Chapter 101 Things are people, not everything
Mrs. Wu met Wu Da three days after settling in the town. At that time www.biquge.info she had just booked a shop and a place to live, negotiated the price of the consignment bus, and was about to go back to the mountain city to rent a rental house to get back some small equipment and sundries that she needed. The sun was very good that day, she had just had breakfast, and was waiting on the side of the road for Xu Ming to drive her to the mountain city, when a thin figure next to her approached her, she thought it was a stranger, but the person stopped after approaching her.
Mrs. Wu subconsciously took two steps back and looked at the person carefully. only to find out that the person who came was none other than Wuda. Mrs. Wu's lips moved, wanting to say something, but the words were choked in her throat, but she couldn't say a word. What to say? Reproach him? Or thank him?
Once, he was also the one who held himself in the palm of his hand and cared for him, but later he just chose the path he wanted to choose. They are destined to stay together, but they have no fate. If you insist on blaming it, blame fate for playing tricks. Mrs. Wu didn't want to dwell on the past with Wu Da anymore, and she didn't want to have any entanglement with this person in the future. Just treat each other as passers-by, although it is difficult, but she will try.
"You, you've lost a lot of weight." Wu Da on the side spoke first, and the atmosphere was a little embarrassed.
Mrs. Wu didn't speak, just looked at Wu Da's face fixedly, this face she had loved and relied on for many years, she had thought that she would guard the face for a lifetime. Although the face is still the same as it was in the old days, there are many more unfamiliar traces. She thought, perhaps, that she could talk to him with a normal heart. Perhaps, at least I can say thank you to him, thank him for being willing to stand up and clarify everything, so that she and Xu Ming can live more easily. But she couldn't.
"I know, you've been blaming me all along. It's that I can't live with you. If he had ...... "Wuda had never said if before, he felt that if it was a person's hypocrisy."
"What do you still say you did back then?" Mrs. Wu was a little unhappy, everything was a foregone conclusion, what would it mean to say something. In fact, she was even more angry about the way he was now.
What an ambitious, open-minded and far-sighted person she knew him before. Although he has never achieved any major things, he has always held a heart of hard work and never gave up pursuing his dreams. But now he looks negative and depressed, decadent like a beggar. What is he praying for? Isn't everything he wants now?
"Yes, I'm still talking about this, I'm confused. I'm sorry, I just wanted to formally apologize to you. I, I leave you the house and the land at home. Perhaps, you don't need any of that right now. However, this is the most compensation I can give. Wu Da pretended to say these words calmly, but the tears in the corners of his eyes betrayed his turbulent heart.
The people he once loved the most and closest to him could now only say these innocuous polite words. What else can they talk about? To say that all this is not to blame for yourself? If he hadn't been so selfish in the first place, maybe ...... Forget it, just like Mrs. Wu said, what else do you want to do?
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" Wuda emphasized.
"Perhaps, you should apologize to yourself, too." After Mrs. Wu said this, she walked towards Xu Ming's car. Xu Ming had just arrived, and he was opening the car door and getting out of the car to walk towards him.
After hearing this, Wuda opened his mouth wide and didn't slow down for a long time. He stared blankly in the direction the two left, and for a long time, he couldn't retract his gaze.
Apologize to yourself? Perhaps, after doing all this, and messing up these days, disrupting all of his original life plans, and coming to such a situation, shouldn't he apologize to himself?
The woman who left, the woman who spoke sharply and coldly, was she still the woman she loved before? In the past, she always looked at her with admiration and admiration, and always listened to him quietly by his side. Ever since he last saw her, he felt that something different seemed to be about her. It's like a different person, although it's still the same, but inside it's no longer his original wife.
Perhaps, it is really time for him to let go, apologize to himself, and start his life well. If he owed her at the beginning, now he admits everything and bears everything, which can be regarded as making up for his sins. However, there is always some unwillingness in his heart, and some reluctance.
As he slowly woke up from his distraction, he saw the car that had long since dissipated leaving the dust raised. Suddenly I thought of a person, and thought of the woman who changed the trajectory of his life and let him mess around, accompany him and guard him. I don't know, what is she doing now? Are you still waiting for yourself? If I had guarded her wholeheartedly, wouldn't it be what it is now? I was just with her for the sake of the child, and she left ruthlessly without the child, is it too cruel to her?
However, at the moment, despite the guilt, he still did not want to see her. Their encounter was a mistake, and he didn't want to let it continue. Maybe it's overkill now, maybe he's too unkind, but he thinks it's good not to meet.
But now, where should I go? What to do? Wu Da walked aimlessly, still carrying the money given by Zhao Di in his trouser pocket. He wanted to wait for a car on the side of the highway outside the town, go anywhere, do what he could, and start a new life. From time to time, he looked back at the road behind him, and in the past few days since he came back, he lived in the office of the village brigade headquarters, and he had not even returned to his own home. In his heart, since he gave it to Mrs. Wu, whether she wanted it or not, it was not his own. You can't just get in if you want to.
