Chapter 70 My life is in my absence
Gu Zimo was silent for a while: "Then Lin Yueze knows that you are..." The last few words didn't come out. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
"I don't know, he guessed that it should be a white night." Mo Han told the truth, and he didn't mean to hide it at all.
"Although I really think this is incredible, I believe you, you can rest assured, I will still be good to her as always, and I will not selfishly want to change her already bad fate." Compared with him, the years he has guarded are not worth mentioning at all, and people have guarded him for several lifetimes, and what is he in the past few years!
"She has memories of her past life just like you, but she can't remember it for a while?" After thinking about it, I still asked the curiosity in my heart, which can be regarded as a brain-opening time, if this matter is replaced by other people who say that he will not believe that there is such a thing in the 21st century, but he just believes Mo Han, there is no reason!
Mo Han was not surprised that he would ask like this: "No, because I am her guardian, even if she is not the master mother has the ability to perceive her, I have fulfilled her two lives and have not gotten her so-called happiness, I will not let go in this life, if she does not have a little place in her heart then we will not meet in this life, I fight with him is time, whoever meets first will have a greater chance, but I don't know who I and he met first after all who met her first." At the same time, there is a voice in his heart, no matter who it is, he will not give up!
"If it weren't for you, would you give up?" Gu Zimo raised his eyebrows.
Mo Han replied with a very affirmative "No!" ”
Gu Zimo's iceberg-like face finally raised the corners of his mouth, and he said very domineeringly: "That's not it, even if you don't meet it first, so what, my life is up to me; Although I also want to fight with you, but I have already lost just now, compared to you, you are the most important person in her heart, if it is me, I will not give up, even if you are destined I will gamble, but I lost when she needs someone by her side the most, right? "If she had been with her when she broke up with her family, he wondered if it would have ended differently.
Mo Han read these seven words very seriously: "My life is up to me, not to heaven!" ”
Gu Zimo said very seriously: "Mo Han, thank you for your honesty, to be honest, I was indeed a bit of a bull just now, why did I take care of people who have been caring for several years to be occupied by you for so much time, if it wasn't for Qin Keren's sudden outstretched hand at that time, it would really hurt her heart." ”
"I don't want her to be sad, you still have a little place in her heart, and no one can replace that place, otherwise I wouldn't tell you this." Indeed, he didn't think about who he would tell about it, and it would be fatal for him if some well-intentioned people knew about it.
Now Gu Zimo really obeys him, if he changes him, he may not be able to do the person he likes, there is a corner of the person in his heart that he can't compare, but he can accept it calmly, from his appearance, you can see that he is not a little jealous, this is how much love she can have this realm, but think about it, she has died for her for two lifetimes and still maintains 'my heart is still the same', so I feel that this thing is really nothing, "I Gu Zimo has never served a few people in my life, you are one, compared to you, it seems that I am really incomparable, Do you want to hear why I like her? ”
"Tell me?" Mo Han raised his eyebrows, he was also really curious, to be honest, Chu Zhao is really not the kind of person who is very beautiful and unforgettable, he can only be regarded as delicate, he is not tall, and his temper is just like that, what kind of is it that she let Gu Zimo keep guarding and protecting like this, the conditions that usually appear around them are not good, and there are a lot, he doesn't say that he is there for several lifetimes, so what about him Gu Zimo? He didn't remember that in his previous life, there was such a person by Chu Zhao's side, otherwise, where would there be any life and life for him!
"Actually, she has forgotten me, but I recognized her at the first sight when I saw her at school, you know that I am also from City A, when I was 12 years old, I pretended to be stupid and escaped the persecution of several uncles, but two cousins didn't believe that I was so stupid, so they discussed taking me to a swamp and letting me go down, at that time, in order to survive, I had to pretend to be thorough, and even if I didn't pretend to fight, I couldn't escape the two cousins who were a few years older than me at the time, and I still gritted my teeth, There is still the possibility of escaping, the two cousins saw that I was sinking more and more, the mud drowned over the waist before gladly leaving, although I was desperate but the instinct to survive was still there, and I was afraid that they did not go far while whispering for help while trying to see how to get out, I had given up when the swamp slowly flooded my chest, I didn't struggle or ask for help, so I closed my eyes and waited for it to sink slowly, at this time I actually heard the voices of two little girls not far away, a girl said:
Chu Zhao, don't think that I don't know that grandma secretly left you food to eat, you are not allowed to go back here today to catch a little white rabbit for me, otherwise I will tell my mother that she will not give you food for a few days, when will you catch it and when will you come back, I heard that there are a lot of them here, you are here to wait for me to wait for the rabbit, hum!
After saying that, the little girl turned around and left, leaving her alone, she was also strange, really obedient, just sat there motionless and waited for the rabbit to be sent to the door, do you say there is such a stupid rabbit? At that time, I didn't know what was going on, so I laughed out loud, and when she heard it, she ran over stupidly and asked: Brother, what are you playing? Can I play with you? They didn't play with me, saying I was an ominous person.
I still think of the look in her eyes when she said this at that time, and I laughed and said: My brother is dying, I can't play with you, if my brother doesn't die or there is an afterlife, I'm playing with you, okay?
At that time, she opened a pair of big eyes and sparkled: Will my brother die because he can't get out of the soil? Then can I not let you die, Mom and Dad are also in the soil, they don't like Xiao Zhao, is it because I'm disobedient, brother, I'm okay to listen to you, don't you want to die, I really burst into tears when I said it, I looked at her and smiled, my brother doesn't die, but what if my brother can't come out? She said without hesitation, I'll pull you up.
Then several times I almost fell off and didn't give up, and finally I don't know where she got the perseverance and strength to really pull me up like this, after pulling up, she lost her strength and spread it on the ground, so let her have a good rest, I went to help her catch the rabbit, and when I caught the rabbit back, she lay on the ground and fell asleep like this, I just looked at her like this all the time, although she was not very beautiful, but I think she is the most beautiful and best girl in the world, I will definitely marry her when I grow up.
After that time I went back, I quietly smuggled to the United States to find my grandfather, and after seven years, I calculated her age and should go to college to persuade my grandfather to go back to school in City A, and it turned out that I really met her on the day of school, and I recognized her at a glance, and those classmates at school thought she was poor and her cousin deliberately interfered with her, she didn't have a friend, and I took the initiative to approach her at that time, which was her first friend, and it didn't take long for Xia Lan to approach me in her name, Although I knew her purpose, I couldn't bear to tell her when I thought she was happy with this friend, I thought let her be, as long as she was happy, the big deal was to give her the aftermath, Xia Lan took male classmates to find her to confess, and I was very angry after I knew it, so I turned around and beat those classmates, and in the future, no male classmate dared to like her during the entire college period, even after I left.
At that time, I was determined to leave with a lot of determination, if I didn't have enough ability, how could I protect her well, so in the past three years in the United States, I tried my best to climb up, but I missed the time when she needed someone to accompany her the most, but I don't regret losing to you, she is a girl worthy of anyone's careful care, love her well, only give you one chance, if she is not doing well, I will come to snatch her, I don't believe in heaven or fate, only believe in myself, remember, my life is up to me! ”