Grandma Xu didn't go home that night, saying that she was not feeling well and went to Xu Wan to rest. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info said that in case there is any accident in Xu Wanna, it is convenient to rescue. Grandma Xu, who was not afraid of heaven and earth when she was young, is always very afraid of death now. When people get older, they will be more afraid of death.

Mrs. Wu had a heavy dream with a big question mark. In the dream, Xu Ming and himself held a wedding ceremony on the beautiful seaside, with flowers, wine, applause, and the sweet smiling faces of relatives.

Xu Ming was wearing a red Chinese wedding dress and sitting in a wheelchair, and was pushed by Xu Lie, Xu Lie pushed Xu Ming in front of him, Xu Ming actually stood up, she happily went over to hug him, but he grew a pair of red wings, flapped twice, raised a piece of dust, and flew up. Just like that, without even looking at her more, he flew away.

Mrs. Wu woke up in a dream, already in a cold sweat. struggled to get up, but found that he was being held tightly by Xu Ming.

"What's wrong, woke up? Having a nightmare? Xu Ming asked softly.

"Did I wake you up? I'm sorry. Mrs. Wu was a little frightened, although it was not a particularly terrible dream when she remembered it, but the situation was reflected in her awakened mind, making her in a trance and unable to distinguish between dream and reality.

"When did we need to be so polite between us." Xu Ming let go of her hand, a little displeased. Ever since he was so stubborn that she should leave, and she was determined to stay. Between them, you beat me, you hide from me, you laugh, you come and go, and you rarely say sorry, thank you.

"Well, maybe, I don't know." Mrs. Wu got up and walked to the bathroom, the sticky sweat on her body deepened her memory of the dream, she was very disturbed, she couldn't control other people's emotions now, she had to sort out her mood first.

What is Grandma Xu busy with? Could it be that Wuda's beating has something to do with grandma? Hit and fight, he deserved it. Then why did Grandma Xu break up Lin Yue and Lin Zheng? She's not the kind of person who meddles around and gossips. Could it be that he treats Lin Yue as his own child and is dissatisfied with the other party's family? But why hasn't it been mentioned before? She already knew about Lin Yue.

Does it have anything to do with Xu Wan? The words that Grandma Xu said were too similar to Xu Wan's style. After Grandma Xu went to the banquet, she went to his hospital again. But if it's really Xu Wan's words, then why is he? Did he have a holiday with Lin Zheng? Interesting to Lin Yue? No, absolutely not, Xu Ming said, Xu Wan probably likes men. Does he like Lin Zheng?

Ah, I'm annoyed, what do you think? No matter what, it's annoying. Mrs. Wu sat next to the bathtub and waited for the water to fill up. The mess in my heart was unreasonable, and I couldn't figure it out. She was upset, she didn't want to think about it, but she couldn't help but think about it.

Grandma Xu is so repulsive to Lin Zhengdu, what about herself? Did she accept herself? If so, why do you accept yourself? Will it? After all, until now, Grandma Xu, she has been urging Xu Ming and herself to go through the formalities. Surely you're not fooling yourself, are you? What about Xu Ming? Why the reluctance? Is it just for his own feet?

He wants to change into a wheelchair, he wants his own space, what else does he want? Mrs. Wu thought.

"It's okay, you!" Xu Ming's voice sounded outside the door.

"Well, it's okay, I'll soak for a while, you can sleep first." People who used to be close to even go to the toilet together are now a little speechless. She didn't know what to say, she had too many doubts in her heart, she didn't know whether to ask or where to start.

"I, I, don't take those words I said to heart."

"What words? I don't, you go to bed early. "She's tired, she's been too aggrieved lately. She didn't know that she was still in the frustration, shame and confusion brought to her by the appearance of Wuhan University. She couldn't judge everything she was facing right now. Xu Ming too.

"I, okay, you can rest early, too." Xu Ming hesitated and hesitated, he felt that they should have a good talk, but he always felt that she was unwilling to talk to him.

Xu Ming was absent-minded, his center of gravity was unstable when he got up in a wheelchair and went to bed, and he fell to the ground all of a sudden. When I subconsciously grabbed something, I took down the lamp on the bedside table. The lamp clanged and shattered, scattering splinters all over the ground.

He strained himself up, gritted his teeth and laboriously moved to the bed. His hand was accidentally cut and bleeding. "Didn't she hear the voice? Why didn't she rush out to see herself? She really doesn't care about herself. Xu Ming thought depressedly, and the pain in his palm hit him, but he couldn't beat the pain in his heart. At this moment, the feeling in his heart was like a mess of thorns in his heart, and the scratching was not too painful, but it made people unhappy, only upset and had no idea.

Who made herself a wasted person who can't take care of herself now, is she disgusted with herself? Are you leaving? Do you want to go back to her childhood sweetheart's Wuda? Why did the Wuhui find here? She wasn't surprised at all when she saw Wuda appear that day, did she already know that Wuda was coming to her? Or has she been looking for him too? No, no, she's not the kind of person who is good at disguising. However, why, since the appearance of Wuda, she has become so indifferent?

Mrs. Wu was soaking in the bathtub, and the sound of rushing water sounded, so naturally she didn't hear the sound of the lamp breaking. Until she finally calmed herself, dried herself, put on her bathrobe and walked out of the bathroom, and walked to the bedside.

"Ouch." Mrs. Wu screamed, and she was pierced in the foot by a fragment of the lamp.

"Are you alright?" Xu Ming asked as he sat up in the dark, he forgot to remind her that there was debris on the ground. If he had had his legs and feet, he would have cleaned them up a long time ago. The current situation is that not only can he not protect her, but he always drags her down. When people are depressed, they will always make some judgments that do not correspond to their actual abilities. Either overestimated himself or despised himself, Xu Ming is obviously the latter.

