018 The Heart Knot of the Illusion Test
Li Hong was originally very confident, she and her brother were both geniuses who were rare in the sect for hundreds of years, and with their current age, their future was limitless. If there is a weakness in her heart that no one knows, she will try to see.
Li Hong found herself standing on the street that was too familiar to be familiar. She saw a little girl, sitting at the door of her house every day waiting, looking, as if she were a child, no, when she was a child. That little girl is herself... Those dusty memories slowly appeared in Li Hong's mind.
The father has many children, probably so many that he himself can't remember clearly, and since she was just sensible, there was always an excellent half-brother standing in front of her. She had to redouble her efforts and try harder. How difficult it is to stand out in a group of siblings, all siblings work hard, the law of elimination, those few who don't work hard may not be her siblings in the end. Maybe everyone is just for one reason, so that their mother can live a good life. Only in this way will he not become a nameless member of his father's many wives and daughters.
When she was seven years old, there was a time when her father was having an affair everywhere, and the debt came to the door. A woman came to the door with her baby in her arms, crying and fussing in front of the door. At that time, she was still young, so she watched the excitement from the corner of the side door. The woman looked like a fox, and her tears flowed as soon as she said she said, and she stopped when she said she stopped, and she didn't waste a drop when she made a fuss. shouted at the door with a loud voice, saying something negative and wanting two lives or something.
She was too young to understand some of them, but she saw a group of people watching in front of the door, pointing and pointing. In the end, only the housewife came forward and said that she was taken into the backyard.
At that time, she said to her mother, "Look, you can call for food, you are too honest, we only eat two meals a day now, and the girls and mothers-in-law bully us." ”
Mother said: "Hong'er, things are not as simple as they seem, two meals a day are good, you, learn your skills hard, don't worry about anything else." ”
When she heard this, she was still unconvinced, and secretly blamed her mother for being too cowardly.
As a result, it didn't take two days. The infant infant died inexplicably. The woman went crazy and was locked up. I went crazy for several years, and finally there was no news and no one mentioned it again. From beginning to end, my father was still busy with his sect in this matter, and he didn't have time or heart to care about them. Even the loss of a small life did not attract his attention. At that time, she realized that only when people are strong can they have the right to speak, and they have the opportunity to stand in front of their father, and there are too many resources that she needs to fight for. And her mother is undoubtedly smart.
She worked hard, but she also used brutality to package herself, looking like a hanger. In this way, she has a chance to grow up, in this backyard as deep as the sea like a deep palace, if there is no attention from her father, what is the use of having an empty body of arrogance?
There is a sister Cui who is particularly close to her, who married in adulthood, married to a place far away, and the customs are not quite the same as the local ones. A woman marries away from home and has no support, and marriage is a naked transaction, a transaction between the father and the sect for profit. In those years, there were still few sisters who married various sects and factions? It is undeniable that the prosperity of the sect established by marriage was also brilliant for a while.
That year, at his brother's coming-of-age ceremony, his father gave him the only spirit animal. What about herself? The brother who was taller than others and worked harder than others made her unreachable. Let her be pampered a little more, at least live a little longer.
She really wanted to get married early, so that she could break away from the family and get out of the shadow of the entire sect. There are so many good men in the world, but...
When I was a child, I had to fight for survival, and when I grew up, I had to worry that my marriage would be traded.
The little girl was hiding in the corner and still crying silently, but she stood helplessly and watched. Because she doesn't have an answer to her own question, that's her inner demon. And then her brother appeared, still so warm and warm, and stretched out his hand to her, and the little girl was timidly hesitating to reach out.
In another room, Li Qing also fell into a hallucination on the bed, he followed his sister all the way and saw everything she was thinking and thinking. He knew that his father had indeed mistreated his siblings over the years. His father's virtue was wrong, and his mother was also controversial, on the one hand, he sincerely defended his father, but on the other hand, he was secretly sad for everything he had. What woman doesn't want her husband to love her alone? Stretch out her hand to clear the obstacles and rumors for her husband, and become a poisonous woman in the mouths of others, and his mother is also very difficult.
At the coming-of-age ceremony, he received a spirit beast, what a dazzling gift. His father did this to reward his mother for what he had done for him over the years. As the son-in-law of the family, his father naturally treats him very well and pays a lot of attention. He never thinks it's a natural thing, he just has a heavy responsibility, he needs to do better than others, to become a better person at the top of the tower. is worthy of his father's expectations of him, so that his mother can live with her head held high.
This sister of his, is unusually rude, everyone doesn't like her, and all the aunts give up on her.
But he just can't do anything about her, they have been talking since they were children. Rely on each other together, study together, and practice martial arts together. She is actually very smart, but she is too sensitive, she is like a crab, she arms herself with crab legs, and often hides herself in the shell of the crab, isolating everything from the outside.
She has such a hard time in her heart, because he has not done enough as an elder brother. When he saw his sister again hiding when she was a child, she was crying secretly. He couldn't hold back his hand anymore,
"Hong'er, my brother is here, don't be afraid. A warm and often said sentence finally broke the embankment that Li Hong had built for a long time, and the tears that had been stored for a long time flowed out violently.
"Brother, my heart is bitter," the little girl snuggled into her brother's arms, where her heart harbored, although she did not admit it.
"Brother knows, Hong'er is not bitter in her heart, you still have a brother" Li Qing smiled and reached out to wipe away her tears.
There were no flowery rhetoric, only quiet hugging, the little girl and her shadow overlapped, Brother Li and seven-year-old Li Hong hugged each other and cried silently. But at this moment, their hearts are connected.
The two people who sat quietly each left tears of joy. The estrangement of more than ten years turned into a wisp of green smoke and dissipated in the air.
There is still work to be done in the future, at least they can work together. When Li Hong and her brother walked out of the room, they felt that the air had become very fresh, and it was enough for her to have a brother who really loved her.