In the dining room, the food had become cold, but Liu Shangshu and Yinhua didn't have the heart to pay attention to these, they were all immersed in the things of the year and couldn't extricate themselves, but most of the time, it was Liu Shangshu who was talking and Yinhua was listening. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

“…… After my affair with your mother was exposed, your mother was kicked out, and at that time, she was pregnant, but I didn't know anything, because I was imprisoned by the family. ”

"The days of captivity lasted for a long time, in that small courtyard, except for countless weeds, that is, full of books, no one would take the initiative to approach that small courtyard, even the subordinates would leave far away after delivering food, I knew that the family wanted to force me to submit, force me to forget your mother, force me to re-embark on the official career, and win glory for the family."

"Those days, it can be described as a dark day, I miss your mother, and at the same time endure the boundless loneliness, several times I almost couldn't help it, I wanted to cut myself off, but as long as I thought of your mother, I still held on."

"Until that day, Miao Luo came to the door with you and another little baby, she is a cultivator and has great powers, she found me without much effort, and then told me that she was entrusted by your mother to take me away."

"At that time, I only felt incredulous when I heard such words, and then I fell into ecstasy, because I could finally see your mother."

"It's a pity that after Miao Luo took me away from the family, she told me the news: your mother has gone and died in childbirth. After that, she handed you to me. ”

"After learning the news, I didn't even have the strength to hug you, I knelt on the ground and cried, at that moment, I only felt that all my persistence was meaningless."

"Later, it was Miaoluo who told me your mother's last words, and I slowly accepted this reality."

"After that, Miao Luo made a request to me on the grounds of rescuing me, that is, to find a place to hide her name and pretend to be a husband and wife with her for a period of time."

"After careful consideration, I agreed, and I had no room to refuse, and after that, we went to Liujia Village, strictly speaking, it is still my ancestral land, and the people are simple."

"After I arrived in Liujia Village, I became a teacher in the village because of some knowledge, and Miaoluo is nominally my mother, in fact, what she is doing, I don't know, and I don't dare to ask more, but it is precisely because of Miaoluo's existence that the family has discovered my traces, and they don't dare to force me again."

"At that time, I was teaching students and taking you with me, and although my life was a little harder, I was also stable."

"Now that I think about it, the only thing that happened was that after you turned one, Miao Luo left."

"It's because of me." Saying this, Liu Shangshu's face showed a little bitterness, and there was a little fear in the bitterness.

"When Miao Luo looked for me, in addition to you, there was a small baby in her arms, and it could be seen that she cared about that baby very much, no matter where she went, she would never leave it, even if it was me, it was easy not to get close."

"Compared to your liveliness and cuteness, that baby is much quieter, never made any crying sounds, and Miao Luo never shows her to anyone, the whole village, except for me, no one has ever seen that baby, all the villagers think that we are just one child, and out of caution, I never dare to divulge anything about that baby to others."

"Until one day, Miao Luo didn't know what happened, put the baby on the bed, and left in a hurry, and it was a day away."

"I saw that the little baby was unattended, and he didn't cry or make trouble, so I felt pity, so I cooked some rice porridge and wanted to feed her, who knows, when I opened the quilt, the little baby's eyelids were tightly closed."

"At first, I thought that the baby was asleep, but after a long time, I gradually noticed that something was wrong, I gently touched the baby's face, but the tentacles were cold, thinking of the situation in the past year, I had a bad guess."

"To confirm this suspicion, I took the pulse of the little baby, and after trying it again and again, I finally determined that the baby was a dead baby."

"Now that I think about it, probably I had this idea a long time ago, but out of fear of Miaoluo, I didn't dare to interfere too much, besides, at that time, all my focus was to take care of you, so naturally I didn't have much energy to think deeply."

"So, after I found out about this, I was very flustered, I didn't know what to do, but Miaoluo rushed back at this time, her face was full of frost at that time, I don't know if it was because I found out her secret, or because of something else."

"Seeing this, I wanted to explain, but she didn't even give me a chance to explain, picked up the child on the bed, and disappeared without a trace, leaving no trace, during the time she disappeared, I even thought that everything that happened that day was just a nightmare."

"And after Miao Luo left, I wanted to take you away for a while, because I was afraid that the family would come to the door, who knows, just when I wanted to leave, I found a letter through the crack in the door, which was left by Miao Luo, it seems that she came back secretly."

"The letter said that she would help me solve other things, so I don't have to worry, as long as I take you to live here with peace of mind, she will come back."

"So, I have been taking you with me and living an ordinary life here until you were four years old, Miao Luo came to the door, and this time, she offered to take you away, saying that with her, you can have a good future."

"At the beginning, I didn't agree, I didn't care if you had a future, what I cared about was your safety, I always couldn't trust Miao Luo too much, but Miao Luo is a shrewd woman, she knows the situation I face, so she threatened me that if I don't agree to her request, she will leave it alone, and after that, your situation will become very difficult."

"Moreover, she also promised me that if you leave with her, you will live in another world, and the troubles of the world will not be related to you at all."

"Hearing these words, I seriously considered her request, I know who is in my family, and I also know that you will not have a good life with me, so in the end, I agreed to her request."

"And I understand that as soon as you leave, you will probably not come back, so I lied to you, told you that I am not your father, broke the bond, and asked you to call Miao Luo Niang, I hope she can take more care of you for the sake of you calling her mother, speaking of which, your name - Yinhua, or did she help to make it, I always thought that she would show some affection for you."

"It's just that now it seems that my original idea was wrong, I shouldn't have sent you to her, otherwise, you wouldn't have suffered so much."

After hearing these words, Yin Hua held Liu Shangshu's hand, hoping to give him some comfort, this was the only thing she could do, and she didn't know what to do.