Chapter 107: Mo Xuan (Extra)
ps: In order to make it clear to you, in the following text, Mo Mo is the ancient one, and Xia Mo is the modern one...... Because it is written in the first person, in view of the fact that the hall master is a taciturn lord, the relatives can't see the hall master's dedication to the heroine, so today I will write a Mo Xuan's extra......
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The purple curtain was blown up by the night wind, the tea lid was separated from the teacup, there was a crisp sound, the wind spread around, my fingers circled the white porcelain teacup, there was a hot and humid temperature on my hand, I lifted the teacup to the tip of my nose, a wisp of jasmine fragrance drilled into the tip of my nose, with a fresh fragrance.
I like to close my eyes at this time and listen to the most ordinary voices in the world, I can hear the voices of people in the towns hundreds of miles away, I can hear the endless cries of street vendors, I can hear the returning farmer shouting loudly in the distance for his wife's name, I can hear the cries of one fresh life after another......
I think this is the best sound in the world, and it is also the excitement that God has given to everyone, but I don't have it.
I have become accustomed to guarding a magnificent hall in the air, accustomed to eating the most delicious delicacies in the world alone, accustomed to listening to the most ordinary voices alone in the dark night, and accustomed to everyone in the world bowing to me three times and nine bows, shouting: Welcome to the lord of the hall......
Twenty-five years of wandering have made my present glory old, but when I reflect on it every night and a half-night, I still feel that I have lived in vain.
I have never lived an ordinary life where I work at sunrise and rest at sunset, and I don't have a friend who allows me to listen to me without suspicion. I don't have parents who can do my filial piety, and I can't even cry happily. Laugh, sadness. Remembrance, what I have, is only endless authority, the pillar of all, and the endless involuntary self.
I am destined to be an outcast from God, destined to be unhappy in my life. This is the truth I have learned after thirteen years of hunting and fleeing.
So, I refused to touch everything, to reject everyone, including my own feelings.
The cold loneliness of day after day has become a part of my life. I can already be completely with loneliness, friends with loneliness, and enjoy the pleasure of being alone.
However, God still refuses to let me go, and let all the disasters happen again......
Sentence ...... Xia Mo Mo ......
I don't want to mention these two names, and I don't want to think back to the past, but life is like this, the more things you want to forget, the more you will remember, and the more people you want to forget. But the more I can't forget it.
The reenactment of the plot is staged in Qingshan Village, where the protagonist reunites and takes the lives of hundreds of villagers......
I had no choice but to raise my "residual thoughts" again. With a swing of the sword, when I cut off his wrist with a sword, my mind did not fluctuate in the slightest. In five years, I've become ruthless. I even regretted that I didn't kill him with a sword, blaming myself for being the first mistake of my life.
Anything has a first time. There will be a second time, and soon, I will have my second mistake.
Xia Momo, a traveler from another world, a woman with a difference.
The great war six years ago, through time and space, brought disaster to her, and since then, by accident, she has traveled here, along with Momo's soul......
Xia Momo, Momo, these are two completely different people, I have always been very clear.
The second mistake was: I saved her, and then, I fell in love with her.
Ai Mu - I wrote these two words on rice paper, my hands trembled for the first time, I crumpled the paper in a panic, and used the heavenly fire to burn it, I was extremely irrational at that time, and I was not known as a "celestial" at all, ordinary flames can burn the paper, I actually used the highest level of the flames.
I slowly changed, and I saw a series of changes in myself.
I'm a sober enough person, but realizing that I'm in love with her, I wish I was just confused.
When the night breeze blows on me, I will consciously put on my cloak, lean on the branches of the dense pear blossom tree, close my eyes and rest quietly, and then her shadow will suddenly flash in my mind: bare feet, trousers up to my knees, sleeves tied high, revealing smooth arms, soaked clothes, looking at me with a pair of innocent eyes, and said: "I just feel that the hall master finally looks like a person." ”
No one dared to talk to me like that, and strangely, I didn't feel angry, but wanted to tease her.
Seeing her anxious explanation, but I couldn't explain it clearly, I suddenly felt happier than ever, I realized that I actually had a happy mood, and I was ashamed to smile and say, it seems that she was right, I approached ordinary people.
I hooked the corners of my mouth to change to a more comfortable position, and the picture in my mind quickly flashed another scene: she came to the forbidden place of the Sanqing Palace, the Qinghu Lake exclusive to me, she stripped off her clothes, and wanted to jump into the water to bathe, I asked her why she was here, and she replied innocently: "Lost ......"
I can't understand how people get lost. I can go anywhere with my eyes closed, but that's how I believe what she says, she has a charm, and when she looks at you, you will unconsciously let go of any defense. Prudent and strong, as strong as I am, is no exception.
