172. There are many thoughts
In the blink of an eye, it is the twenty-third day of the lunar month. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info Every household has been busy for the New Year.
Cheng Linghui and Chang Jiwen took Guan Ju and Chang Zhiyuan back to Shuicheng for the New Year. Changzhizhou is big, so don't worry about it. What makes Cheng Linghui happy is that Lu Xiaoxiao did not have to kick Cheng Zhibai out this year.
Although she still didn't like this child, she gradually accepted it.
However, what she didn't expect was that although Lu Xiaoxiao accepted the child, Cheng Zhibai may not accept Lu Xiaoxiao as a mother. Cheng Linghui just left, and Cheng Zhibai, who was only six years old, went to Gusu Academy to find Chang Zhizhou on the back foot.
He didn't want to think about it, Gusu Academy had already been on vacation, how could Chang Zhizhou be there?
From Chengjiazhuang to Gusu Academy, and then from Gusu Academy to Zhuanshui City, no less than 30 miles away. A six-year-old child with two small short legs has to walk a long way. He couldn't remember the road clearly, if he hadn't happened to meet someone from a nearby village, he would have sent him to Zhuanshui City. Let him wander around in a daze, and there is nowhere to find him.
Cheng Linghui was angry and anxious and sent the villager away. Turning his head, he carried him into the house as if he were carrying a chick. Press on the stool and 'pop' is two soles: "If you run around again, you will not be afraid of wolves taking you away." ”
If Chang Zhizhou was a child, he would have screamed earth-shattering. But this kid is biting his lower lip with his upper teeth. His eyes were full of tears, and he didn't say a word. The fire in Cheng Linghui's heart couldn't be suppressed.
Cheng Zhibai has been weak since he was a child, and he is as quiet as a little girl. grew so big, Cheng Linghui didn't poke him with a finger. It's not that he gets into trouble if he's quiet, but Cheng Linghui feels that this kid is pitiful, loves him, and is reluctant to fight. Today I was angry, and I was afraid that I was in a hurry before I moved. Who knew that this kid looked weak, and he was tough in his bones.
But as long as this kind of child is played, the more angry the adults become.
Cheng Linghui's hand is strong, although he has the strength to hold it, but after a few strokes, Cheng Zhibai's delicate little buttocks will be hung with flowers. If she wants to fight again, she can't do it herself. But Cheng Zhibai, this kid, lying on the stool, is still that dead character. I was trembling all over my body in pain, and I didn't cry or beg for mercy.
Cheng Linghui couldn't really beat the child to death. I was so angry that tears came out.
Chang Zhizhou, who was outside the door, couldn't hear the movement in the house, and was so frightened that he slammed the door: "Mother, you won't beat my brother to death, right?" When he was a child, he sighed about Cheng Linghui's soles and brooms, and knew the strength of Cheng Linghui's hands. Cheng Zhibai's soft and weak appearance, how can he stand it? I was so anxious that I smashed the door. Suddenly dodge in. Seeing flowers blooming on Cheng Zhibai's buttocks, his distressed eyes turned red, and he knelt in front of Cheng Linghui: "Mother, if you are angry, hit me." ”
Cheng Linghui was on fire and had nowhere to sprinkle it, and when she heard the words, she pointed at Chang Zhizhou's back with a few soles: "Why don't you teach your younger brother a little good, just teach him how to be naughty?" ”
"Don't hit my brother." Cheng Zhibai, who was stubborn and didn't open his mouth to beg for mercy, suddenly fell down from the stool like an old hen guarding her cubs, and opened his arms to block Chang Zhizhou.
Cheng Linghui also came up: "Little rabbit, you want to rebel." My own son can't beat me? As he spoke, he raised the sole of his shoe and slapped Chang Zhizhou twice. Do you say that Chang Zhizhou has been beaten unjustly?
"He's not your son." Cheng Zhibai couldn't protect his brother, so he shouted anxiously: "My brother was not born by you, not your son." I couldn't help but say, I rushed over and hugged Cheng Linghui's arm and bit it hard.
