393. Feeling
393. Feeling
Jiang Hongfei disagreed, thinking that it was better to not affect Qin Xiaojuan's normal work and study because of himself. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
But after lying alone for a while, Jiang Hongfei began to feel bored, a few days ago, Qin Xiaojuan came to get him a towel with the right temperature every day for him to wipe his face and hands, squeezed toothpaste to brush his teeth, accompanied him out for a walk, and talked with him, so the day passed quickly unconsciously.
But now, he lay there alone, and it felt like time was passing so slowly, so slowly that it seemed as if the whole world had stopped and quieted, and he could hear his own breathing and heartbeat.
He wanted to go out for a walk, but when he went downstairs, he was bored and went back to the ward.
It turns out that it is a very pleasant thing to have a speculative person by your side. When he had it, he didn't remember that it was precious, but now that she wasn't around, he felt a little lost.
Jiang Hongfei began to secretly look forward to Qin Xiaojuan's arrival, now she is at work, listening to Pomegranate, she is very busy with work, so she can't leave when she goes to work, and when she breaks at noon, she should come, right? Jiang Hongfei was looking forward to the arrival of noon.
But looking left and right, by noon, it was Qin Xiaojuan who came to deliver the meal.
Qin Xiaojuan is a straight person, she chattered that Qin Xiaojuan is very busy in the operating room now, she sent the food to Qin Xiaojuan's office, but she couldn't see her, and Jiang Hongfei was starving for too long, so she could only send it by herself.
After Qin Yanfang finished crackling, she asked Jiang Hongfei to take care of herself, and she left, saying that she had to rush to work.
After Qin Yanfang left, Jiang Hongfei was sitting there eating alone, and suddenly felt empty in his heart.
Qin Xiaojuan didn't show up today, did she do it on purpose? Jiang Hongfei had such a thought in his heart.
Once you have such a thought, it is like a spring vine that quickly climbs all over the wall of your heart as soon as it sprouts.
Pomegranate and Hongxiang came to talk to him last night, what did he say?
Pomegranate asked him if he had any feelings for Xiaojuan, he didn't answer what he asked, and the result made Pomegranate very disappointed, after going back last night, did Pomegranate talk to Qin Xiaojuan about this matter? So Qin Xiaojuan was disappointed and sad, so she avoided him today?
It must be like this, Jiang Hongfei thought with annoyance.
He has always been very relaxed and natural when he talks to Pomegranate, and he has something to say, so when Pomegranate asked him those questions last night, he said them according to the truest thoughts in his heart.
I didn't expect this to inadvertently hurt Qin Xiaojuan, Pomegranate said that she was a sensitive girl, she grew up in such a family, and it was inevitable that she would become sensitive and self-respecting.
Thinking that a girl with sensitive self-esteem like Qin Xiaojuan was hurt because of his heartless words, Jiang Hongfei instantly fidgeted and ate tastelessly. With most of the food left, he couldn't eat anymore.
Jiang Hongfei wanted to go to Qin Xiaojuan's place of work to find her and explain to her, but she was lame, still hanging her hands, and wearing a hospital gown, this kind of crippled and languishing image was seen by her colleagues, would it be embarrassing for her?
No, he can't appear in front of her colleagues in this image, and when his hands are ready, he dresses decently and looks energetically to find her, so that her colleagues envy her for having a very energetic boyfriend like him.
Boyfriend? This word naturally popped up in Jiang Hongfei's mind, yes, Jiang Hongfei has now naturally admitted this identity.
Pomegranate said that if you have feelings for a person, it means that when he is by his side, his heart is steady, and when he is not by his side, his heart is as if he has lost something, empty.
Now, he feels this way about Qin Xiaojuan, this kind of feeling, he has never felt to Wu Shufang before, so he must have really moved his heart to Qin Xiaojuan.
Thinking of this, Jiang Hongfei had a feeling of sudden realization. Calmly facing my true feelings, my mood suddenly brightened.
The afternoon meal was delivered by pomegranates, and as usual, she sent the food to Qin Xiaojuan first.
Qin Xiaojuan's colleague told Pomegranate that Qin Xiaojuan had just delivered a woman with a difficult birth, was exhausted, and was now sleeping.
The pomegranate could only leave Qin Xiaojuan's share and bring Jiang Hongfei's share to him.
Pomegranate sent food to Jiang Hongfei, but he didn't explain to him like Qin Yanfang why it wasn't sent by Qin Xiaojuan, Jiang Hongfei saw that Pomegranate kept silent about Qin Xiaojuan, and finally couldn't help it.
"Pomegranate, after you went back last night, did you say anything to Qin Xiaojuan?"
Pomegranate thought for a while, "As long as Xiaojuan and I meet, we have to talk!" ”
"Are you telling her that I don't have feelings for her?"
Pomegranate struggled to recall, "It seems to have been said, and it seems that it has not been said, I can't remember exactly, anyway, I talked to Xiaojuan until late before going to bed, and I remember what I talked to her about." ”
Jiang Hongfei was anxious, "Pomegranate, you are such a smart person, you won't really tell her such hurtful words, right?" ”
"Is it hurting her to tell her what you really think? I don't think, I think, to continue to coax her, that you still have feelings for her, so that she lives in a lie, and makes her fall deeper and deeper into you, this is hurting her. ”
Jiang Hongfei was so anxious that he scratched his ears and cheeks, "But, I don't think like that now, I ......"
"What doesn't think like that? What exactly are you trying to say? Can you make this clear? ”
Jiang Hongfei said embarrassedly: "I find that I still have a little feeling for her."
Pomegranate looked at Jiang Hongfei seriously, "Really?" So why did you say that last night? Which one of you is true and what is false? ”
"Didn't I just find out now! Pomegranate, is Xiaojuan angry? So there was no show up on this day. ”
"Because she didn't show up all day, you just found out that she wasn't by your side, you seem to be missing something, and your heart is not down, is it?"
Jiang Hongfei nodded, "Pomegranate, you call Xiaojuan, I have something to say to her." I explained it to her personally. ”
Pomegranate was ecstatic in her heart, "Big brother, you have finally opened your mind, and you have finally lived up to everyone's expectations of you." You say that you are such a smart person, but you are so emotionally ...... Slow heat. ”
Jiang Hongfei laughed at himself, "Yes, I'm emotionally sluggish." ”
"Alright! You eat first, and when you're done, I'll call Xiaojuan. ”
"Is Xiaojuan at work today?"
"Yes, she's on the morning shift today."
"That's not right! If she had been on the morning shift, she would have been off work by now, so why not come? You must have heard what you said last night, so you deliberately avoided me. ”