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Wang Qingan listened to the old dart master's narration, and couldn't help but feel a burst of sadness in his heart, although the children of the rivers and lakes acted boldly, but in the end, there were not many people who could have a good ending.

Unlike the others, he used to look down on the swordsman profession from the bottom of his heart, because he felt that killing was too cruel and risky, and the real big man should be a man like waking up to the power of the world.

Therefore, Wang Qingan did not go to Jianfu School to study like other peers when he was a child, but chose another path of growth - studying.

Wang Qingan believes that only by virtue of reading can he leap out of ordinary people and become a human being, but the world is difficult, and everything is always unsatisfactory.

The reality is even more painful and embarrassing for Wang Qingan, he failed the township exam three times in a row, and many people say that he is not the material for reading.

Even though he was confident before, but now that the facts are in front of him, Wang Qingan had to bow his head and admit defeat, giving up the path of studying, and instead chose the road of swordsman who he didn't like to love very much.

Being a dart master is not his passion, but life is compelled by him, if he doesn't do it, not to mention his dream of studying, he may not even be able to live.

If you don't have the strength to survive, any dream is bullshit.

Wang Qingan knows this very well, he knows that there are three kinds of readers, one is the person who reads dead books, and the end of this kind of person is often not only to read the book to death, but also to read his life to death.

The other kind of people are people who can read books alive, and this kind of people are often able to thrive in the world even if they don't read.

Obviously, Wang Qingan is not the former, let alone the latter, he is the last kind of person, he can neither be very good at studying, nor can he get any grades, he is the kind of person who is the lowest and the most ordinary.

Live like an ant fly every day, it's good to have work to do, at least you don't have to think about anything, but once people are quiet, Wang Qingan will be very afraid of every day.

He doesn't know what he is living in the world for, if it is for his ideals, then what does what he is doing now have to do with his ideals?

Sometimes Wang Qingan is really envious of those who have never gone to school, envy them who don't know the hustle and bustle of the world, and only need to have three meals a day with a pure heart and few desires.

It is precisely because he has read too many books that he has become so miserable, life is bitter, he wants but can't, he has but he loses, although Wang Qingan is not very old, he has experienced a lot of things.

In addition to his poor family, he is far more aware than his peers, the bitterness and bitterness of this world, and nine times out of ten things in life are unsatisfactory, he can talk to others, he can't make sense with his parents, and he can't say anything with others, Wang Qingan can only hold all his thoughts in his heart.

has been holding back like this, and from childhood to adulthood, he refuses to confide in any of his thoughts.

Sometimes I think about it, if life can have a chance to start over, Wang Qingan is really like the fool in the village, carefree every day, and don't have to think about anything.

Wang Qingan occasionally thinks about whether this person is a fool and a smarter, or a person who is smarter. Normal people laugh at fools for being stupid, but who knows if a fool is stupid or not?

Maybe in the world of fools, the really stupid people are those of us mortals, laymen, and mediocre people.

Wang Qing'an originally hated this swordsman the most, but by chance, he took the initiative to choose this path.

Because of so many years of painful trials and experiences, Wang Qingan has understood some things, in this world, some things are really not wishful thinking on his own, or he can do it hard enough.

Think of a wooden stick, if you grind it for a long time, it will not become a silver needle, but only a thin toothpick, and the material is the fundamental problem.

For Wang Qingan, he now feels that he is the toothpick that has been polished by time, he can neither go back to the past, nor can he replace the position of the silver needle, so he can only be in a particularly awkward position.

The essence is wrong, no matter how hard you try, it's useless.

The countless tribulations of life made Wang Qingan gradually become disheartened, and he became frustrated with the world, and in the first twenty years, he never thought that he would finally choose the path of a swordsman.

There are too many things in this world that cannot be seen in the light, and can only be exposed to the dark corners of damp and moldy, Wang Qingan knows the rules of some things, but he understands and can't accept this kind of rule.

Literati are light, often not on the surface, but in private, Wang Qingan has seen too many soft knives and insidious methods, so he chose to leave.

From the time he started studying, the first book he read taught him to be a sage, Wang Qingan thought that he would never be able to study to that point in his life, but what he wanted to do was to rely on the sage as much as possible.

If he doesn't have too many ideals and ambitions, then maybe now he is in the same stream with them, Wang Qingan gave up the path he most wanted to make achievements and wanted to take, but chose a road full of thorns and more dangerous.

Swordsman.

A top kendo master.

At that time, the sword in his hand is the sword of justice and judgment, and all problems can be satisfactorily solved.

Although Wang Qingan knows that there are many unrealistic places in this, it does not affect anything, people always have to dream, always have to deceive themselves, in this case, why not deceive themselves a little more ruthlessly?

You still have to have dreams, in case you see a ghost.

The old dart master's words reminded Wang Qingan of too many things, and every bit of the past was vivid, and it couldn't be erased at all.

However, no matter how painful the wound was at the beginning, it was just a scar now, Wang Qingan was not a worrying person, and he didn't bother to think too much about the future.

For him now, it is enough to bet on his dart, practice the sword in his hand, and read a few books when he has nothing to do.

Such days are very chic and hearty for Wang Qingan.

This is the happy revenge in his heart.

Mixing in the rivers and lakes, the sword must be fast, you can't leave a chance for the opponent, kindness to the enemy is cruelty to yourself, Wang Qingan deeply remembers the truth taught to him by the old dart master on the first day of entry.