Chapter 139: I Want to Eat
Xu Ming stepped forward to protect Mrs. Wu, making Wu Duo realize how threatening he was to Mrs. Wu. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info he retreated to a corner farther away from Mrs. Wu with some annoyance. He lowered his head embarrassedly and said, "I, I'm making you unsteady." I, I should stay away from you, the farther away the better. ”
"Well, it may have been like that before." Mrs. Wu approached Wu Duo, took a few steps back, and stood about a meter away from him. continued: "Before, maybe it was like this, you made us unsure. Because of the big bad guy who lives in your body. But you've had times when we've been happy. At that time, it was you who took Xu Ming into my home and into my life. ”
"If it weren't for you, we wouldn't have known each other for a lifetime. We will each live in our own lives, we will not know each other, we will not know each other, and we will not be as happy as we are now. Mrs. Wu stroked her stomach and said.
"I, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't." Wudo was annoyed, at that time, he didn't think that they would be together.
"I know that you are unintentional, but whether you are intentional or not, it is because of you that we are where we are today, which is beyond doubt. The same is true of the villain in your body, he has hurt me, whether intentionally or unintentionally, he must be punished, and it is up to you to punish him. That's the best explanation for me. Mrs. Wu sat down against the edge of the bed, she was a little tired and her back hurt.
"On the bed, the bed is dirty, and I haven't washed it today." Wudo said embarrassedly.
"When did you love cleanliness so much? In the past, your padded jacket was not changed for a winter, and it was replaced every time it was warm in spring. Mrs. Wu said with a smile. After saying that, even she herself was surprised by her words. In fact, those pasts with him are not all pain. There are also good times, he will climb trees and dig birds' eggs to cook for her, he will pick delicious wild fruits for her to eat, and he will also pick sycamore leaves to keep her out of the rain when it rains. At that time, she would also be glad to have such a cute and powerful brother by her side. In fact, she has always regarded him as a younger brother.
"Yes, yes, I, I'm lazy." At that time, Mrs. Wu often blamed herself for not being angry and not working hard.
"Now I'm diligent and clean." Mrs. Wu said. "It's just, have you ever thought about going out, basking in the sun, taking care of your parents, and doing what you can?"
"You used to tell me that." Wu Duohan smiled, and there was a lot less tension on his body.
"Well, Budo, wake up, the most important thing for you now is to go out and live the same life as a normal person. Otherwise, trap yourself here, and the demon in you will always trap you. ”
Wu Duo looked at Mrs. Wu's face a little blankly, and he once wondered if he was in a dream. In reality, how many years have they not spoken like this. Since Mrs. Wu and Wu Da got married, I have never heard her talk to him like a sister. Although he is older than her, she has always taken care of him more, like a caring young lady.
"I, can I?" Wudo muttered.
"Of course, you see, you see what you look like now? You don't eat, you don't drink, you don't have the strength, what do you do to defeat the bad guy in your heart. "Madame Wu explored.
"I've been trying." Vudo said.
"I know you've been trying, but it's not enough for you to work alone. You also need help, doctors, and your loved ones, whose power can help you. Mrs. Wu said.
"Actually, I also deceived myself like you, and at that time I kept all the facts I didn't want to see in my heart and threw them away. I didn't dare to face it, I was timid, so, I was defeated by the cruel reality. However, when I plucked up the courage to face everything, I found that the reality is not so powerful, and there is nothing to be afraid of. Since it has happened, we must face it, we must solve it, and we must always live. Don't you, don't you want to live anymore? You don't have any motivation to stay alive? ”
"No, actually, I'm actually afraid of dying. I'm afraid to lie alone in a cold coffin. Wudo said in horror. When I was a child, I was alone in my cold bed every cold winter. Sometimes the wind blows and the roof crackles, so I stare at the roof for fear that it will fall and kill me underneath. Even though the house was so dark that I couldn't see what the roof looked like, I stared at it all night without blinking. ”
"I want to live, I want to, but I wonder whether I should live or not, I live, will cause confusion to you, to the people who love you." Wu Duo helplessly kept repeating this sentence.
After a long time, when he finally quieted down, Mrs. Wu smiled and said, "No, no matter what you do, you are not my confusion now." I have people who love me, people who love me, we have children, and we each have a favorite career. You live and will not be our confusion. But if you die, many people will be confused and will be sad. Your mom and dad, your friends. ”
"No, I have no friends and no relatives."