"What's that? It's okay, don't move, don't hurt you again. Mrs. Wu carefully moved to the switch and turned on the headlights in the room.

The purple crystal lamp shattered to the ground, shining gorgeously in the light of the light. It was the kind of pure purple glass table lamp that Mrs. Wu bought at a roadside stall when she went out once. When it is opened at night, it reflects a purple light, which is both beautiful and not dazzling. How did it fall to the ground and shatter?

Could it be Xu Ming? He's still on earth? He has always disliked this lamp, saying that it is cheesy and ugly, like the cheeks of a country matchmaker with a big red rouge. He said that every time he saw it, he felt the urge to throw it out. But at the time, he was just talking.

"I, I didn't mean to." Xu Ming looked at Mrs. Wu, who didn't care about bandaging her wounds and was there alone to clean up the glass shards, feeling a little guilty, it was her favorite table lamp, wiped around every day, and it was more precious than the diamond ring he gave her.

"Hmm." Mrs. Wu endured the pain in her feet and picked up the debris on the ground. For Mrs. Wu, this lamp is not just a table lamp. That was the only thing she added to the Xu family, and it was the spiritual sustenance that she wanted to integrate into this family and be recognized by her family.

Since her relationship with Xu Ming was admitted by Grandma Xu, her daily task is to take care of Xu Ming. At that time, Xu Ming was messing with her all day long and drove him away, she was bent on taking care of him, comforting him, coaxing him, and didn't have the heart to think about anything else. Later, Xu Ming stopped making trouble, but her health was still very bad, she was still busy like a spinning top every day, washing and scrubbing with feces and urine, and she was tired and had no time to think about anything else.

But since Xu Ming got better and came to Grandma Xu's house, she was no longer so busy, and she began to feel the gap between herself and this family. They are knowledgeable and powerful. If there is something in the gestures, we will inadvertently talk about how ignorant and narrow-minded the peasants are. Every now and then, she comforted herself that they were just gossiping and didn't mean to belittle her.

They talked about business in the tens of millions or hundreds of millions, and those numbers were something she couldn't even think about. In her passbook, there are only 3,000 yuan left. Although it doesn't cost money to eat and drink, she resolutely uses her savings to prepare gifts for Lao Xu's family for the holidays and birthdays. At the very least, you can't let others think that you are running for other people's money.

Xu Ming looked at Mrs. Wu, she cried, and he saw the tears that fell on the purple shards. Splashed in all directions, silently. He wanted to say that he really didn't mean to, he accidentally fell and cut his hand. He thought about her, so he forgot to turn on the light and forgot to remind her. However, those words were blocked in his throat, and one mouth turned into an invisible air, and flew away in all directions, leaving no trace.

"Well, this is the only thing I've ever added to this home. I don't have any money, and I don't have any ability to make money, unlike Lin Yue, who is not like you, and I will fight for tens of millions of dollars when I sign a contract. It's less than a hundred, but it's the most expensive I've ever bought. Mrs. Wu sniffed and did not wipe the tears from her face. These tears gave her the courage to speak.

"I know, I can't give you anything, I can't give this family anything, I can't help you except take care of your food, clothing, and daily life. Although I can read now, I only recognize it. And taking care of your diet and daily life is not necessarily necessary for me in the first place. ”

"Now, the only thing I can do is push you out for a walk. But now, you're almost better, and you don't need help for half an hour's walk. Later, when you change into a wheelchair, you can press a button wherever you want. You want your own space, I think I'm pestering you, I'll give you your own space. ”

"I've thought about it, so I'd better move out. It's always not the same to eat and drink for nothing like this, and Mother Wang doesn't know how many times I've been beaten. I always make excuses for myself, saying that you still need me and can't do without me. Now, that excuse doesn't work. ”

"Mother Wang often told me that I eat people with a soft mouth and short hands, I eat you and take yours, and I calmly think that everything is what I deserve. I thought we ...... Forget it, what I thought was always wrong, once, I thought I would be with the martial arts conference for the rest of my life, and I thought he would never leave me, wasn't it wrong? ”

"Take good care of yourself, get better quickly, and find a better and better person who can help you. Grandma Xu is willing to keep me, it must be that you promised her what conditions, right? Now, don't waste any more energy on me, I know that she won't accept me, and this home is not for me. ”

"I've had a lot of fun and joy with you. I don't know if you're the same. But think of it as a dream. After all, we're too far behind. You rest, I'll go upstairs to the guest room and sleep for the night, and I'll leave tomorrow morning. ”

Mrs. Wu picked up the pieces of the ground and pricked her hand several times, but he didn't even have a word of comfort. What she was waiting for was actually just a hug from him: "Don't go, stay, we said yes, we will be together forever." ”

Xu Ming looked at Mrs. Wu's somewhat thin back blankly, he wanted to keep her, he wanted to run over and hug her and beg her to stay. But why did she suddenly leave inexplicably? Just for a table lamp? Or is it for Wuda? All this just happened to be an opportunity, she thought about leaving from the moment she knew that Wuda was coming to her, right?

But even if she still thinks about Wuda, he still wants to keep her and keep her by his side, it doesn't matter if he doesn't talk to him and ignores him, just stay by his side. He didn't want to change his wheelchair, he didn't want to be alone. He had thousands of words to say and thousands of questions to ask her, but all the words came to his lips, and only one word came out: "Okay." ”

When Mrs. Wu heard that, she didn't look back, and took a few clothes and went upstairs.

Wouldn't she even want to look at herself more? Xu Ming thought to himself.