Chapter 19: Reality in Nightmares
"Stop it, stay where it's cool, don't yell here. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info" Xiao Luo walked over slowly, and unlike his appearance, his temper was quite hot.
Su Mo felt as if something weighing a thousand pounds was pressing on his body, and he couldn't even lift his legs, and it was difficult to move an inch. Although the sword in his hand did not increase in the slightest, he still couldn't swing it because his arm was too heavy.
Is it an oracle? Isn't it impossible to use oracles in Starfall? So what's going on?
Xiao Luo walked in front of Su Mo, "It turns out that I don't bother to care what kind of garbage you are, but you are now my subordinate, don't embarrass me." With your current two moments, I don't know how you will die if you really start to do it. β
"Shut up! I'm going to kill this bastard, I'm going to pay him for it in blood! Su Mo roared.
Xiao Luo came up with a kick, and a strong wind blew in his face. This kick directly kicked Su Mo several times before stopping, "Want revenge?" Then you have the strength to take revenge. When you can defeat me, you are coming to seek revenge on this blue-haired chicken, or I will beat you up once I see it. β
Feng was very displeased when he heard Xiao Luo call him a blue-haired chicken, but he didn't dare to say anything, he was also like Su Mo at this time, his body was heavy and he couldn't move.
Su Mo lowered his head and left without saying anything. He wasn't afraid of Xiaoluo, nor was he afraid of Feng, he was afraid of himself. Xiao Luo was right, Su Mo didn't have the ability to take revenge at all now, and he couldn't defeat Kaede. After being in Starfall God for almost a week, he also has a general understanding of several star officials of Starfall God.
The strongest of the twelve star officers is the Capricorn star officer, who is said to have killed the second-level death god alone and was unscathed. The second is the Aquarius star officer, Maple. It's a genius boy with an absolute defense that can block everything.,I'm very scheming.,It's the right-hand man on the seat.γ He became the only one of the star officers who was able to meet directly with the seat.
As for Yagami Ryuzaki, everyone says that he is an amorous prodigal son who is surrounded by many female members because of his handsome appearance. As for the strength, everyone said it was negligible. But Su Mo and Yagami Ryuzaki fought together, and he knew very well that the strength of himself and Yagami Ryuzaki was actually about the same, and even he was inferior to Yagami Ryuzaki.
What Su Mo feared most was weakness, that feeling of powerlessness, he never wanted to experience it anymore. It only takes one time to experience that feeling. When his mother left him two years ago, he had already felt it deeply, and the feeling of hating himself and disgusting himself was like a dense tattoo that became the mark of his life.
He was now almost frantically hungry for power, because he knew very well that he was really too weak.
"Brother, you have to be patient, you must endure loneliness, because I have always been with you."
The girl in the white dress seemed to be standing in front of Su Mo's eyes at this moment, with gentle eyes and gentle faces. The gentleman has been holding a sword for ten years, just to seek power for one day. Loneliness is a long process, and perhaps a short one.
"Brother, do you remember? You were riding your bike that day, and I was sitting behind you, and the dusk fell on us, and your pupils were red. β
An image came to Su Mo's mind, he was standing on a grassland. The boy glared hard at the bike, and the girl in the white dress sat in the back seat and let out a silver bell-like laugh. The dusk is beautiful and drapes the whole world in a hazy color.
The boy still had his back to Su Mo, and the girl's face was blurred. In such a warm picture, Su Mo felt lonely. The deep sense of loneliness is like a beast trapped in a cage, eager to rush out of the picture.
"Brother, I will always be with you, even if it is the end of the earth and the vicissitudes of life, I will always be by your side. Along the way, I will listen to beautiful songs with you and watch the changing scenery together. β
The scene shifts to a room full of vintage British dΓ©cor. A girl in a white dress was sitting on the windowsill, her beautiful eyes looking out the window. The slender calves like lotus roots swayed back and forth, stirring Su Mo's mind.
Where there are girls, there are naturally boys, and the boy still has his back to Su Mo, and the cut apple with a toothpick and sends it to the girl's mouth, "What if one day my brother is gone?" β
The girl took a bite of the apple, "I will go wherever you go, and if you can't go anywhere, then I will accompany you." β
The boy touched the girl's head dotingly, "Silly girl, my brother can't be with you forever." Sooner or later, one day a little girl will grow into a big girl, and then she will meet a boy who falls in love with her at first sight. When the last two of them are together, they will no longer think of the boy who is called the elder brother. β
The girl shook her head vigorously, "I don't believe it, I will definitely miss my brother." β
The boy smiled, "It's useless if you don't believe it, it's inevitable." β
"Will my brother remember me?"
