303. Accept fate

Hu Hongmei said with tears: "You said before that you would divorce, and you will divorce after we graduate, and then we will live together forever, and now you say that we are wrong, we should keep our own family, which of your sentences is true?"

"Before, I was too naïve, Hu Hongmei, the reality is much crueler than we imagined, we can't afford to toss, and we can't afford to lose. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoIf you really love me, just let me go, okay? ”

Hu Hongmei was disheartened and didn't want to say anything more.

For a moment, both of them fell silent.

Zheng Kai was sitting on pins and needles, he didn't want to stay here too long, he stood up and said, "That's it!" Hu Hongmei, let's not contact each other in the future, you do your business well, and if you have money, you can still live a good life. ”

Zheng Kai said that he was about to leave.

Hu Hongmei stopped him, "Wait a minute, I haven't finished my words yet!" ”

"What else hasn't been clarified?" Zheng Kai said patiently.

"I'll ask you one last question."

"Okay, you ask!" Zheng Kai clasped his hands.

"You...... Have you ever loved me? ”

"Love, but love can't be eaten, we can only succumb to reality."

"Do you still love me?" Hu Hongmei did not give up.

Zheng Kai shook his head, "Hu Hongmei, let's face the reality!" ”

"Zheng Kai, I can endure the loneliness and wait for you alone before you graduate, and I will never go to school with you to find you and affect you, but after graduation, can you still come to me again, I will always wait for you here, okay?"

"Hu Hongmei, why are you bothered? I can promise you against my will, but if I don't come to you when the time comes, won't you be even more disappointed and sad? I can't hurt you anymore. ”

Zheng Kai was moved by his words, yes, if it was just to get rid of the current Hu Hongmei, he could casually agree, but he knew that when he was interrupted, he would suffer from it. If you do this, you will have endless consequences. He only hopes that he can sleep peacefully with Hu Hongmei after a clean break.

All the things that should be said have been made clear, Zheng Kai doesn't want to say anything more, it doesn't make sense to say anything more, he just wants to get out of here as soon as possible and get rid of this woman as soon as possible.

He didn't hesitate to open the door and run away, as if rushing out, and said to Qin Zihao and Li Weimin who were waiting outside the door: "Let's go!"

Qin Zihao and Li Weimin looked at Hu Hongmei's rental house and saw that the door was ajar, and Hu Hongmei did not come out.

They wanted to go and say hello to Hu Hongmei, but Zheng Kai pulled them and said, "Let's go, let's go, let's go!" I've made everything I need to say to her. ”

Zheng Kai dragged Qin Zihao and Li Weimin away, Zheng Kai walked quickly, as if he was afraid that Hu Hongmei would catch up, they left there quickly.

Hu Hongmei sat motionless for a long, long time, until it was completely dark, and there were buzzing mosquitoes around her.

Hu Hongmei was bitten by a mosquito before she came to her senses, she closed the door, didn't turn on the light, didn't wash, just threw herself on the bed and lay down.

Although she knew that seeing Zheng Kai still couldn't change anything, but after she saw him, she really gave up.

Pomegranate is right, she should stop the loss in time, the only thing she should really do in the future is to make money well, work hard to make money, with money, be able to support herself, be able to live a decent life than others, she is no worse than those classmates who graduated from college.

As for emotional matters, she thought, maybe this life can only be a lonely life!

walked into a marriage in a daze, only to find that such a marriage did not bring some improvement to her life as she imagined, but because of marriage, she was trapped to death. It's like walking into a dead end, taking the university entrance exam is her only hope, and finally got admitted to the university, met Zheng Kai, she thought that she finally met someone who was worth all her life for, that knows, for him, she lost the goal and hope she has been working hard for, only to know that everything has become empty.

She envies pomegranates, at a young age, she met a Jiang Hongxiang who can do her best to be good to her wholeheartedly, she is lucky emotionally, no matter how good she is, like Xia Xiaowei, it is not bad to have a person who is ordinary but can live peacefully and coexist, but she Hu Hongmei just doesn't have that life, she is dead, not only for men, but also for her future emotional life.

Hu Hongmei figured it out, so she quickly fell asleep, and when she woke up the next morning, she was already full of blood.

Hu Hongmei planned to go to the train station to sell goods, and when she got there, she set up a stall for a day and found that there were more people there, and the food sold there was very popular.

Since then, Hu Hongmei has moved her business location to the vicinity of the train station.

Because she lived far from the train station, Hu Hongmei simply rented a small shop nearby to cook peanuts and sell corn, potatoes and sweet potatoes.

Hu Hongmei quit the previous rental house, ate and lived in the store, opened the door during the day, and slept in the store after closing the stall at night.

Hu Hongmei's cooking shop is doing very well, and she can't be busy alone, so she posted a job advertisement in front of the store and found a woman about her age to help.

This woman is also a young man who has gone to the countryside, she can't find a job after returning to the city, she has been idle at home, and she can work here with Hu Hongmei with an income of 20 yuan a month, she cherishes this hard-won job very much, so she works very hard and is willing to endure hardships.

Hu Hongmei has a helper, cooking more, business is better, although she is busy every day and is about to collapse, but after closing the stall in the evening, she counts the income of this day, which is five or six times the income before, so no matter how tired she is, it is bitter and sweet.

When Hu Hongmei started, she planned to say goodbye to the past completely, and she no longer had any contact with everyone in the past, so she returned the original rental house, and changed the place of doing business from the station near the school to the train station, the city is so big, since then the classmates and teachers in the school can no longer see her, and the absurd things in her past, those who were laughed at by the school's classmates and teachers have passed like a nightmare.

But occasionally, after a busy day, at the night when the noise and hustle and bustle of the train station have returned to silence, Hu Hongmei will have an indescribable loneliness and dazedness.

She now earns a lot of money every day, she no longer has to worry about not having money and making life difficult, after the initial satisfaction that money brings her, she sometimes feels a little dazed, and she doesn't know why she has such feelings.

Until that night, she suddenly remembered the scenes of everyone talking and laughing in the dormitory when she was in school, and remembered the details of daily life that seemed ordinary at the time, but now she thinks about it very warmly, and she feels very warm in her heart.

It dawned on her that the thing she had always felt was missing was her friends.