As soon as the floodgates opened, endless images rushed towards me like a flood that had broken through the embankment: she threw herself into my arms without warning, her cheeks flushed when she looked up, and her bright eyes sparkled like jewels...... The sect was more serious than her to be seriously injured and promoted, I couldn't restrain my mood to look at her, she saw me thinking it was a dream, and called my name in a soft tone: "Mo Xuan, Mo Xuan......"
At that time, I really wanted to tell her that my real name was not Mo Xuan, my name was Xi Xuan.
But in the end I didn't say anything, I said, all I had was an endless body to help myself.
The green sword is Mo Mo's saber, I gave it to her in the sect competition, Mo Mo is attached to her body, I hope that after she has the saber, she can exert a trace of Mo Mo's spiritual power, so that she will not be difficult to protect.
However, she asked for three thousand kills.
At the beginning, Mo Mo also mentioned that he wanted to practice 3,000 kills with me, but we didn't pass the test in the end because I didn't like her.
Three Thousand Kills is a secret book of yin and yang double cultivation, only two people who truly love each other can pass the test, so there are those two conditions, the designated person, the same mind.
When she silently recited the mantra with a blood oath: "My heart, for your heart", my heart suddenly beat rapidly without warning, and I knew that I had fallen completely. I ran away almost in a panic......
The best thing in the world is that the person you like happens to like you.
But for me, it was endless torture.
There is already a woman who lives for me and is better than death, if I follow my heart wantonly, Mo Mo will definitely kill her desperately. I'm already ashamed of Momo, and I don't want to be ashamed of another Xia Momo.
I hid myself and pretended that I was still the same person I used to be, and that I hadn't changed in the slightest. Ignoring her ruthlessly, silently ignoring her, ruthlessly watching her being tortured by the snake spirit, listening to her cry and say: "In front of him, I feel that I am not good at anything, so that when there is a Xia Momo who is good at everything, I will be sad, depressed, and even inferior...... At that time, I even wanted to fulfill them, if I died and let the hall master make his wish, I would be acceptable......"
It was the first time I lost control of my emotions, and I sat in the empty hall, feeling alone and at a loss like I had never felt before.
She felt that she had been poisoned by me, and I felt that she was the obstacle of my life.
I vowed to be ruthless and try to get Mo Mo out of her body safely as soon as possible, but I found that I couldn't.
I envy Yi, because he can be with her without restraint, looking at her with a smile, angry and angry, I am even more jealous of Zhou Ye, he knows her so well, she can say anything to him, she also agreed with him to see the Yanyu Jiangnan together, the desolate Saibei.
I've always had a lot of self-control, but in the end I was defeated, and for her sake, I set a precedent for everything.
I offered to teach her three thousand kills, and put a medicine in the meditation pool, a medicine to put Mo Mo's soul to sleep, so that she could concentrate on repairing her soul and it would not affect us.
When I made up my mind to do this, I knew that I would not be able to pay back what I owed Momo in this life.
I taught her the Three Thousand Kills, because I am the person she designated, and if I learn all the Triple Killings, she can borrow at least half of my spiritual power - the fourth level of Returning Spirit, which can almost compete with Yi.
But I forgot, she said she was going to forget me, she said she would find someone better.
Her heart has changed, and her heart no longer belongs to me. So the three thousand kills failed, and there was no power at all.
I made up my mind to keep her by my side, and I thought that one day she would fall in love with me again, but before she could fall in love with me, I broke her again physically and mentally.
The zombie rebellion broke out on the battlefield of Jiuyi, I know very well that it is the sound of the earth demon and the punishment of the heavens, he controls the zombies to attack her, the purpose is to expect that I will definitely take action when she is in danger, what he is waiting for is this time, he can break free from the formation with all his strength while I am not prepared, trying to escape.
I hate my identity, I hate my body involuntarily, I am the high-ranking and powerful hall master of the Three Qing Palaces in the Three Realms Continent, so I can only think about the common people in the world.
I was going to let it go, but when I saw her ignite the explosives, I still couldn't restrain myself, I used the secret technique: Space Freezing, I froze the entire Three Realms Continent for ten breaths, and it took nearly a year of my strength to buy Yi time for extreme freezing.
The Earth Demon took advantage of this time to resist, and I used the secret technique again, which resulted in a lack of spiritual power and hurt my heart.
The Great Elder persuaded me that it was not worth it, in fact, there was no matter whether the matter of love was worth it or not, only whether I was willing or not, seeing that she was safe and sound, I was willing to do this, but I regretted that I would never have a future with her.
For tens of thousands of nights in the future, I can only remember and forget. (To be continued.) )