Chapter Twenty-Six: A Humble Promise
Walking to the door, I opened the courtyard gate, Xia Yuan did not bypass the osmanthus tree to go to her side of the courtyard gate, but entered from the courtyard of my house. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Xia Yuan did not enter the house in a hurry, but sat on the stone table with her head down and teased 'Xiao Liang' and 'Xiao Bao'.
I sat next to her and said, "Why do you have such a name, it's not domineering." ”
Xia Yuan didn't look at me and still teased them, and said, "How well-behaved they are, how good it is to call them good babies." ”
Xia Yuan looked at them with a doting expression.
I sat for a while, my stomach was hungry and growling, I was so tired today that I forgot to eat dinner, I stood up and wanted to cook noodles to eat, I looked back at her, pondered for a while and said, "Have you eaten dinner, I cook noodles to eat, do you want it?" ”
I thought she was going to say something like eating, or you can eat, but she said calmly: "Well, okay, I didn't eat dinner either, I'm tired today." With that, she stretched.
I didn't expect her to agree, are we friends?
As a bachelor, I was accustomed to cooking and eating by myself, and after fifteen minutes of tinkering in the kitchen, I came to the yard with two bowls of noodles with poached eggs.
When I came out, I thought about saying, "It's time to eat." Unexpectedly, she fell asleep on the table, and the night was cold and windy, although it was in the yard, it was also cold.
I fell asleep in less than fifteen minutes, and it seemed that I was really tired, and I was afraid that she would catch a cold, so I pushed her.
Feeling that someone was moving herself, Xia Yuan slowly raised her head, the angel's face was a little haggard and seemed to have a faint dark circle.
I wondered how she could be so tired after only two days away.
Xia Yuan looked at the hot noodles in front of her, smiled and said, "Thank you for your hospitality!" ”
"Didn't you take care of me all afternoon that day, it's neighbors taking care of each other, hehe." I said half-jokingly.
Xia Yuan lowered her head and ate the noodles, and did not deny the neighborhood relationship between us.
And since the last time, she has never mentioned buying a house, and I said with some doubts: "Rich girl, do you look down on my villa?" ”
Xia Yuan glanced at me and continued to eat the noodles.
I was a little embarrassed and continued to eat the noodles with my head down.
I ate relatively quickly, she only ate half of it, and I finished eating, when the phone suddenly rang, I picked up the phone and saw that it was Liu Wei.
I hesitated, got up, walked to the distance and picked up the phone.
“.... Feed. ”
Liu Wei on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment and said, "I'm going to SH tomorrow." ”
I was stunned for a moment and said, "O.... Be careful yourself. ”
"Can you come out and accompany me, I'm here at Maple Bridge."
I glanced back at Xia Yuan and said, "Well, I'll come right away."
Putting on my coat, I lit a cigarette and said to Xia Yuan, "Remember to put the bowl in the kitchen later, I'll go out first." ”
"Hmm."
A moment later, I came to the Fengqiao, getting closer and closer to winter, the night wind was cold and biting, Liu Wei hugged herself and leaned against the guardrail.
Her figure was a little lonely in the night, and my heart shook.
Standing beside her, Liu Wei leaned lightly on my shoulder, I couldn't look at her with my eyes, turned my head, and inhaled the cigarette in my hand heavily.
The faint fragrance of Liu Wei's body wafted into my nostrils, but I was a little scared, because I lost myself in this faint fragrance that night.
"Are you going to SH tomorrow? Hehe, I'm going to be a star. ”
Liu Wei raised her head and looked at me affectionately, I didn't dare to look at her, her eyes dodged, but she looked at me even more stunned.
"Weiwei, what are you doing here....."
"Are you afraid to see me?"
When she said something on my mind, I tilted my head and said, "No." ”
Liu Wei said with a faint look of loss in her eyes: "I understand." ”
She suddenly left my shoulder, looked at the brightly lit city in the distance, and after a while, she said: "Luo Bing, do you know, I don't want to see you sad, and I don't want to see Jiang Yan's wounds all over your body, I know you don't like me, so I just want to watch you live well, but over the years, you have never been happy in the real sense, I hate you so much, I hate you so much, I hate you for not accepting me, I hate you for being scarred by emotional wounds, I hate you for being unhappy......"
I was silent, the tangle in my heart stung me, my hand holding the cigarette trembled, I subconsciously threw away the cigarette butt, and then wanted to continue to light a cigarette.
I pulled a cigarette out of the cigarette case, and smoked it in a bit of a panic, and my heart swelled with a throbbing pain from guilt.
Taking a deep breath, I snuffed out the cigarette butt and said, "Weiwei, I really don't know what is worth your love, I'm just a decadent scumbag, I don't deserve your love....."
The next moment Liu Wei looked at me with deep resentment, she suddenly pulled up my sleeve and bit me on the arm fiercely, I suddenly felt a piercing pain welling up in my heart, I subconsciously stretched out my hand to stop Liu Wei's madness.
But I was stunned, and in the face of her resentful gaze, I stopped struggling, and the blood reflected her snow-white teeth, and I still gritted my teeth and endured it.
I know that perhaps the pain in Liu Wei's heart is far greater than my physical pain, and I have also suffered that heart-wrenching pain, which can make people despair......
Liu Wei gradually loosened her mouth, she hugged my arm with tears in her eyes and said, "You fool, why don't you get rid of me." ”
I said with a guilty face, "I don't hurt ........"
"Are you stupid, you are bleeding and say it doesn't hurt."
"I know, your heart hurts more."
I didn't dare to look at her, and the guilt filled me again, and I stood there for a long time, not knowing what words to use to face this woman who loved me so much.
But I couldn't leave her silently, she was hurt too much by me.....
Liu Wei hurriedly took out a tissue from her bag and helped me wipe my wound distressedly, I shrunk my hand and said: "Weiwei, you must protect yourself well when you enter the showbiz, you must call me if there is anything." ”
Liu Wei was stunned for a moment, then nodded incessantly, and said: "You also have to start a new life, when I come back, I will help you buy a house, buy a car, and..." ”
Facing Liu Wei's tearful eyes, my belief seemed to be a little shaken, I understood that as long as I said a word, she could give up everything to be with me, but was it worth her to do it like me.
This woman is so glamorous, but what is behind it? I know, because she and I both suffer the same pain, but the only difference between us is that her glamorous appearance will definitely make a new world in the entertainment industry, while I am destined to be ordinary and lonely.
"Weiwei, can you give me some time?"
When Liu Wei saw me say this, like a little girl who had eaten a lollipop, she smiled happily and nodded with tears in her eyes.