"You have, you have, maybe you don't like the tired relatives, but you do, no one jumps out of the cracks in the stones. Maybe they hurt you for some compelling reason, but now, look at your mother, who has aged several years for you, and her hair is gray. Your father, perhaps, you don't want to admit it, but he has been working hard to run his business, just so that you can have better treatment and better living conditions in the future. ”
"Also, Mo Yuan, and Xu Wan, do you remember? The two of them are on their way to see you. They all want you to get out there and live in the sun in good health. Also, there is Xu Ming, although he doesn't like you very much, he has been trying to help you, just hoping that you can live well. Do you bear to live up to their concern for you? ”
"And, and I, I know, you've been blaming yourself and blaming yourself, but, now, I'm telling you, there's no need. I'm doing well, and I forgive you. Mrs. Wu finally mustered up the courage to say this. Yes, even if he has made a big mistake, God or himself, the punishment given to him is enough, and he should live his own life.
"You listen well, listen carefully, as long as you come out, live seriously, live hard, and repay all those who care about you, I will forgive you, and everything is over. Okay? Mrs. Wu repeated.
Budo did not speak, and fell into a deep silence. He wasn't sure if this was reality, and he kept pinching his arm, making sure he wasn't dreaming. But he has lived in this house for so many days, he feels safe, what if he goes out and does something to hurt others? He didn't have faith in himself yet.
"You have to believe in yourself, Buta. If you don't believe in yourself, if you don't help yourself, there's nothing anyone can do to help you. You know what? Don't you remember how powerful you were? Wrestling with the people of the village, you have not lost once. Mrs. Wu said.
"Also, don't you think I'm working hard too? I'm pregnant with a baby, and I'm going to tell you this, I should be in bed and watch TV from the comfort of my bed. If you don't come out, maybe I'll need to leave every day in the future. Do you want to continue to bother me? Mrs. Wu was a little angry, looking at him with a blank look, she was really angry.
"You are a dignified seven-foot man, you have done something sorry for others, and you have punished yourself, and in the future, face the reality and strive to do something that is beneficial to others and society, which is your obligation. Are you just hiding in this square room for the rest of your life, wasting all your good time? Let others take care of you, worry about you, enlighten you, and you will be happy? Wake up, Budo, self-punishment is not such a punishment. ”
"If you really want to punish yourself, stand up, go out, what's so hard about dying, you hit your head and die, you are relaxed, what about those who are alive? What good has your death done them? What are the benefits to the people you have hurt? ”
Seeing that Mrs. Wu's emotions were also starting to be a little excited, Xu Ming walked up to Mrs. Wu, patted her back gently, and comforted, "Okay, okay, let's go." You've done enough, you're brave and you're doing well. Let's go. ”
Mrs. Wu nodded to Xu Ming, stood up, stroked her stomach, and said, "I'm sorry, baby, mom is so excited." Then he said to Wuduo, who was leaning against the wall: "In short, if you want me to forgive you, you can show your normal Wuduo appearance, come to me generously, and apologize to me with your sincerity." I'll forgive you. If you continue to deceive yourself and depress yourself like this, then I will never forgive you for the rest of my life. Even if you die, I will not forgive. ”
After Mrs. Wu finished speaking, she turned around and left with Xu Ming's support, she was tired and needed a good rest.
Wu Duo watched them leave blankly, making sure that he was not in a dream, that person was the real Mrs. Wu. In her dreams, Mrs. Wu never looked like she had a big belly.
She has a baby of her own, she has someone she loves, she says that her existence is no longer a problem, she says she will forgive herself, she says she is waiting for her sincere apology. Wu Duo sorted out the fragments of Lady Wu's words in his mind, and those fragments were like warm patches, mending his cold and broken heart.
He had to take on the responsibility of a man, he had to apologize to her, Wu Duo stood up, and wanted to walk forward and catch up with Mrs. Wu. But his legs and feet were sore, the soles of his feet were slippery, and the whole person fell to the front at once. The doctors, nurses, and Budo's mother hurried over and hurriedly helped him up.
Wu Duo opened his eyes weakly, looked at the few people in front of him, tried to make a sound, and said, "I, I'm hungry, I, I want to eat." ”