Chapter 139: Look Ahead
She shook his shoulders vigorously, calmly meeting his affectionate and hot gaze: "Listen up! I was sincere to you, but the day I begged you to take me away, that heart was broken! Later, when I entered the palace, I didn't have any illusion of you, and naturally I didn't have the love between men and women. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info later saved you, just because of the kindness in the past, do you understand? After all, at that time, you were a rare person around me who was sincere to me. ”
Meng Qianqiu looked at her blankly, as if she didn't understand, not moving, and not answering.
Ah Yuan took a deep breath and continued: "Those things, for me, like the previous life, like the previous life, should have been forgotten a long time ago! So, you forgot about it too! ”
"You, be quiet by yourself!" With that, she stood up and was about to walk out.
A big hand behind him grabbed her arm: "Yueniang!" ”
The once dashing voice was now as heavy as iron, as dull as sand, and heartbroken.
Ah Yuan shook off his hand ruthlessly: "Also, my real name is Yangyuan." I'm not Yueniang, I'm not Liangyuliang, my name is Yangyuan, you can call me Ayuan. That's who I am! ”
After saying that, he walked out without looking back.
Closing the door, I almost kicked a person at my feet, and when I looked at it, it was Qing'er.
Qing'er hurriedly stood up, wiped her tears, and said softly and weakly: "Girl, Your Highness, Your Highness is fine." ”
Ah Yuan shook her head, and she understood Qing'er's thoughts at a glance: "You let him stay alone for a while, and go see him later." ”
Qing'er looked at her gratefully and nodded.
As soon as I was discharged from the hospital, I met Ding Si who was entering the door.
As soon as he saw Ah Yuan, he couldn't stop smiling on his face, and almost jumped over, and said happily: "Master, you're back!" I knew that you would come back today, and I wouldn't go to carry me in a sedan chair that week. ”
Ah Yuan collected his thoughts, and said to Ding Si with a smile: "It seems that you are getting along well with the Zhou Mansion, let's go, go back to the house and talk." ”
Ding Si followed her all the way, chattering all the way about the several meetings with Zhou Mi and the words the two had said.
Ah Yuan nodded first: "You have done a good job." Things are going well. ”
Ding Si couldn't laugh to himself, his mouth was about to crack behind his ears, and as soon as he entered the door, a figure fell from the sky, scaring him backwards.
"Haha! Ding Xiaosi, you are still so timid. Xiang Ling'er rolled over from the door and fell, smiling brighter than he was.
Ding Si gave her a blank look: "You are so skinny, when you went to Yueguo, your master didn't teach you?" ”
Xiangling'er raised her head proudly: "Hey! This time I went to the south, and I encountered a lot of interesting things. ”
She pulled Ding Si to sit down: "Come on, come on, tell you slowly." ”
The three of them talked about it until nightfall.
When Ding Si heard about Ah Yuan's life experience, he was surprised and pity. I also heard them say that the king of Yue has abdicated, and the Wan'an army, which is now the Yue'an army, has gone west to Hunan country, and I can't help but be excited, and I am full of pride when I hear it.
Ah Yuan was still worried about Meng Qianqiu's situation in front of him, so he left the two of them to continue chatting and went to the front yard by himself.
The front yard was dark, there were no lights, no sounds, but Ah Yuan could feel that Meng Qianqiu was still in this house.
As soon as the courtyard door was opened, a dark shadow was leaning against the door, and his voice was weak: "Girl." ”
"Qing'er?" A Yuanqi said: "Why don't you light the lamp?" Still squatting here? ”
Qing'er sobbed for a long time, her voice became hoarse, and she said in a low voice: "Your Highness, don't let the lights be lit." ”
Ah Yuan helped her up: "You go to the backyard to rest for a while, eat something, I'll go see him." ”
When Qing'er went, Ah Yuan pushed open the door and entered the hall.
The hall was pitch black.
There was no moonlight, no stars, everything was in darkness.
"Yueniang." Meng Qianqiu didn't need to light the lamp, and he knew who was coming in.
"My name is Ah Yuan." Ah Yuan insisted.
The person in the house hesitated for a moment: "Ah Yuan." ”
Ah Yuan walked to the round table, lit the fire, and lit a green oil lamp on the table.
The lights melted into the darkness in an instant, and everywhere they went, they were dark and bright, and the shadows were full of shadows, more like a dream.
Ah Yuan walked to Meng Qianqiu's side, and before he could speak, the whole person fell into his arms again.
He desperately pressed against her face, letting his beard rub against her smooth cheeks, and the body in his arms was familiar and unfamiliar: "You blame me, don't you?" At that time, I left you behind and watched you be sent to the palace by them! You're still blaming me, are you? ”
"Chiaki." Ah Yuan couldn't bear to push him away, and said in pain: "What if you blame you?" It's long gone. ”
"But do you know how much I regret it?" Meng Qianqiu hoarsely voiced, as if chewing grit: "I'm so stupid, I didn't know how stupid I was before!" After you entered the palace, I was afraid to see you, and I wanted to see you all the time, I regretted it so much, I regretted it day and night, and I hated myself! ”
He begged, "Can you give me a chance?" Don't leave me, okay? ”
Ah Yuan gently pushed him away, his face fell in the shadow of the candle, his eyes were like a child who didn't grow up, still as affectionate and gentle as he was at the beginning, but his face was gone, he was once handsome and chic, and he was uninhibited. Instead, there is a black face of vicissitudes, and the fine lines between the eyebrows and the corners of the eyes can't be hidden.
She said softly: "If you are given another chance to deal with Liu Xiang's matter, I will go back to Shu to live in seclusion, will you accompany me?" ”
Meng Qianqiu's watery eyes revealed deep pain, and he grabbed her black hair with both hands: "Yueniang, can you not leave?" I can make you the queen, if you don't like the harem of three thousand, I don't want a single concubine! As long as there is one of you! May I? ”
The corners of Ah Yuan's mouth moved slightly, and he smiled lightly, as if he had already guessed the answer: "Qianqiu, there is still the world of Dameng waiting for you, just forget the dead Yueniang!" ”
Meng Qianqiu's hand suddenly slipped from her black hair and hung low.
She knew too well his death hole.
He sat back on the couch, covered his face with his hands, and a low and hoarse voice came from between his fingers: "Why? Why do I always have to make such a choice? Why are you forcing me? ”
Ah Yuan patted him lightly on the shoulder, like a good brother: "This time, you are pushing yourself." ”
"It seems that you are ready to be the emperor, while you come back this time, why don't we discuss how to move next."
Her tone was relaxed again, as if she understood that the heaviest stage had passed.
Meng Qianqiu put down his hand, still looking at Ah Yuan with an unwilling expression, his eyes seemed to reveal a faint light like a beast: "You don't love me anymore." ”
Ah Yuan was noncommittal and stared at him calmly: "Meng Qianqiu, I know yourself better than you, and you love the world more." ”
Meng Qianqiu doesn't deny it, nor does he admit it, his heart is sour, I can give up anything except the world. This sentence went around his lips and finally swallowed it back.
So what? After all, I couldn't give her what I wanted.
Stay away from the red dust and be happy with you.
He looked at her at hand, but it seemed so far away, after many years, the woman who once had a look of innocence and expectation in her eyes, looked at him eagerly, and said that the woman who took me away was long gone.
He lost it himself, and he couldn't find it again.
Ah Yuan seemed to see through the thoughts in his heart, and the corners of his mouth showed a hint of Liang Yuliang's unique uninhibited smile: "Look ahead!" ”