Chapter 134: How ridiculous fate is, you and I don't know
Budo's accident is not strictly speaking, but it is actually not an accident. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoWhen he returned to the mountain city in a state of despair, he was just in time for the change of sky. He wanted to come back, and after seeing his dead self on his phone at that time, he decided to come back. Dead or alive, he had to return to his hometown, and he couldn't think of anywhere else except Wujia Village.
When he arrived in the city in a four-wheeled truck, snow was falling in the sky. He got out of the car and walked to catch the bus back to town. On the way, I saw people laughing or making trouble and living seriously, but I was lonely and didn't know what to do, and my whole heart seemed to be hollowed out all of a sudden. He stood there, blankly looking at the crowds and vehicles around him, and thought of his wife.
"It's snowing, it's snowing, and in the snow at that time, she smiled so indifferently and beautifully. But all of this was ruined by me in the end. If she hadn't been a bastard, she wouldn't have lived so hard. Carrying a heavy bag, Wudo muttered in the middle of the road. He saw the car coming in the distance, the light of the car was bright and blind, and the sound of the horn was particularly loud and piercing. He could have run away, but his legs were as heavy as lead. He didn't want to run away, he was tired of running, not only physically tired, but also mentally tired. He didn't want to run anymore, running around, but he still couldn't get around the pimple in his heart, which was like a tumor, absorbing the hope and future of his life, leaving him only helpless and lost.
The moment his body fell heavily on the snow, he even felt happy, very happy. He finally didn't have to run anymore, he could finally sleep well, and he didn't have to worry or feel guilty anymore. This worry and guilt have exhausted all his ambitions.
"Many, many, many!" When Wudo opened his eyes at the sound of calls and saw the face he didn't want to see, he decided to try to fall asleep again. But the pain in his body as if he had been pricked by thousands of needles and burned by thousands of soldering irons made him unable to sleep at all.
"Doctor, doctor, look at how he is, why did he just wake up and fainted." The woman beside her shouted anxiously.
"Doctor, doctor, take a look, take a look."
"It's okay, the patient is out of danger, and he will be transferred to the general ward tomorrow, don't worry."
"I, I beg you, doctor, to heal him."
"Alright, alright, let's go out first."
Wu Duo listened to the voice in his ears with some boredom, he didn't like the world, he didn't like the environment, he didn't like the sound. Why didn't you die? Why not let him die? He opened his eyes and looked at the dazzling light in front of him, he wanted to raise his head, but he couldn't lift it, he wanted to move his hands, he couldn't move, he wanted to lift his feet, but he couldn't lift them.
"In this way, it is better to be like a living dead than to be dead." Takedo thought to himself. His heart sank into the swamp of abandonment, and he didn't want to come out at all, but these people dragged him out by force, which was really annoying. Taketa was thinking about his thoughts in a mess, and after a while, his head hurt like an explosion. He wanted to call someone to come and hack him to death, but he couldn't make a sound. In this way, I don't know how long it took, he fell asleep again.
In the small kitchen of the Wang family, a strong fragrance is wafting. "It's fifteen, and I don't know how people are." Wang's mother was wrapping dumplings at home, but her heart flew out far away. No matter how much you say it, no matter how much you hate it, that child also grew up watching by himself.
"Mom, everyone's own mother has gone, why are you still worried? I didn't expect it, Wu Duo, Wu Duo turned out to be Xu Ming's, alas, it's really, it's really big. You say, after that, you will not see anyone who looks down and does not look up, and it should be so embarrassing for a family to live together. Reiko said.
"Don't say it, no matter what, I have wronged our wife, alas, I have also wronged Xu Ming's child." Mother Wang sighed. Only now did she know that Wu Duo still had this relationship with Xu Ming. Madame's mouth was tight enough, and she didn't even say it earlier.
"Mom, you say, you say, Xu Ming is really not easy!" Reiko thought to herself, the person who raped her lover turned out to be her half-brother, what do you call this?
"Alright, do your job, stop talking nonsense!" Wang's mother stopped Reiko from coming. It's almost time for dinner, and Madame and Xu Ming should be coming soon.
And Mrs. Wu and Xu Ming, in their own small home, have no intention of leaving. Mrs. Wu unhappily packed her clothes, looked at Xu Ming who was frowning in front of her, and asked a little angrily, "What's wrong?" What the hell are you going to do? Isn't the coming? What else are you worried about? Besides, I don't understand what he has to worry about. ”
She thought to herself that even if they had some brotherly friendship in the past, it would have been time to give up when choosing her. Why is it that now, he is worried about his business all day long? What is there to pity a person who has hurt his wife, and what is worthy of him running around for him.
"Whether he wants to live or die, that's his business, it's his personal choice, what do you want to change?" Mrs. Wu knew that Wu Duo had not cooperated well with the treatment since he arrived in the general ward, and he was once looking for death and life.
