt.

She knew that Liu Kaifeng didn't like to be disturbed at work, but she still wanted to call him and tell him that she was sick.

She clearly knew that he was not a doctor or a medicine, and it was useless to tell him, but she just wanted to be coquettish and get care, even if she forced him to say it.

She dialed Liu Kaifeng's phone, the phone was on the call, and the waiting sound rang for a long time.

Just when she thought he wouldn't answer, the call went through.

An extremely impatient voice came from the phone.

"What's the matter?"

"I ......"

"Come on, I'll hang up."

"Oh, then I'm fine."

"Sick."

Liu Kaifeng threw down the words and hung up the phone.

Sick? yes, she did get sick.

Huizi smiled bitterly, this time Liu Kaifeng was really right, how ironic.

It's just that she is still hypocritical, unwilling to accept her boyfriend's indifference.

Sent a text message: I have a fever.

After waiting for a long time, Huizi looked forward to Liu Kaifeng calling her and caring about her, even if she couldn't send her medicine right away, and she couldn't buy her food like other boyfriends, but at least don't pretend not to know, at least she can care about her sweetly.

It's fake, yes, it's fake in time, it's fake.

Of course, she waited for a text message, but she preferred not to see anything.

Because it wasn't for seeing this text message, her heart wouldn't hurt so much, it hurt more than the illness on her body.

She regretted it.

I regret why I sent such a hypocritical text message, why I want others to care about me, why I know that I will be sad, and why I still try.

She never needs other people's concerns, has she, she has never received the slightest warmth from Liu Kaifeng, she is used to it, isn't it.

But that text message, when that text message came into her eyes, why, still sad, sad.

Liu Kaifeng: You are a nurse yourself, and you still have to tell me when you are sick?

Yes, she is a nurse, she knows best how to leave the hospital, and she knows what medicine to take and what injections to take when she has a cold.

It's too much, isn't it?

Obviously, you can carry it alone, but you have to disturb others.

Huizi lay on the bed weakly, complaining to himself, it was he who affected Liu Kaifeng's work, he was so busy, so hard, he said that he worked hard for the future marriage, in order to let her live a good life in the future.

Yes, she was wrong.

She was wrong.

But why, my heart still hurts.

Why do tears still flow.

Why is there a pain of expecting to be brutally shattered?

It hurts.

It really hurts.

It was at that time that Huizi would not have any expectations for Liu Kaifeng, and there would be no disappointment if there was no hope.

She thought that all couples, after getting along for a long time, were the same, and they would become cold and indifferent.

She slowly doesn't propose to celebrate Valentine's Day, doesn't care about birthdays, and doesn't care about love anniversaries.

When you are sick, you take medicine, see a doctor by yourself, and inject yourself, you don't need Liu Kaifeng, you don't ask him anymore, and you won't feel distressed anymore.

Keiko is immersed in her own world, thinking about her own thoughts and soothing her wounds.

Jiang Cheng looked at Huizi, his deep eyes darkened a little, and he knew that Huizi was thinking about Liu Kaifeng again.

Only when she thinks about Liu Kaifeng, her stubborn face will show a look of loss, no, despair.

Because the feelings are deep, all the wounds are deep.

Keiko stuffed her mouth with beer and fried chicken, but she didn't taste their original taste.

There is only bitterness and sourness in the mouth.

"Keiko."

Huizi didn't answer, still eating and drinking, thinking about her own thoughts, her eyes were full of mist.

doesn't need to be comforted, doesn't need to care, refuses all the chicken soup that doesn't hurt or itch, she just covers her broken heart like that, obviously sad and can't do it, but she still carries it hard.

It's been a long time since no one was distressed, hurting, healing yourself, and holding yourself tight for fear.

In fact, she already knew that Liu Kaifeng betrayed him, and she still said bad things about her in front of others, saying that she was not interesting, saying that she was wood, saying that she was like a man, and doubting whether she was transgender.

Such vicious language comes from her boyfriend who has been in love for five years, he is with other women behind her back, just to disgust her, and he deliberately is with her best friend just to stimulate her.

Even rolling the sheets has to be rolled in her house, just to embarrass her, humiliate her, and even break up?

The only bit of dignity can't be given to her, and the last face will be gone.

She now wants to be sad, she wants to be sad, and she wants to be like other lovers break up, thinking about some beauty together.

But she rang for a long time, and she couldn't even remember, yes, there was not a single thing that made her unforgettable or moved.

It's ridiculous, isn't it.

Jiang Cheng's bewitching eyes gradually dimmed, and he couldn't say the feeling, this feeling was very strange, a little stuffy and uncomfortable.

He has no feelings, I don't know what kind of mood everyone feels after failing in love, will he cry sadly?

But why is it that Huizi is obviously very sad to look at, but she seems to be strong, how long do you have to pretend?

"Keiko."

Jiang Cheng's voice drifted into Huizi's ears again, this time the voice was a little heavier than just now, and Huizi was finally pulled out of the endless memories.

Those memories are so sad, like a knife, even the flesh and blood are pulled out.

It hurts, it hurts.

"Huh?" Huizi was stunned for a moment, "I'm sorry, I was distracted." ”

"It's okay." Jiang Cheng's eyes were soft, and Youmei's peach blossom eyes were even more charming, "If you're in a bad mood, you can tell me." Maybe if you say it, you'll be in a better mood. ”

yes, maybe if you say it, you'll be in a better mood.

Only when Keiko said it would he know how sad her heart really was, and he wondered that there had never been a time when he wanted to know so much about another person's state of mind.

He wanted to know her joy, her sorrow, her happiness, her sadness.

He wanted to take the road that he hadn't walked with her and re-walk it alone.

This feeling is very strange, Jiang Cheng doesn't know why he is like this, but he knows that he wants to accompany her.