Chapter 380: The Beloved Has Not Returned

Wind and snow chase the deer mountain. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I don't know why, this year's snow in the north is extraordinarily heavy, a whole day of goose feather snow drifted on Zhulu Mountain, the whole mountain is covered by heavy snow, after night, the mountain blows strong winds, heavy snow flying, and the temperature drops to the extreme.

In this cold snowy day, if you can eat and drink enough, and then lie down in the hot bed to sleep, I have to say, it is really a very comfortable thing in life.

Now Xiaoxue and Okra are enjoying such a pleasant thing, when they arrived at the wooden house, Dongdong made a large portion of delicious fish soup for the two of them, and the two drank the soup, chatted with Dongdong for a while, and then went into the house to get ready for bed.

There are a total of two living rooms in the house, and Dongdong lived here alone, so he didn't build too many rooms, at first Dongdong said that she could live in the hall, but Xiaoxue and okra had bothered her enough before, and now how could Dongdong let an owner live in that kind of place.

The two eventually chose to live in the same room, while Dongdong slept next to the two.

There is only one bed in the room, although both of them are women, but after all, they have never been honest with each other, even if this kind of thing is intimate, the first time will be a little embarrassing.

The lights went out, and the two of them lay on a bed, quietly listening to each other's breathing.

In this strange place, the two of them had their own thoughts in their hearts, and there was no sleep, and the wind outside was whistling, and from time to time there were all kinds of whistle-like sounds.

The room was very dark, and I couldn't see the black of my fingers, and even if I opened my eyes, I couldn't see anything.

Okra kept her eyes open and looked quietly up the roof, though she couldn't see anything.

When night came, she didn't dare to think about those things, but as soon as she closed her eyes, her mind was full of him.

From childhood to adulthood, he carved deep lines in his life, he really liked him and loved him, but what?

Since Xiao Bai left Jizhou, okra has become ill, and her whole person has lost weight, she was originally that kind of petite body, but now she is even thinner.

Okra wanted to go to him so much, but remembering his non-saying goodbye when he left, and thinking of his cold eyes after the Jizhou incident, Okra was like a child who had done something wrong, and just wanted Xiao Bai's forgiveness.

Is she wrong? What's wrong with her?

But okra doesn't care, as long as he can go back to the past, what is it to admit his mistakes, and he can even give his life to him, what else will he not do?

She really cares about Xiao Bai too much, from childhood to adulthood, for so many years, she has tried her best to like a boy, thinking about him every day, and wanting to stuff him with all the good things she has without saying anything.

Xiao Bai, for you, I have changed from a cowardly and shy girl to a woman who bravely confesses, you said that you want to become the strongest man in Kyushu, I will practice swordsmanship desperately, just to have more opportunities to be with you, if we are a hundred steps apart, as long as you are willing to turn towards me, even if this hundred steps are taken by me.

How deep does it take to love someone, to be humbled under the dust and dirt.

Okra opened her eyes, but tears flowed involuntarily.

She has never dared to tell others that her eyes have lost their pupil power, and after Xiao Bai left, after learning the news, she washed her face with tears almost every night, and her eyes were almost blind from crying.

Okra really can't imagine, and she doesn't want to believe at all, that the boy she loves the most, the boy who used to hold her hand tightly, is now holding someone else's hand, and it is likely to be held for a lifetime.

The news that Chunying is the imperial concubine of Yangzhou has spread almost all over the world, and okra pretends not to care about it on weekdays, but only she knows how bitter she is in her heart.

Most people in the world will say comforting words when they encounter this kind of thing, but who is the one who really understands? No one will understand, there are some things that only the parties can really experience that unforgettable pain.

How much does she love Xiao Bai?

Xiao Bai is her life, without Xiao Bai in the future, what should she do? Without Xiao Bai, what else is there to be nostalgic for in this world? Without him, life would be boring, and everything would be meaningless.

Xiaobai, do you know, I'm still waiting for you, I'm still waiting for you.

Okra lay on the bed and shrank her head into the quilt, but the small sobbing still startled Xiaoxue.

In fact, Xiaoxue didn't sleep either, she had sensed that okra's mood was not quite right, so when she listened carefully, she immediately knew what was going on.

"Aoi-chan ......"

Xiaoxue turned around, stretched out her arms and wrapped her tightly around Okra's body, and hugged her into her arms.

"Did you miss him?"

When she heard the "he" in this sentence, the emotions that okra had been suppressing completely exploded, and she could no longer hold back her tears, and while choking and crying, she hugged Xiaoxue's body tightly.

"Little ...... Xiaoxue ......" Okra said silently. "I miss him so much...... I really...... Whining...... I really miss him...... I really love him......"

Xiaoxue didn't know what to say, but hugged Okra's body hard, trying to give the poor little girl as much warmth as possible.

Her body is very cold, even in this room with a stove, her hands and feet are still very cold, Xiaoxue was really moved by Okra's sincere tone at this moment, even though she had feelings with Xiao Bai before, but now Xiaoxue herself can't have any hatred, but is full of discomfort.

Xiaoxue really just wants to take good care of this girl in her arms, she is really too bitter, Xiaobai, if you see everything she has done for you, will you feel guilty?

On the night of the Jizhou incident, in order to save Xiao Bai, she was almost choked, and at that time, she was covered with blood when she was slashed on the neck, Xiaobai, can you go and see how much this poor girl has paid for you.

The eldest lady of the Qiu family, there is no wayward in front of you, but she is all well-behaved and obedient, do you really not feel a little guilty when you do this?

Okra let the tears fall down, lying in Xiaoxue's arms and crying quietly, she really endured it for too long, too long.

"Xiaoxue...... I miss him so much...... I really miss him...... I just want to see him...... Even a glance is fine...... Let me know he's doing well......"

Even Xiaoxue burst into tears at this time, completely moved by this simple little girl.