"I thought you would understand, just like when I helped Wuda, you," Xu Ming said in a low voice. He helped him, naturally not because of the pitiful friendship.
"Wuda is Wuda, he is him, he is different from Wuda." Mrs. Wu didn't understand, couldn't he Xu Ming understand this?
"I know he's hurt you, but, after all, it's in the past, and besides, he's done enough. He's pathetic enough. Xu Ming said.
"Pathetic? That's what he did for himself. Is it possible to forgive a person who kills because he is pitiful? I don't understand Xu Ming, I don't understand, why, you say, you say the reason that convinces me. Mrs. Wu said helplessly.
"I, I, I have a reason, but, for the time being, I can't tell you." Xu Ming said helplessly. Telling her will only make it harder for her. Instead of embarrassing her, let her misunderstand herself for a while. Time, give her time, maybe, she slowly let go, he told her again.
"Why? Is there anything we can't say between us? Mrs. Wu asked.
"Now, for the time being, I need your tolerance." Xu Ming hugged Mrs. Wu and whispered.
"But, for the time being, I also need a quiet space, and I have to think about it, I can't figure it out. Let's be apart for a while. It just so happened that I had a big belly and it was inconvenient to go up and down the stairs, so I went to live on the first floor of my brother's place for a few days. Mrs. Wu said.
"It's good, it's good." Xu Ming said helplessly. It's okay to be separated temporarily, so that he doesn't know what to do with her every day, looking at her confused and irritated face.
"Okay." After Mrs. Wu finished speaking, she dragged her luggage and left, leaving Xu Ming alone in the cold room. He turned on the heating and air conditioning to the maximum and lay quietly on the bed, thinking back to Budo's mother's words.
"Yes, we Wuda have done something sorry for you, but even if he killed someone by mistake, he still has enough debts. He followed her, protected her, and thought of her. Look at what he has become of life for her? Yes, even if we are cheap, we deserve it, we bring it on ourselves. However, you just look at the year, he was born to save you and give him a way to live. ”
Xu Ming didn't have a good impression of the woman, and he didn't care about what the woman said, but when he heard what the woman said, he began to listen to her words carefully with doubts.
It turned out that he was not his father's biological son, and back then, after his mother became pregnant, his biological father ran away. The mother was mentally ill under strong stimulation, and she was crazy all day long, hugging a man when she saw it. Later, the grandfather recruited relatives for his mother and wanted to find a door-to-door son-in-law to take over the family business. Grandpa Xu fell in love with his grandfather's huge property, so he forcibly let Xu's father marry his mother. It's just that Grandpa Xu didn't know at that time that his mother was pregnant.
Later, after she was born, her mother's condition was also controlled to a certain extent by taking medicine. But Grandpa Xu sold his son to someone else's house as a door-to-door son-in-law, how could he let a grandson who was not his own grandson inherit the huge family business. So, Grandpa Xu, who doubted the identity of the child because the child was born early, thought about doing a paternity test, and if it was determined that Xu Ming was not biological, he would find a way to send him away.
At that time, Wuduo's mother had just worked as a nanny at Xu's father's house, and in order to keep himself and protect himself, Xu's father reached an agreement with Wuduo's mother to have a child of his own, and begged his father to wait for the child to be older before going for the test, and when the time came to do the paternity test, he secretly did some tricks and feet in it. That way, you don't have to be sent away. Xu's father said: "Originally, this family wealth belongs to this child, I will definitely find a way to help him keep it!" ”
"Your dad took pity on you and didn't want you to be adrift alone, so he gave birth to Wuduo with me, and later, we gradually had a relationship. In order to make your grandfather not suspicious, your father deliberately pretended to agree to your grandfather's arrangement and sent me out with Wudo. After he was born, after your father took me back, he deliberately didn't pick up the child, for fear that your grandfather would be suspicious and do something to hurt you! If it weren't for you, how many years would he have been wandering outside? No home and no one to take care of? Later, your grandfather died, and we wanted to take the child back, but the child no longer recognized us. ”
"He has been stubborn since he was a child, so stubborn that he would rather live a hard life alone than forgive us. If he tosses himself like this, can't you persuade your lady for his pity, let him forgive our child and give him a way out? ”
Xu Ming didn't know how important his parents' lives were in that era. He didn't understand why his father married his mother, and he didn't understand why his grandfather regarded blood so important. What would he think if he knew that the eldest grandson he had always treasured was not his own? This world is really ridiculous.
Budo's birth, his own birth, is a joke. At this time, he also knew why his father was more towards Wu in the last incident with Mrs. Wu. However, even if he owes Wuda, he can't let his wife carry this burden with him.
It would be unfair to her to persuade her to enlighten Wudo. He only has the only way to repay this love slowly.