Chapter XII

"Rub! At least...... I know how I died this time! Ruan Qing, who was a little angry, instantly calmed down, with some sadness, "If you don't turn off the gas and ask me to close the window, do you want to test my nose, or do you want to kill me!" Shiro loves you~"

Somehow, it seems that Ruan Qing died a little happily this time. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Info At least this time she woke up not with the kind of pain that she couldn't hide physically and mentally. Maybe her father's action really shook her heart deeply! She also wants to understand that even if she doesn't have an ex-boyfriend, she will still have a next one, and maybe the next one will be true love. Although she will still be entangled in ** feelings, she decided!

Why mind! I need to love myself more! Otherwise, how can you be worthy of your parents who love you so much!

She laughed, tears falling from her eyes. Is she really relieved this time? But why is the air you breathe so fresh? Have you finally freed yourself from the hustle and bustle of space?

Lying quietly like this, she didn't want to move! I really want to sleep for a while, I always feel that every death is immediately replaced by the wake of today's nightmare, and there is no rest at all! She hugged the quilt in the most comfortable position, and just wanted to really take a good rest!

But paradoxically, time never gives time, and in the blink of an eye, that shameless little alarm clock sang its famous song.

"It's time to validate my little experiment!" Ruan Qing didn't actually fall asleep, but just felt very comfortable lying quietly like this. The soft big bed at home is like a small bed that she has indulged in in the sea of confusion for so many days, even if there is still no light to guide her way. But as long as you can lie quietly on this small bed, it is like finding a boat that you can rest and rely on for a while. Set off again after resting.

Ruan Qing glanced at the alarm clock, and the time was still stuck at 10:30, which was also a sign in the nightmare that she was sure that she was still alive on the 17th. Her left hand rested on the diary, unprepared to open the page, and her eyes were a little cold as it was staring. The breathing was also faint, and it seemed that not only the time of the alarm clock had stopped, but even her time had stopped at this moment!

It's so wrong! Such Ruan Qing is so wrong!

The hand slowly opened the diary, not turning the pages in fear and worry, but like a murderer savoring his exploits! The cold light in his eyes and the unnatural curvature of the corners of his mouth are gradually expanding.

"Sure enough, I was right."

Why did I wake up this time and feel so much different? Ruan Qing, who was frightened by his sneering tone, woke up a little, why did he feel weird?

The diary is really the one that only records the 16th, and everything is back to before 10:30. And the phone calls to the family are not working. But Ruan Qing, who obviously wants to face it with a positive heart, always feels a little weird, and the strangest thing is that this feeling of feeling weird has a sense of familiarity.

"Don't think like that, don't be defeated by yourself!"

Ruan Qing whispered to herself, but this feeling was like a dark cloud outside the window, not only did not disperse, but gradually expanded. There seemed to be something in the air that was gradually solidifying, and the scalp felt like it was breathing painfully, and large drops of sweat flowed out.

The strange mugmy heat seems to be another kind of non-cycle that begins to appear in the dream.

Ruan Qing suddenly stood up and rushed out of her room unacceptably. She was a little stunned when she just twisted the door, it seemed that opening the door was not controlled by time, and she was just stupid last time. Ruan Qing, who ran to the bathroom to wash herself, had an idea lingering.

Since the cessation of time doesn't stop me from moving, why don't I go out for a walk? Maybe that's how I figured out why I'm stuck on this day!

Ruan Qing, who had changed her clothes, couldn't wait to grab a few things she had with her and left the house, completely ignoring the alarm clock that wanted to cry, make trouble, and hang herself.

The dark clouds that hung over the streets shed a little tears of sorrow, and they were completely silent to say something. The thin mist made the eaves of the house turn into a veiled girl, smiling shyly, but could not see the meaning in her eyes.

Ruan Qing didn't pay attention to such a deserted street, what she was thinking at this moment was: If only my time stopped, would my parents freeze in one action? If it's set for a long time, will they feel a slight ache in their bodies when the time starts again?

If only I could meet him at this moment! What will I do? I could beat him up so hatefully that when he woke up, it hurt so badly! Or did you strip him naked and throw him on the street where many people lived?

Think of the look on his face if he woke up! Ruan Qing couldn't help but snicker, it seemed that as long as Ruan Qing decided that she wanted to let go, she would do it! If only she could make up her mind.

It seems that although the street in the dream feels similar to the reality, after all, no one can clearly distinguish the difference in the dream. It's just that such a deserted street still makes Ruan Qing feel a little uneasy. Except for the rain and myself, there was nothing else to make a sound. Dead silence, it seems, can also be used to explain the feeling on the streets now.

"Mom! Mom! Mom, where are you? ”

A childish voice is like a gradually rising main theme, slowly becoming clear and high-pitched.

Ruan Qing was very curious about this voice, could it be that this dream was going to surprise herself? But the sound is like intense music when wearing headphones, left and right! She could only look around, but she couldn't see the mole on the beauty's waist in such a thin veil.

"Sister, do you see my mother?"

Ruan Qing's back was gently pulled, when did this kid run behind him? She looked back and saw the cute little girl, and she couldn't help but shudder.

"Sister, do you see my mother?"

Wearing a small pink dress, the poor and cute little girl has a soft mushroom head on her head, and looks like she is about 7.8 years old. But Ruan Qing was afraid of such a little girl, and always felt that the little girl who appeared in this dream made her feel uneasy.

"Sister, do you see my mother?" The little girl saw that Ruan Qing didn't answer her question, and her big eyes immediately shed big tears, "Does Mom don't want me anymore?" Don't you like me anymore? ”

When I see a child crying, even if a normal girl is not a mother, that kind of motherly love will still overflow. Ruan Qing hurriedly took out a tissue from the bag to help the little girl wipe her tears, and comforted the little girl with a very gentle voice.

"Well, what's your name? Don't cry, what does your mom look like? Sister help you find it! Good no good? ”

"Sister, are you really willing to help me find my mother?" Hearing Ruan Qing say to help her find her mother, the little girl burst into tears and laughed, but she didn't know why there was a strange feeling that enveloped Ruan Qing's heart.

"Sister, I told my mom I was hungry. Mom said she was hungry too, so she was waiting for me at the front of a place to eat. Can my sister take me there? The little girl lowered her head pitifully, and grabbed Ruan Qing tightly with her hands, as if she was afraid that Ruan Qing would run away like her mother.

"Okay, sister, take you there. Then can you tell your sister why you didn't hold your mother's hand tightly and just get separated? Ruan Qing subconsciously wanted to break away from the little girl's hand, but she caught her to death.

The little girl looked at Ruan Qing who was squatting in front of her, grinning, so innocent.

"Because my mother said that when you are hungry, you have to find food for yourself.