Cheng Linghui didn't expect that a child who had always been weak and weak would dare to bite someone when he was ruthless, and he was stunned for a moment.
Chang Zhizhou pulled Cheng Zhibai away and scolded: "Are you crazy, bite our mother?" ”
Cheng Zhibai opened his teeth and danced his claws, looking like he was going to fight hard with Cheng Linghui: "She is not our mother, you are not born by him, and I am not born by her......"
Chang Zhizhou's face suddenly turned pale, and he suddenly raised his hand.
Cheng Linghui looked at it, with his incomprehensible temperament, how could Cheng Zhibai stand his slap. Hurriedly pulled Cheng Zhibai away and shouted, "Zhizhou, what are you doing?" ”
Chang Zhizhou shouted at Cheng Zhibai in Cheng Linghui's arms with red eyes: "No wonder they all call you a bastard, you are a bastard." I hurt you in vain, I don't have a brother like you. ”
Cheng Linghui reprimanded: "What are you crazy about? ”
Chang Zhizhou said angrily: "Mother, do you hear what he said is human?" He didn't even recognize his mother. Where did I get my brother without a mother? ”
Cheng Zhibai cried when he heard the words 'wow': "Brother, I was wrong, don't want me." Our father and mother don't want me anymore, Guan Ju doesn't want me anymore, and Zhiyuan doesn't want me anymore. Don't you want me ......."
Before he didn't cry, Cheng Linghui was very angry, but now that he is crying, Cheng Linghui is distressed again: "Who told you that everyone doesn't want you anymore?" ”
Cheng Zhibai cried: "You are all gone, no one will take me ......"
Only then did Cheng Linghui know why Cheng Zhibai ran out alone and went to Gusu Academy to find Chang Zhizhou. It turned out that he thought that he would leave him in Chengjiazhuang because his family didn't want him anymore. However, isn't there still Lu Xiaoxiao in Chengjiazhuang?
Cheng Zhibai cried: "That's Zhisong's mother, not my ......"
Cheng Linghui could only be speechless when she heard this.
At night, Chang Jiwen looked at the newly replaced door and sighed: "Zhizhou is really big." ”
Cheng Linghui said in her heart: "It's not big, it's fifteen years after the New Year." When he was his age, he could kick and break the bluestone bar. Where is this little bit of energy in Zhizhou? But she didn't dare to say it, and when she said it, Chang Jiwen would blame her for always thinking that others didn't have him. The more this man lived, the more he went back, and he even ate his own son's vinegar.
Chang Jiwen saw that she didn't answer, so he rubbed beside her, and said in a low voice: "Sanhui, Zhibai did something wrong, and Zhizhou protected him." But Guan Ju is himself. I don't even have a sister to talk to, are you a little lonely? ”
Cheng Linghui understood: "Why don't we have another one?" ”
Chang Jiwenjun's face was slightly red, and his eyes were burning: "Wouldn't that be better." "He came back from Jiangnan, and there was no longer the majesty of the past. Although occasionally restless, it is shy and tight. always have to find all kinds of reasons to attract Cheng Linghui to take the initiative to be satisfied.
Cheng Linghui knew that this was the scar in his heart, and the bed was naturally gentle and flattering. The relationship between the two has fallen off the same as before. Cheng Linghui was not ashamed to become ashamed.
Cheng Linghui never knew that her skin was thicker than Chang Jiwen's original.
She loved his well-maintained fine skin and tender flesh, loved his low moaning when he was emotional, loved his slightly frowning eyebrows, and loved ...... In short, he loves everywhere all over his body. Whenever the two are alone, no matter what she is doing, her eyes are always involuntarily drawn by his every move. In the long run, she is afraid that she will become a 'female pervert' one day.
Don't think about it when you have to endure it. In less than three days, Chang Jiwen will look at her as if she has been greatly wronged, she wants to cry or not, and she wants to cry. No matter how tough Cheng Linghui's heart was, it melted when he saw his expression. After a while, she gave up struggling. Rather than being uncomfortable for both of them, just let it be.
