Chapter Twenty-Five: The Past
At the entrance to the forest, warning signs are prominently erected, so that everyone who enters the forest is vigilant from here. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoThis is the first time that Chu Siyao has entered a strange forest in this life, and each planet in the interstellar era has its own characteristics and different dangers.
From the moment she stepped into the forest, Chu Siyao felt that she had taken an important step, maybe this was the beginning of her glory, maybe this was the last life of her life. Either way, she had to go on. There is no danger on the outskirts of the forest, and the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, and there is a peaceful, peaceful scene.
Chu Siyao grew up in the countryside when she was a child in her previous life, this kind of scene is not uncommon, when they were children, they went into the mountains to pick wild fruits, dig mountain goods, the forest here is similar except for the animals and plants that look different from the previous life, everything else is similar, when she was a child, she walked alone in the forest, she liked the place where she could hear the sound of birds and cicadas.
If the forest is very quiet and you can't hear any sound, according to the feeling of the mountain people, there are either big guys here, or this place is not suitable for other animals except plants, so be cautious, this place should not stay for a long time. Of course, these are the experiences of the previous life, and they are no longer applicable in the interstellar era, and you can't relax when you see small animals in the interstellar era, because you don't know if the small animals in front of you are mutant beasts.
There are also plants, and I don't dare to be careless, who knows if it is a plant beast, the last time I went to visit the cute beast forest with Jack, so dwarf flowers are all man-eating flowers, what else is impossible, on a planet, Chu Siyao does not dare to guarantee that this forest will not have the same man-eating flowers.
It's just that after many years, Chu Siyao once again entered the forest alone, and she couldn't help but think of the things in her previous life, her grandmother was widowed in her 30s in her previous life, and she raised five children by herself, she is a very kind old woman, she knows a little Chinese medicine, helps the countryside to see some minor illnesses all year round, collects some things casually, and then goes into the mountains to pick some herbs to sell, to maintain her life, as soon as she enters the mountains to pick herbs, she will walk for three or four days, and she eats and lives in the mountains.
The most memorable time, is that she and her cousin two into the mountain for three days, picked some herbs to sell in the market, happily go, after I came back I saw my cousin's eyes red, a question only to know that they were selling herbs, a moment of inattention, the most valuable herbs were stolen by thieves, causing their income to be halved, the original can sell 80 yuan of herbs only sold for 40 yuan, in that era 40 yuan to buy rice, enough for them to eat two grandchildren for a month, no wonder cousin so sad.
My cousin cried again as she spoke, and I scolded the thief for being inhumane, and the old and young grandchildren went into the mountains to get some herbs to sell and steal, and in the end, my grandmother, who believed in Buddhism, comforted us and said that this was a disaster for breaking the fortune and preventing the disaster.
There were so many things about her grandmother in her past life, most of which she had forgotten, and there was one thing she had always remembered in her long life. That is, when she was a child, she was very afraid of walking alone on the mountain road, deserted, she was very afraid, knowing that her grandmother often went into the mountains alone, and asked her what she could do to make herself not afraid. My grandmother told me that if I felt scared, I hid my thumbs in my hands and clenched my fists hard, and I would have a mysterious power to protect me, and I would not be afraid. I was still young at the time, but I believed my grandmother's words, and when I was scared, I did what my grandmother told me, and I grew up with me.
Chu Siyao didn't know what was wrong with herself, thinking about her past life, from childhood to growing up, when she grew up, she graduated from college, because she was used to poverty since she was a child, she never wanted to return to her hometown to live, stay in the big city, and run around every day for herself to be able to take root in the big city, but unfortunately, she was destined to be disappointed, she just changed places, she still lives in the low level of society, and it is not as good as the life of her friends in her hometown, they are at least their relatives by their side, although they are not rich, but they are also quiet and peaceful. And what about yourself? Leaving the countryside with a strong human touch, coming to an indifferent big city, I originally wanted to earn more money so that my relatives could live a good life, but I didn't expect that she couldn't even support herself, let alone take care of her family, and after the cycle, she still didn't change her status quo, she has been disappointed, and began to reduce the number of times she called home, and she didn't see the situation of her family, and she lived with guilt and powerlessness every day.
Chu Siyao has been thinking about the things in her previous life, and she doesn't know that she is walking with her eyes waterling, this is what she experienced in her previous life, she has been reborn, and she has always been unwilling to think about it. The further back she recalled, the more guilty she felt, she was sorry for her relatives, sorry for herself, she didn't deserve to live in this world. The experience of her previous life is vivid, as if she is happening now. Let her be bored with this life, hate the world, hate herself, hate herself like this, and still live.
The ants were still stealing, Chu Siyao knew that her state was very abnormal, but she couldn't help the sadness in her heart. These things have really happened, and I don't know it when I live in it, and when I look at it with the mentality of a bystander, it is even more sad.
She tried not to let herself think about the things in her previous life, but unfortunately they appeared in her eyes like a movie, Chu Sichu patted her head hard and it was useless, remembering a pure heart mantra she saw in the library pavilion, she couldn't control herself from recalling the things in her previous life, so she didn't care about it anymore, just recited the mantra herself.
After reading it once, it worked, and she no longer remembered the events of her past life, but was reminiscing about this life. In this life, she has no relatives, Ji Du and Levine, who are friends, will also leave her with their own futures, she can only live alone, for the sake of her relatives in her previous life, she has lived a poor life, and she will work hard to live. What she lives for and for whom in this life.
In this life, she lives for herself, for herself to live happily, in her previous life, she did not take care of her relatives, but she thought, if her parents know that she has come here, she should also hope that she lives well, this is the love of parents, she remembers that a person said, parents' love for their children is like water, it is downstream, and there is never hope that one day their children will feed back to them. Thinking of this, Chu Sichu's eyes were clear. Looking around, when did she come here, why did she come here, this place is already far from the entrance, to the inner perimeter of the forest.
Chu Siyao felt that her eyes hurt badly, and took out the mirror to take a look, oh my God! Is this person himself? The eyes are red and swollen like peaches, the chest has been wet with tears, and there are a few drops of blood, even blood and tears come out, did you make yourself so sad in your previous life? What did I encounter that made me this ghost?
Chu Siyao looked around, there was nothing to make her suspicious, but thinking of what had just happened to her, she didn't want to stay here anymore, so she could only hold her tired body, find a place where she felt safe, and then rest.
Chu Siyao came to a forest, this place made her feel no danger, even if there was, she couldn't care so much, her body was exhausted to the extreme, just now she looked at the time, it had been a day and a night since she entered the forest. She took out the mobile house prepared in advance, she didn't even have the strength to stand, climbed into the house, opened the most defense, drank some nutrients with her last strength, and lay down on the floor and fell asleep.