Chapter 136: The Hardest Choice (2)
Oss withdrew his smile, his expression was extremely focused, and a flash of water flashed through his eyes, "Because I'm afraid that in my eyes, there will be no more such a color." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ infoβ
He closed his eyes weakly, a sour sadness welling up in his heart, and he confessed that he was really drunk tonight.
Oss's voice was very tired, and it was sad to listen to Man'er's heart.
She chewed on the meaning of the Oss words, the colors? Is it the color of love? Oss's answer was plausible, leaving her at a loss for words.
Man'er suddenly clasped Os's hand and asked very seriously, "Os, if it's true love, will it change?" β
Os's eyes were deep, deep, like a deep pool under a waterfall, bottomless, "Some people will, some people don't." β
Man'er's eyes suddenly welled up with tears of grievance, and she asked, "Then will you?" β
Oss hesitated for a moment, then replied in a deep voice, "I don't know. β
Oss's answer was never what I wanted, and he restrained all his emotions very well, and there were almost no flaws at all.
I was suddenly discouraged and stopped asking, because I knew that there would be no result if I asked.
I sniffed and opened my eyes wide, trying to see his face through the fog.
"How nice would it be if you weren't the king of the healers?" I muttered to myself, disappointment and loneliness welling up in my heart.
He asked condescendingly, his purple eyes rolling with a cloud-like change, "Why?" β
I raised my eyes to look at him, stared at his sparkling purple eyes, and said with a bitter smile: "That way, you won't be in a hurry to marry a wife and have children, and when I quietly enter your life, I won't be one step too late." β
Os's always cold and solemn expression was also moved at this moment. For a long time, his fingers touched Man'er's cheeks coolly, from her eyebrows and eyes to her lips, depicting them little by little, as if to imprint her in his heart forever.
Oss suddenly said, "Man'er, can I hug you?" β
Before I could reply, Oss took the lead and took me into his arms.
I felt an inexplicable sour pain in my heart, although through the fabric, I could still feel the hottest temperature from his body.
He whispered in my ear, his voice muffled and a little hoarse, "In two days, the messengers of the Protoss will leave the Holy Capital...... I will ask Prince Kieran to escort you back to Spirit Island. β
I was stunned, did his words mean that he had finally decided to let go?
I was speechless and returned to Spirit Island, wasn't this the result I had always wanted?
My heart was desolate, and tears ran down my cheeks, dripping down his clothes. I suddenly felt so painful, why did the warmth in his arms make me reluctant to leave.
I breathed deeply again and again, my heart pounding like a drum, and I reverently hoped in my heart, 'Change your mind, Os, please, change your mind?' β
I cried in his arms for a long time, but I still didn't hear him say anything, and the back of his hand around my waist was a little loose, as if it would slip away in the next second.
Suddenly, I could hear the soft sound of something shattering in my heart, was that my self-esteem, or was it a principle that I had to hold onto?
The moment his arm slid down, I gently withdrew from his embrace, trying to smile, but my eyes were full of tears: "It turns out that you are telling me with your actions that this is the last goodbye before parting." β
Oss's purple eyes were deep and bottomless, like crumpled stars twinkling in between, and there was a beauty that turned the world upside down.
I laughed and cried, and muttered, "If I had known that this was the end, we might as well have not seen it in the first place!" β
He silently withdrew his gaze, deliberately turned away from me, and looked down with his eyes on the great plain a hundred meters below.
I raised my eyes and stared deeply at him, Oss was really born a king, just standing there, he had a kind of dignity above others.
My eyelashes fluttered slightly, and I hung my head, my lips revealing indescribable bitterness and desolation...... We will always be the nemesis of tormenting each other, wanting to love, but not daring to love.
I forced myself to settle down, let out a long sigh, fixed my eyes on the back of Oss standing in the moonlight, and secretly persuaded myself: Perhaps, this is the best result, we are two people of different races, so we are destined not to stay together for life.
Now that I figured it out, it wasn't hard to let go, and I said with determination, "It looks like everything is going to go back to square one...... The princess is sincere to you, and she loves you very much......"
Before I could finish my sentence, he interrupted me coldly and said, "You don't have to worry about me. β
He turned suddenly, stepped forward suddenly, and kissed me softly on the lips, as carefully as if touching the most delicate petals.
My eyes widened in astonishment, but the tears were hazy in front of me, and I could clearly smell his drunkenness, his lips and teeth were a little cold, but the tip of his tongue was warm.
Oss felt a pain in his heart, so he hugged her tighter, and his chest gradually rose and fell violently.
I quietly closed my eyes and wallow in my powerlessness.
After a long time, he broke free from this ambiguous atmosphere, his thin lips opened slightly, and his voice was like ice that had not melted for thousands of years, "Everything is precious!" β
With that, he stopped being nostalgic, turned around suddenly, and left with heavy steps.
I stared silently at the back of Oss leaving, tall and tall, lonely and lonely.
I looked at each other, and my throat was so dry that I couldn't speak...... It wasn't until the cold and lonely figure could no longer be seen that I slowly withdrew my empty gaze......
As the moonlight hung in the night sky and the stars scattered brightly in the Milky Way, I gazed at the moon with mixed tastes in my heart, and tears of sadness fell.
Is this the end of it, is it really just a let go?
My heart was more conflicted than ever, 'What the hell am I supposed to do?' What is the right thing to do? β
Do you fall in love with him with dignity? Reason can't do it; Did you really leave him? But the heart can't do it.
Man'er's eyelashes trembled slightly, and the tears hanging in her eyes finally flowed.
Feelings and tears flooded together, and my vision blurred, 'Oh, what if I regret it?' What if I don't want to get out of here? If I find out...... Am I really in love with you? What to do? β
Sometimes, love is often bottomless red dust, if only one person jumps down, from then on it is the world, if you and I jump down together, you can love each other in the red dust.
Suddenly, I was shaken, there are too many entanglements in life, why should I worry about everything, what is right and what is wrong, and being worthy of myself is the most important thing.
With this in mind, I turned my head and looked resolutely in the direction where Oss had disappeared......