Chapter 075: Mental illness is such a thing, and it must be adjusted by a psychiatrist

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"You just said that you relied on your own efforts, so why did Iriding say that it was because of our merits that you were so prosperous. Our Cold Ice Pavilion didn't accept your commission at that time, and besides, this matter involves the interests of the Oiran struggle, so we can't just help you take the blame. ”

"If we admit it, in the future, those girls who have dreams and have no way to take a shortcut to the sky will come to us? Then we must not die of exhaustion. ”

I voiced my doubts and concerns in one breath.

"Are you here to find out about this? Sure enough, you are still so selfish, thinking only about your troubles. If it weren't for you, how would I be like this. In a way, I should thank you. But I won't thank you, I said that everything I get now is something I earned myself. ”

Zihuan said as she put on her clothes, walked to the door, and gently pushed the door with both hands, closing the door.

In the room, the incense candle was red, and the boudoir was complaining, Zihuan closed the door, walked slowly towards us, stretched out her hand and made a gesture of please, let us sit in the back room, and said that she wanted to show us something.

We followed her to the back room, where there was a shrine with a jade box on it. The box is carved with colorful phoenix wings, which is lifelike.

If you look closely, it's not right. This is a phoenix with two pairs of wings and a body, soaring in the jasper blue sky.

I remember that she was worshipping this shrine.

There was a mahogany round table in the middle of the room, and we sat at the wishing table, and Zihuan helped us pour tea. The tea was fragrant, and I picked it up and took a small sip to clear my throat.

Nie Bing took a sip and said good tea.

Xue Ning pushed the teacup and said that she didn't drink tea.

When we sat down, Zihuan spoke. I told her that we all knew the cause and effect, but I could start with how she escaped, but she didn't answer me, and started talking.

Zihuan is the daughter of a poor family, and at the age of thirteen, she married a man from the next village.

It was a small mountain village in the north.

Ancient men had a common problem, that is, they liked to characterize women as their own pets, and even pets were not as good as them, and they were beaten and scolded.

Zihuan couldn't stand the torture of the man, and escaped on a dark and windy night.

In order to prevent the man from arresting her back, she used a ruthless move and killed him. Kill him and you won't get her back. Hearing this, I couldn't help but feel a chill down my spine.

Escaping, she didn't know where she was going, and she didn't know what to do, but she heard that the Jiangnan territory was prosperous and lush, so she used the only money in her hand to come to the Jiangnan area.

Although the Jiangnan region is rich, it is not full of gold, and life is far more difficult than imagined.

With her skills in the countryside, she found a helper in a restaurant to stir-fry.

On her first day at work, the chef disliked her for being a woman and refused to let her into the kitchen, but let her wash dishes outside the kitchen.

I washed it for a month and didn't get a penny. The boss said that she was invited to help with the cooking, not to wash the dishes. He wants to give the money that is also for the cook. However, she didn't work as a cook, so she couldn't be paid.

She was furious.

I'm also very angry, and the boss is too much and looks down on women. If it were me, I would definitely pull out the soft sword on Nie Bing's waist and slash him.

Life is unfamiliar, and she is helpless. Leaving the restaurant gloomily.

Leaving the restaurant and with nowhere to go, she lives on the streets, in the company of beggars, and almost snatches food from dogs.

For more than a month, it happened that a large family was recruiting maids and slaves, and she had the attitude of giving it a try, but she didn't want to be included.

When I entered the mansion, I realized that the recruitment of maids and slaves was actually a cover to satisfy the old man's arrogant and lascivious life.

She and a group of maids were sent into the wine pool and meat forest made by the master.

At first, she was extremely disgusted, but when she saw that she was obedient, she no longer suffered and starved, as long as she served the old man happily and lived a better life, she compromised.

She began to obey the master, learned the skills of playing the piano and writing poems, and learned the tricks to seduce people's souls, and soon entered the doorway.

The old man was very happy and named her Zihuan.

I thought to myself, that's how Zihuan came from.

Not long after the peaceful days, the rich man died violently in a pleasure hunt. His son inherited the family business, and the rich second generation didn't like this kind of corrupt way of life, so he drove all the Zihuan out and demolished the palace.

Zihuan, who is accustomed to a comfortable and hedonistic life, has returned to the original point again, and what she is not suitable for is not only life, but also the psychological gap.

When she was wandering the streets, someone came up to her and asked her if she could write poems and calligraphy.

She nodded yes and asked him what he wanted to do.

The man introduced himself as a hermit who chose a folk show girl for the palace, and seeing that she was extraordinary, radiant, and well-cultivated, he asked her if she would like to enter the palace as a show girl to serve the emperor.

Hearing that she could enter the palace, Zihuan was of course willing, and the man said that if she wanted, she would go with her.

Hearing this, I thought to myself, he said that you just believe it, this kind of trick can only deceive these ancient people who don't know the world, okay, how can the emperor choose a girl so easily.

In our time, scams were upgraded to the Internet, and the era of word of mouth was still here.

As I said, I had already seen through that person's deception, and Zihuan didn't see it. The man took her into a restaurant and invited her to a meal of delicacies. For Zihuan, who has been unemployed for half a month, this meal is worth a thousand gold.

After eating, she doesn't remember anything.

When I woke up again, I was locked up in a firewood room.

The room was full of weeds, and there was a faint sound of crying and swearing outside the door. Through the crack in the door, she saw two men torturing a young girl.

The girl would rather die than obey, and kept crying.

In an instant she understood what had happened, and she was much more indifferent than the girl.

The girl who grabbed the sky and the earth couldn't figure it out, and at this time, one person came out and brought the crying girl into the room with a smile. That person is Jade Dragon Lake.

Within a few days, Zihuan adapted to the environment, took the initiative to integrate, and became a girl in Yichun Garden.

She never saw the girl again, and she knew that the people who were taken away by Yulong Lake were more than lucky. She is glad she survived and enjoys the state she is in.

Women, this is this kind of animal that is led by the environment, I said in my heart.

Half a year later, at an inconclusive drinking party, she saw the crying girl again, and she was completely different. In three or two clicks, the drunken man in the drinking party was cleaned up, and her appearance also changed.

That was the first time Zihuan felt oppressive.

After another half a year, the girl became the Oiran of Yichun Garden, and her name was Iris. Moreover, Iris is more able to adapt to the environment than Zihuanlai, and has a sense of distance in some form.

This made Zihuan cry out to panic, and later there were more and more people looking for Iris, and the number of people who came to find Zihuan gradually decreased, the dignitaries and nobles no longer came, and the merry scholars no longer came.

If you are pushed down from the top of the mountain, you will definitely fall to your death. If you are pushed down from the middle of the mountain, you will be seriously injured if you don't die, and if you have never been to the top of the mountain, you have never been up to the middle of the mountain, and if you go down to the bottom of the mountain, it is only a big psychological gap at most.

Zihuan is the woman with a huge psychological gap.