There is no wind tonight, and the moonlight is fine.
Cheng Linghui was lying on the bed, but she couldn't sleep anyway. She didn't dare to flip her body at will, for fear of waking up Chang Jiwen, who was sleeping lightly. I could only keep my eyes open and look at the hazy moonlight that came through the window paper.
Chang Zhizhou was finally defeated by Cheng Zhibai's crying, and carried him back to the room to take medicine. Come to think of it, this kid is really miserable. During the day, she was afraid that she would not see her child, and Lu Xiaoxiao was worried. Send someone to Chengjiazhuang to report the news. Who knew that Lu Xiaoxiao didn't know that Cheng Zhibai was lost. With such a mother-in-law, Cheng Linghui no longer worries about handing over the child to her.
Thinking of his mother, he naturally thought of his father Zhai Feiyi. Zhai Feiyi, a person who behaves nonsense, is now an official in the court, which makes Cheng Linghui feel very angry. secretly scolded Su Tong for being blind and blind.
Thinking of Su Tong, I naturally thought of Xiuwen's mother and son.
As soon as you enter the palace gate, it is as deep as the sea. After so many years, I don't know how their mother and son are doing? Cheng Su is the same age as Chang Zhizhou, and he should be sixteen years old this year. It's time to grow into a big boy. I don't know if I've married a daughter-in-law?
Thinking of Xiuwen's mother and son, I thought of the mountain chief and his wife......
Thinking about it like this, I somehow thought of Sun Xinglong.
As soon as Sun Xinglong left, there was no news, and he didn't know whether he was dead or alive now. Even if Su Tong let him go, Zhai Feiyi would not let him go. I don't know how many opponents he has outside, in short, it won't be peaceful.
Sun Xinglong embarked on the evil road, and the fifth master has an unshirkable responsibility. Cheng Linghui knew that the fifth master did this mostly for his own consideration. The fifth master is so keen, he probably saw that the friendship between himself and Sun Xinglong was extraordinary. She was afraid that she would take the wrong path in the future, so she simply cut off this road. And the way he cut off this road was to destroy Sun Xinglong.
This is indeed something that only the fifth master can do.
Cheng Linghui now finally understands why the ancestors expelled the fifth master from the clan and was not allowed to enter the ancestral grave when he died. The fifth master is really not a good person. However, the fifth master gave her all the rest of his life. Although he ruined Sun Xinglong and indirectly ruined the rest of the fourth sister's life, she couldn't resent it at all.
"I don't know where the fifth master ended up?" Cheng Linghui meditated in her heart.
The life of the fifth master is destined to become an insoluble mystery in Chengjiazhuang.
"What do you think? So out of mind? Chang Jiwen didn't know when he woke up.
Cheng Linghui turned over and faced him: "Think of the fifth master." ”
Chang Jiwen said: "I thought you were thinking about Sun Xinglong. ”
Cheng Linghui did not deny it: "I want to come." I wonder what happened to him now? ”
Chang Jiwen suddenly covered his head with the quilt, obviously angry.
Cheng Linghui simply got up and leaned on the head of the bed: "I and him, it's already in the past." It's impossible in this lifetime. ”
Chang Jiwen covered his ears under the quilt: "Don't listen, don't listen......"
"Stop making a fuss." Cheng Linghui dug him out of the quilt strongly: "You listen to me, in this life, I will say this time." ”
Chang Jiwen is not a person who has no heart at all, on the contrary, he has a broader mind than many men. When he heard the words, he didn't mess around: "You say, I'll listen." ”
Cheng Linghui slowly told him about the bits and pieces of herself and Sun Xinglong's childhood. Speaking of how he thought of marrying the fourth sister to Sun Xinglong. Said......
"Sun Xinglong, do you like me?"
"Nonsense, you're so ugly, who will like you......"
