Chapter 330: Self-Fighting

"Little sister, might as well talk about it?" Shen Leshan was a little interested. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"The eldest brother, you will write directly to the second brother and tell him that the family has set a family affair for him, and he will marry next month. If he can't come back, the fourth brother will take the bride for him first. ”

Shen Danyao gave such an idea, it was cut first and then played.

If Shen Lechi didn't want to have an extra daughter-in-law for some reason, he would definitely rush home non-stop after receiving this letter.

Shen Leshan and Xiaoyu also had to admit that Shen Danyao's idea was good.

"Okay, that's what your second brother does. The eldest brother went to write a letter and sent someone to send it out. Shen Leshan went to the study to write a letter, and when he wrote to Shen Lechi, he didn't forget about Shen Danyao, so he simply finished writing the letter to Yu Jingchen and sent someone to send it out.

At that time, Shen Danyao didn't know that her eldest brother had already sent the letter out one step ahead of her, and now she was left behind by her sister-in-law and whispered to her.

"Little sister, help your sister-in-law take a look, how is your sister-in-law's health? Is it okay? ”

Shen Leshan was also there just now, and Xiaoyu didn't want to mention this matter, but now that Shen Leshan was not there, Xiaoyu naturally mentioned it to Shen Danyao.

"Sister-in-law, what are you doing in such a hurry? Your body was dystocia when you gave birth to Niu Niu, and it has finally been recuperated in the past few years, so you can't be in a hurry. ”

Although Shen Danyao said this, she still helped Xiaoyu take her pulse and checked her physical condition.

"Sister-in-law, your body has recovered well, but you still have to continue to recuperate, and you will be able to fully recover in two or three years."

"Little sister, it's been almost five years since I gave birth to Niuniu, and I think my body has already recovered, but my stomach just hasn't moved. Little sister, you give me a truth, did I hurt my body and bones back then, and I can't give birth to your eldest brother anymore? ”

It's been five years, Xiaoyu can't bear the pressure, and she brings up the deep doubts in her heart.

"Little sister, don't be afraid of me being sad, you have to tell me the truth now. If I really can't have any more children, then I can't continue to be selfish. I have to think about your eldest brother, I have to let him have incense, I have to give him a concubine, and I have to give him a concubine, and I have to open up branches and leaves for the Shen family. ”

Xiaoyu even said that she would take a concubine, and Shen Danyao frowned.

"Sister-in-law, have you told your eldest brother about this idea? Or did the eldest brother tell you about taking a concubine? ”

"No, your eldest brother has never mentioned taking a concubine. Since I gave birth to Niuniu and injured my body, your eldest brother has always comforted me, treated me with deep affection, and never put pressure on me in this matter. ”

It is precisely because of Shen Leshan that Xiaoyu is in pain.

There were two voices fighting in her heart.

One is that she wants to occupy Shen Leshan alone, and she doesn't want the woman next to her to share her husband.

But another voice jumped out again, scolding her for being selfish, she couldn't give birth to herself, and she was not allowed to pass on the family to the next generation, she was a sinner.

This kind of entanglement, contradiction, has been haunting her for a long time.

As the years passed, her stomach never moved, and her pain became more and more intense.

Shen Leshan was here just now, and she tried her best to control her emotions and didn't show it.

But now facing Shen Danyao alone, she couldn't control it anymore, and told Shen Danyao all her thoughts in one go.

"Little sister, in the past few years, I have been fighting with myself, I am in pain, I don't know what I should do. At the beginning, I was still lucky, hoping that I would be able to have children, and I could still give birth to an heir for my father-in-law. However, as time went on, I became desperate. I kind of understand, little sister, you're just comforting me, in fact, I, I can't give birth to your eldest brother anymore, can I? ”

"Sister-in-law, what are you talking about? Don't you believe me? Shen Danyao didn't expect her sister-in-law to endure so much.

"No, I believe you, but I can't believe myself. Little sister, these days I have thought and thought, and I have thought and thought, but I have never been able to pass this level myself. So I can't selfishly take possession of your big brother anymore. I can't let your eldest brother have no successor and cut off the incense. A hundred years later, how can I face the ancestors of the Shen family, and how can I be worthy of your eldest brother's affection for me. ”

Xiao Yu's eyes turned red as she spoke, and tears slipped from the corners of her eyes.

"Little sister, I want to show your eldest brother a good girl in a few days, and then help your eldest brother welcome him in."

Xiaoyu thought about it, instead of going to the capital to find someone for Shen Leshan again, it was better to find someone now.

In this way, she can use her current advantage to suppress the new concubine.

But if she arrives in the capital, with the promotion of Xianggong at that time, I am afraid that the person who likes him will not be able to be suppressed by her.

Speaking of which, although Xiaoyu was a young lady before, she was just a businesswoman after all.

With her identity, Shen Leshan's current identity is already Gao Pan.

But when Shen Leshan rises to the top, and she can't give birth to a son, I'm afraid that she will be less worthy of Shen Leshan.

When the time comes, she may have to make way for the newcomers.

This kind of worry has actually been hidden deep in Xiaoyu's heart.

Now the matter of whether she can have a child has aggravated her worries, and in this way, she has accumulated over the years, and now she finally can't hold it anymore and explodes.

At this time, Shen Danyao actually knew Xiaoyu's thoughts.

It's just that this kind of thing is not what she thinks at all.

How could someone like her eldest brother abandon her, a knotted wife?

It's all her overthinking.

However, even if she says this kind of thing, with Xiaoyu's insecure way of thinking now, she is afraid that she will not listen to it at all.

Therefore, this bell must be tied to the bell person, and the person who can really persuade her, the person who can fix her heart can only be the eldest brother.

Thinking about it, Shen Danyao said: "Sister-in-law, let's slow down this matter." I think since the eldest brother doesn't have this idea, the sister-in-law should not mention it now. After all, the family has been busy packing up and going to the capital recently, and at this time, the sister-in-law brought up this matter, but I was afraid that it would make everyone uncomfortable. ”

"But-" It was precisely because he was going to the capital that Xiaoyu was in a hurry.

If she doesn't take advantage of this time to set someone to come, she will come to the capital in the future, and she has no confidence that she can suppress the newcomers in the future.

Shen Danyao had already guessed Xiaoyu's thoughts, but she still insisted: "Sister-in-law, let's slow down a little longer." If you don't think about it for three days, if it's still decided after three days, I won't stop my sister-in-law, how about it? ”

"Okay, I'll listen to my little sister, I'll think about it, think about it." Xiao Yu's heart was actually flustered, and it became a mess.

"Okay, then sister-in-law just take a good rest, don't embroider, it's going to hurt your eyes if you keep embroidering. I'm going to look for Niu Niu, she should have come back from the orchard by this time. ”

Shen Danyao said this and left.

Xiaoyu couldn't help but sigh when she heard Shen Danyao go to find Niuniu.

How good it would be if Niuniu was a man, in that case, she wouldn't have to be so entangled and so painful.

As soon as she thought of letting Shen Leshan out to share with other women in the future, Xiaoyu's heart hurt so much that she pinched it one by one.