Chapter 338: No Way Back
When Zhang Yi returned home, Zhang Qing had been waiting at the door for a long time. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Seeing that his son's expression was no different from when he went out, he just wanted to open his mouth to ask, but he just swirled around his mouth and swallowed it back.
It's just that his eyes are glued to Zhang Yi's body, and he keeps going to the toilet.
In the end, Zhang Yi couldn't stand it anymore.
"Dad, come, sit down for a while, if you look at me like this, I will be constipated."
Zhang Qing also knew that he was too anxious, but he wanted to restrain himself, but his heart was completely uncontrollable.
Zhang Yi did not choose to talk on the sofa, but sat down at the dining table.
Holding a cup of hot water in his hand, however, it is not for himself.
As soon as Zhang Qing sat down, he stuffed the water cup into his hand, and he instinctively shrank when it was hot.
It's not that the water is too hot, it's that his hands are too cold.
It was minus 20 degrees outside, and he was pacing around the yard in a padded jacket, and all the snow that he hadn't swept in the morning had been turned into black ice by him.
"Did you see that?" After Zhang Qing waited for the tingling sensation on his hands to pass, he hugged the cup tightly, relying on this little temperature to relieve the tension in his heart.
Zhang Yi nodded, poured another cup of hot water, and replaced the cup that had cooled in his hand.
"She said she wanted to see you."
After hearing this, Zhang Qing was completely like a mummy, allowing his son to pull the water cup in his hand away, and then stuff in a new heat source.
It took a while to react, "Really? When? Right away? ”
Zhang Qing, who was excited, suddenly looked like a complete stunned green, and when he stood up, he didn't realize that his knees were banging on the table legs.
With a glass of water in hand, walk between the living room and the dining room.
Zhang Yi really didn't know how to say the next words, even Liu Ran himself understood very well that he couldn't go back, everything couldn't go back.
In the Western restaurant, Zhang Yi has been drinking coffee quietly, just like a stranger who is trembling in front of him.
The coffee in Liu Ran's hand was cold.
Lin Yifan beckoned to the waiter, "Another cup of hot coffee." ”
Liu Ran suddenly raised his head and looked at the familiar and strange teenager in front of him, "You hate me very much, right?" ”
Zhang Yi looked at her calmly, "Why?" ”
These three words will completely shatter the mentality that has been adjusted with great difficulty.
Liu Ran's clenched fists, pounded coffee cups and spoons danced on the table, "Because I betrayed your father, because I betrayed the whole family." ”
Zhang Yi's movements were still elegant, slowly arranging the spoons scattered on the table, and wiping the spilled coffee with paper towels.
Nothing happened until the desktop was restored.
In addition to Liu Ran, who was flushed, and his fists that were still clenched but trembling, there was also a shaky body.
"Don't hate, because it has nothing to do with me." These words came out of his mouth word by word.
Therefore, Liu Ran heard it very clearly, but he was also cold.
The last trace of reason was frozen into an ice lump by this sentence, and then shattered into ice slag little by little.
Liu Ran completely collapsed, and kept pounding the table, as if in this way, he could vent the fear in his heart, "You have to hate me, why don't you hate me, you should hate me~~"
Zhang Yi sat opposite, just looking at her quietly.
Seeing Liu Ran go from collapse to Mu Ran, even tears were completely exhausted.
"Why are you looking for me today?" Liu Ran drank the cold bitter coffee in one sip, the physical bitterness, and neutralized some of the psychological pain, before he could speak again.
"Because, you and my father are still husband and wife." Zhang Yi's words made Liu Ran raise his head suddenly, and the horror in his eyes was like facing a snake and scorpion.
"Are you really my son? How can you do this to me? How can you ...... like this" Liu Ran slumped in his seat and asked over and over again.
It just so happened that the waiter came to deliver coffee, and I wanted to be careful to remind that the conversation was quieter, and there were other guests next to him.
But as soon as he saw the lady in the seat, he subconsciously swallowed the sentence back.
"What's wrong with me?" Zhang Yi felt very funny when he heard such an appeal.
He didn't insult her, he didn't bully her, he didn't even say a heavy word, what did it mean to treat her like this?
What Zhang Yi didn't understand was that Liu Ran would rather he hate her, scold her, or even beat her, than to be so innocuous as if he was talking about the gossip of the family next door.
This kind of silence multiplied the guilt and fear in her heart, and she couldn't focus on releasing it.
I can only hold it and carry it stiffly.
However, how long they have gone, how long she has regretted, how long she has suffered, how long she has suffered......
At one time, she wished that the father and son would die outside.
Only in this way can you repay the torture you have suffered for so long.
But ever since the thought came to her mind, she began to have nightmares and even nightmares all night long.
It was so serious that every big day, she would secretly beg for their forgiveness and beg them to let her go on a major day.
You must know that in that period, if the worship of God was seen by the Red Guards, the whole family would shave their heads and be exiled to the frontier.
In more serious cases, the whole family will lose their lives.
It can be seen that the fear in her heart has reached the point where she asks for their forgiveness regardless of life and death.
I don't know if it's her sincerity that moved God, since last year, she has only gotten better.
But the whole person is like a flower out of season, withering and withering.
No matter how beautiful the clothes and expensive skin care products are, they can't get back to the water and brilliance they once had, even if today's men still love themselves as before.
But no matter what, I can't get back the happiness and sweetness I once had.
It seems that everything in her life related to happiness has gone away with the departure of the father and son.
Therefore, the moment he first saw Zhang Yi today, Liu Ran knew how fast his heart was beating.
At that moment, her inner confession was: My son is back, my husband is back, and happiness is back!
Therefore, as soon as she left Zhang Yi's sight, she trotted all the way to ask the leader for leave, and then trotted all the way until the corner before she calmed down and walked out.
When she had cried enough, Zhang Yi pushed the cake in front of her in front of her.
"Let's have something to eat."
At this moment, Liu Ran's heart rekindled hope, he still remembered, remembered that he liked to eat sweets the most, especially this kind of soft, like a chicken cake, sweet and delicious.
Zhang Yi didn't understand why her eyes were filled with ecstasy, and she didn't even bother to think about it.
He has only one purpose today, which is to help his father fulfill his wish, but in the end he gets the ending he wants.
In short, it was for Liu Ran to convince his father to let him die.
Because of the hope ignited in his heart, Liu Ran's back slowly straightened again, and even returned to his former elegant posture, eating cake in small bites.
"My father said that the family, no matter what mistakes they make, should never give up, and this is the first purpose of my visit today." Liu Ran suddenly felt that this cake was the most delicious cake she had ever eaten in her life.