I didn't notice it at the time, but I felt uncomfortable. At this time, I thought about it, she liked Sun Xinglong, when she was young and ignorant, when she didn't know it. If Sun Xinglong was not the same young back then, he would be duplicitous. The two of them may be as good now as their aunt and uncle were back then.
No, if that were the case, Sun Xinglong would not have gone down the evil path. So what kind of life will they live now?
Perhaps, as Sun Xinglong himself expected, plant a few acres of land, open a grocery store, and raise a few children. She is as spicy and tough as Sister-in-law Sun, and Sun Xinglong, like his father, leads the children to play with nothing every day, and takes the children into trouble......
But after all, these are just ifs. In this world, no one can predict the outcome, and no one can start over.
Chang Jiwen didn't know when he reached out and hugged Cheng Linghui in his arms: "If that's the case, I'd rather I have never been in this world." ”
There was a hint of sadness in his tone: "Sanhui, don't talk about Sun Xinglong in the future, okay?" None of us should speak of him again. I know that he was the first to meet you, then Su Tong, and finally me. However, year after year, I don't know when you have lived in my heart. You are mine, from the first time you sat in the corner of the school and cried, you were mine. ”
Cheng Linghui nodded: "I said it, I only said it once in my life." Never to mention it again. Don't worry, Sun Xinglong and I are in the past. Now, I only have you in my heart. In this life, there is only you. ”
Chang Jiwen said childishly: "In the next life, there can only be me in the next life." Let Su Tong and Sun Xinglong get out of the way. ”
Cheng Linghui smiled dotingly: "Okay." Let them fuck off. ”
"If you don't worry, let's go see the fourth sister tomorrow."
"No, she is so ......strong" Cheng Linghui felt that Chang Jiwen's lips were grinding in his ears intentionally or unintentionally, and he grabbed his soft lips with a slight tilt of his head in his arms......
The hibiscus tent is warm, and the mandarin ducks are necked......
If you feel comfortable, your life will pass quickly. Before that, the year is over.
The grain store is now managed by Chang Erye, although the warehouse is not opened in the first month, but on the fifth birthday of the God of Wealth on the fifth day of the first month, it is still necessary to go to Kaizhou Mansion to welcome the God of Wealth into the door.
Chang Erye went before dawn, and came back in the afternoon when it was dark. Immediately, someone called Chang Jiwen, and the two of them went to the bridge together.
By the time Chang Jiwen came back from the bridge, it was already midnight. Cheng Linghui didn't know what was going on, and she couldn't let go of her worries at home. Listen to Chang Jiwen. It turned out that the major commercial houses and warehouses in Kaizhou Prefecture were going to hold a Lantern Festival on the fifteenth day of the first month.
When Cheng Linghui heard this, she couldn't help but feel that Second Master Chang was making a big fuss. The Lantern Festival is just an elegant name. It is nothing more than fighting lanterns, drums, old poles, cocks, dogs, lions, and literati are generally fighting poems, texts, and lantern riddles. In short, just one word - fight.
In previous years, when the year was good, there were also several counties that got together to fight, and they called it the Lantern Festival. It's much more lively than the New Year. Speaking of which, Cheng Linghui hasn't been to the Lantern Festival for several years. After listening to Chang Jiwen's words, I was quite excited in my heart.
Chang Jiwen poured a basin of cold water down: "Which is so simple?" ”
It turned out that the rise of Changji Grain Bank in the catastrophe blocked the financial path of many people, and also lost the face of the rich and wealthy people in Kaizhou Prefecture. Not only are his peers angry with him, but other professions are also very dissatisfied with him. To put it bluntly, it is local xenophobia. This phenomenon cannot be avoided even today.
However, Chang Ji Grain has a strong background, that is, the mythical Chang Jiwen. As the saying goes, the people don't fight with the officials. Ordinary people don't dare to make trouble with Chang Ji. So how? Conspiracy does not work. Let's have a Lantern Festival party and defeat you openly. Even if I can't kick you out of Kaizhou, I can raise my eyebrows once.