"Perhaps, from an outsider's point of view, he is not too bad." Xu Ming in the car popped out a sentence. Since Mrs. Wu got into the car, she began to close her eyes, but he knew that she had not fallen asleep. Her uneven breathing told him that she wasn't happy.
"Hmm." Mrs. Wu continued to close her eyes and respond softly.
"Actually, love is sometimes really hard to tell what is right and what is wrong. Look at me and Lin Yue, when she ran away from marriage, we are still friends now. I didn't lose anything, but I gained a friendship. Xu Ming remembered the old things with Lin Yue, and he was not emotional, but funny. He felt that at the beginning, it was purely a beautiful misunderstanding between them, a joke.
"Hmm."
In fact, sometimes we don't forgive others for their mistakes, and we also torture our own hearts. If you let it go, those injuries will not hurt, they will be just a little joke of immature children. Xu Ming continued to enlighten Mrs. Wu.
"Hmm."
"As I said, I just want you to let go, as long as you live happily and relaxedly, and don't tie yourself to the past. Jump out and look forward, everything will be better. ”
"Hmm."
"You see, this tree that is about to enter autumn, although it will be destroyed by winter, will continue to sprout in the spring, and thrive in the summer, showing its most gorgeous beauty. That's because they are strong to be themselves at all times. ”
"Hmm."
"How long are you going to do it?" Xu Ming looked at Mrs. Wu, who was already full of smiles on her face, but couldn't help but keep silent, and teased.
"Until you can't go on." Mrs. Wu said with a smile.
"Well, I can't go on." Xu Ming made a surrender.
"Hmm." Mrs. Wu faked sleep.
"Again!" Xu Ming smiled helplessly.
"Hmm." Mrs. Wu continued.
"Okay. I had to make a trick. Xu Ming freed up a hand and stretched it out to Mrs. Wu's neck.
Mrs. Wu was so itchy that she couldn't help it, and she burst out laughing. called himself admit defeat, and told Xu Ming to concentrate on driving. Today, the driver asked for leave for something, and Xu Ming drove it himself. Originally, Mrs. Wu thought that Xu Ming's feet were uncomfortable, and she would go to the mountain city when the driver came back another day. But Xu Ming said that there was nothing to do on this day, and he was willing to personally drive Mrs. Wu to pick up things.
In fact, the most important thing is because he really wants to be alone with Mrs. Wu for a while, and the two of them are busy these days, and they haven't talked well for a long time. Even though it was only a few days, it felt like years. He hated himself for not arranging a honeymoon trip for two people at Mrs. Wu's request, and promised her to stay at his mother-in-law's house.
Lingzi is right, you must not be too intimate in front of Wang's mother, the mother-in-law rolls her eyes when she doesn't cough, and she loves to listen to the corner like Grandma Xu. Lying on the door and listening to the movement, he opened the door several times and almost brought her to the ground. What made him cry and laugh even more was that two of the three nights his mother-in-law had to sleep with Mrs. Wu, saying that it was to do family cooking. I drove him to the next room and left him alone. He was unhappy, but he had to smile and say it didn't matter.
Now, finally, the second floor of the store that Mrs. Wu found can be occupied, and they can finally move out. He can finally stop being devastated by his mother-in-law.
Of course, he couldn't wait for the driver to come back and then go to the mountain city, he couldn't wait to go to the mountain city immediately to move the equipment back, immediately clean up everything in the store, immediately move out of Wang's mother's house, and immediately live in his own small world with Mrs. Wu.
Mrs. Wu naturally felt all kinds of inconveniences with her mother, but Mother Wang was completely unaware of her daughter's true thoughts. even said that he was going to Mrs. Wu's store to help and live in the store by the way. Mrs. Wu, of course, she prevaricated under various excuses. Say anything, how can you let your daughter-in-law not take care of her daughter-in-law, and let her family talk nonsense in the future, and destroy the relationship between herself and her sister-in-law. also said that if he really always let his mother worry about himself, how can he still have a family. In short, move with affection and reason, and finally beat Wang's mother, and follow her mind every day.
"What do you think?" Xu Ming asked.
"What do you want?" Mrs. Wu asked rhetorically.
"Let's talk about it." Xu Ming said.
"Okay, miss our mom." The two said in unison. Then there was a long burst of laughter. The laughter was crisp and clean, drifting out of the car window for a long time.
Yes, everything can change, but it's always right to enjoy the beauty of the moment. Maybe one day, Xu Ming and himself will be like Wu Da and himself, unhappy to see each other, and no complaints. However, what she can do is to take out her true heart to love him, cherish him, and live happily together.
If she insists on thinking and drilling the horns, maybe there will only be a dead end. Not only does she and Xu Ming's future not need to worry about now, but even Wuda and her past don't need to care. Live well in the moment and work hard happily.
Mrs. Wu thought of these with a smile, and her heart suddenly brightened. Xu Ming is right, why punish yourself for other people's mistakes? Why bother to hold on to the haze of the past and not look at the sunshine of the present. She wants to arm herself with strength and optimism to be a better version of herself. Never dwell on the past anymore, so she is ready to forgive Wuda and Jifu, forgive them and forgive herself.