The boy ate a piece of apple by himself, shook his head, and laughed, "I won't miss you, you can't eat it."
The girl suddenly fell silent, something sparkling in her eyes was turning, and her face was full of thoughts, "If one day, I leave you, please don't think about me, dear brother." β
When the story ended, Su Mo suddenly woke up, as if he had had a long nightmare, such a real nightmare. Su Mo found that he was unknowingly holding his mother's Colt revolver that he had treasured for an unknown number of years. According to my mother, this large-caliber revolver was made in Germany, and the original purpose of producing it was to shoot elephants, and it was easy to blow a person's head with this gun.
"What the hell am I afraid of?" Su Mo laughed at himself silently.
"You're scared of me." A confident voice suddenly remembered in Su Mo's ears.
The scene in front of me changed in an instant, no longer the plain at dusk, but the junction of heaven and hell. Here, the whole world seems to be divided into two halves by a mysterious force, half is a paradise full of love and justice; Half of the cliffs are scorched earth, filled with purgatory of evil and deceit.
A pair of blood-red eyes stared at Su Mo out of nowhere, Su Mo wanted to find it, but it was in vain, "Who are you?" β
"I am yourself, and my strength is your strength. Aren't you desperate for power? So why are you afraid of me? As long as you can accept my power, let alone this kid named Feng, even the old immortal on the seat can kill you for you. β
"And what price do you want me to pay?" Su Mo asked. There is no free lunch in the world, Su Mo understands this truth, everything is rewarded.
"Quite simply, I just want your body. You don't have to sigh at my generosity, I think it's a good deal, at least for you. My dear God, Jesus will bless you. β
"My body? Took my body, what would happen to me? β
"It's not a big deal, you're just going to fall into an eternal nightmare and never wake up. It's like a magic sleeping beauty, how serene and beautiful. Moreover, you have even avenged your revenge, what is the point of your existence? It's better to sleep all the time to save yourself from worry. β
"It would be lonely." Su Mo muttered.
If a person forgets himself, how lonely should he be? Su Mo didn't dare to imagine, just as he didn't dare to imagine Beethoven's initial state of mind when he was deaf, how desperate and lonely it was.
"If you want to gain power, you have to pay a price, it could be time, it could be life. I'll take the middle part, and I want your existence. β
"Impossible! I can't give it to you! Su Mo was furious, and his mood suddenly became unstable, which was not like him at all. Was he terrified of the voice? Is it like the fear of loneliness?
Su Mo suddenly opened his eyes, and what appeared in front of him was the big face of Yagami Ryuzaki.
Yagami Ryuzaki used his fingers to pull away the Colt on top of his chest, "I'll go, what are you doing?" I didn't eat, I ran back with a gun and pointed blindly, and I wasn't afraid of going off. How? Trained by Mentor Xiaoluo, unhappy? β
"Is this another dream?" Su Mo asked. I don't know who to ask, whether it's a gentle and beautiful girl in a white dress, or arrogant arrogance.
Yagami Ryuzaki sat on the sofa, "Dream that you are a big-headed ghost, and when you finish ordering the dishes, you will run away." It hurt me to eat two people's portions by myself, and I had to pay for two portions. I'm not like you, I just arrived at Starfall, and I have a selection reward, but I'm so poor that I eat dirt. β
"Where's Kaede?"
"He? How good can he be, he was beaten violently by Mentor Luo. Mentor Xiaoluo is well-known for his shortcomings, and other mentors don't dare to stop him, so they can't beat them together. β
Su Mo nodded, not wanting to admit anything, just a polite gesture, "Who the hell is Xiao Luo?" Why is he so strong? β
Yagami Ryuzaki stretched, "Xiao Luo is not an ordinary person, and even the seat respects him very much. I heard that he used to be a high-ranking member of the mafia, so he has a violent personality and speaks very badly. It is said that because he knew some secrets that he should not know, the mafia decided to deal with him internally. But what he didn't expect was that Xiao Luo alone wiped out the entire mafia, all the people were killed, and not a single one was left alive. β
Su Mo sat opposite Yagami Ryuzaki, listening to him talk eloquently, with a child's cough on his face, most of which was a useless expression, and said: "It sounds like a stupid writer who wrote a second-rate dragon Aotian novel, I can't hear anything other than bullshit."
"That's right, Xiaoluo has only one synonym, and that is awesome."