Chapter 7: Once
"Perhaps...... How are you doing? ”
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"Uh...... When did it come? ”
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No response: "............"
"Looks like it's late."
Li Junxian scratched his ears a little crampedly, with an unnatural expression.
"You should, go home early and go to bed."
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She still didn't reply, but she didn't see any disgust.
Li Junxian lowered his head slightly, as if remembering his ......
The unnatural and embarrassing emotions gradually disappeared, and the words gradually regained some feelings.
"It's not safe to be alone at night."
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"Don't drink too much, or your stomach will hurt again."
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"It's going to rain these days, remember to bring an umbrella when you go out!"
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She still didn't reply.
As if there was no such person around him, he took care of himself, holding a beer while watching the stage performance, while sipping the beer in his hand.
But Li Junxian was not angry or impatient, the more he talked, the more he seemed to have found the feeling he once had, one side cared for and coaxed his girlfriend, and the other party was arrogant, pretending not to hear!
"Breakfast must be light, it will be good for your stomach."
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"Three meals must be eaten on time."
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"Don't sleep on the couch, go to bed if you want to, don't fall on your pillow."
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Gradually, something sparkling in her eyes.
This familiar advice can no longer be familiar, and there is a sense of strangeness. I thought I would never hear such words in my life.
But, as fate would have it.
It loves to play tricks on people.
The sparkle in his eyes has the potential to burst out at this moment.
"Can't come out."
She told herself this to herself, and raised her head to get them back.
No, the more you don't want to, the more you ......
"Hey, just ......"
That handful of crystals turned into a flood at this time, gushing out like a levee.
There is a kind of pain in my heart that has been torn apart, and I don't know why.
She didn't know, she didn't know, she didn't know what to do.
She only knew that this feeling made her a little unbearable, no...... It's a lot of times that I can't bear it.
Sentence by sentence is obviously a reminder that can make her heart move and make her unusually warm, but it makes her feel like she has been pricked by needles.
Each word is like a tiny embroidery needle, small but sharp.
She tried to hold on, two fingers pinching the bottle against her heart in an attempt to reduce its pain.
Tears still flowed, and she didn't care about the naughty annoying and distressing tears.
"I don't ask for your forgiveness...... I..."
"This gentleman... Please don't disturb me watching the show, okay? ”
Before Li Junxian could finish this complete sentence, he was interrupted by her.
Her voice sounded trembling and indifferent.
Forgive......
These two words were like a fuse, which made her heart suddenly rise with such anger.
With the summoning of the nameless fire, and a little cold, she felt a stream of cold wind rushing towards her, wantonly attacking her delicate skin, like a knife through the heart, hitting the heart.
Be quiet.
With just one sentence, she made the surroundings fall into a strange silence.
The two of them just watched the performance on the stage blankly.
Such a sentence is like a soft knife that keeps tearing and cutting Li Junxian's heart.
She used to say it a lot, but... For the first time.
For the first time... made Lee Jun-hyun feel the sense of distance.
Like, perhaps, we have really become strangers?
But... DID YOU KNOW?
I still love you...
I still remember the promise I made for you.
I remember when I told you that we would have everything.
Our children will be born into a happy family.
But?
None of this will come to fruition... Isn't it?
All this... Maybe I'm to blame.
I don't ask for your forgiveness......
But... I just want to say one thing to you...
I'm sorry... I still love you!
With her words, the two of them just watched the performance on the stage blankly.
The two of them are now in their hearts, their faces are stiff, and they stand here like wax figures, motionless.
Men stand smiling, women stand indifferently with their chests crossed.
The restless and manic music that surrounds it seems out of place here.
It was supposed to be a hiphop, but now... It became like this.
Maybe tired, the woman put down her slender ****** just such a subtle movement, in the eyes of the man, as if she wanted to get up and leave here, the man suddenly stood up.
At the moment when the man stood up, it could be clearly seen that the wine bottle in the woman's hand shook slightly.
"Probably... He couldn't stand it and wanted to leave. ”
"Probably... She's hungry and wants to go for a late-night snack. ”
When the man saw that the woman had no intention of getting up and leaving, he sat down in the chair again, kept his original movements again, and returned to the wax figure again.
Minutes and seconds passed.
The two of them were separated by a log table.
The two did not communicate anything.
It was as if the log table was like a mountain separating them.
So that they can't see each other, can't understand each other, can't call each other.
The subtle movements just now fully showed the complex psychology of the two.
That's it, I don't know how long it has been.
Time is gradually losing time.
The crowds gradually dissipated over time.
She stood up, holding her yellow coat and stepping on black leather heels, the uppers bright enough to illuminate the smile on his face.
He knows......
He knew that it was impossible to go back to what it used to be
He has a clear mind.
But......
There was no sorrow, trouble, or pain on his face, but on the contrary, he smiled.
He's experiencing...... This feeling made him feel like he was back three years ago, and nothing had changed.
He......
He's addicted.
Slowly, the two walked out of the club like this.
"Woo......"
She had just walked out of the club and suddenly felt the cold of winter, the cold wind washed her white and delicate skin.
Involuntarily trembled slightly, and quickly put on Nizi's coat.
The tweed coat wrapped around her slender figure, and the coat covered her knees.
However, even if this is the case, it cannot withstand the biting cold wind of winter.
Cross your hands over your shoulders.
He had been following her, looking at her like this was very distressing, instinctively speeding up his pace, grabbing her shoulder, pulling it into his arms, looking at her with a blank face, he was laughing.
Yes, he was smiling, and if possible, that smile was like a faint ray of sunshine that warmed her.
The body scent of her roses blended with the scent of lemon shampoo.
"It's still a familiar taste......" he said in a voice that almost tore his throat.
Probably, maybe she didn't pay attention at all.
It's also possible that she's ......
"Hold back...... Don't shed tears...... Other...... Don't make me look down on you......"
He took off his hat, scarf, gloves.
Slowly...... Gentle...... Observant...... Warm...... Familiar...... Unfamiliar......
Complex emotions seem to be constantly lingering in the bottom of my heart.
"Again?"
She guessed in her heart that the sweet feeling slowly entered the blood vessels from the heart and into the brain, and the nose was tilted as if to absorb the fragrance of summer flowers.
But...... Before she had time to enjoy it, the chagrin pain suddenly appeared in her heart, and his originally gentle and warm movements seemed to have become a cruel executioner, slashing her heart with a dagger of "gentleness" and "memory".
"Hold back, you can't show weakness in front of him......"
"Hold back ......"
However, the more this is the case, the more fragments of all the memories that have ever appeared in my mind.
She had a mental change, and he didn't know it.
Suddenly......
Pushed away by her with cold hands.
He was stupid.
He was stunned.
Because such a rejection is something that will never happen, she loves such actions, she loves to coax her like this, she likes to enjoy it all.
Hands in the air
The whole person just stood dumbfounded.
I don't know how long it took, but he smiled......
I laughed helplessly......
The smile was pitiful......
It's heart-wrenching to laugh......
It's heart-wrenching to laugh......