As the days passed, everything seemed to begin to calm down, but now invisibly, it seemed to be a little fluctuating, and everything was still unknown. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Liu Yuxi has been discharged from the hospital and returned home, and there is a special maid to take care of her at home every day, but Liu Yuxi doesn't say a word, and she is depressed every day.

She no longer worries, no longer suffers, no longer thinks about when her husband will come back, and she doesn't think about what way to save her marriage, so that Zuo Junyu loves her and can tie up her husband, but sits on the windowsill every day and looks at the scenery outside.

The loss of her child hit her so hard that she had given up all hope and affection and left with her child.

Zuo Junyu may be out of guilt, and the number of times he goes home every day seems to have become more and earlier.

But even if she stood with Liu Yuxi, she never said a word to him, and she no longer had the enthusiasm she used to have.

Liu Yuxi is an extreme woman, either passionate as fire, or completely cooled down, and the state at this time may be extremely cool.

Late at night, Zuo Junyu heard the sound of ping-pong downstairs, she went downstairs to take a look, and found Liu Yuxi stir-frying in the kitchen.

Zuo Junyu looked at the time, it was already three o'clock in the morning, he walked into the kitchen, and saw Liu Yuxi skillfully putting the dishes in the pot into the plate.

Suddenly, Liu Yuxi turned to Zuo Junyu and said, "Come and eat, wait a minute, the food will be cold." ”

When she had finished speaking, she brought the food to the table in the dining room, filled a bowl of rice, and sat there motionless.

Zuo Junyu was a little surprised, "What are you doing?" ”

Liu Yuxi didn't seem to hear his words, and then said, "Let's eat." ”

Liu Yuxi didn't react, his tone was very flat, and there was no expectation in his eyes.

After hesitating for a moment, Zuo Junyu walked to the table and sat on a chair.

He glanced at Liu Yuxi, and the woman was staring at him at this time, with a smile on her face.

Zuo Junyu looked at the dishes on the plate and the rice in the bowl, and he didn't know why, his heart was very heavy.

So in the middle of the night, Zuo Junyu ate the meal that Liu Yuxi cooked for her, without any question, very quietly.

And Liu Yuxi sat there and watched him finish eating, and then silently put away the dishes, washed them, and put the dishes back in place.

Zuo Junyu was still sitting in the hall at this time and didn't leave, and when he saw Liu Yuxi come out, he stopped her: "Liu Yuxi." ”

Liu Yuxi turned around: "Is there anything else?" ”

"Are you alright?"

Liu Yuxi frowned: "What can I do?" But can the two of us talk? ”

"What?"

Zuo Junyu was a little surprised by her leaping thinking.

"Is that okay?" Liu Yuxi asked again.

Zuo Junyu nodded: "Yes, what do you want to talk to me about?" ”

This time, he is willing to talk to Liu Yuxi.

The two of them sat in the hall and were silent for a while before Liu Yuxi finally spoke, "Junyu, you are willing to eat the food I cooked today, and there are no doubts, I am very happy." ”

Although she said so, her expression was so lonely.

Zuo Junyu said: "That incident...... You're sad, aren't you? ”

Liu Yuxi suddenly smiled weakly, "Do you still care if I'm sad or not?" Don't you wish that kid was knocked out? Well, now you can finally get your wish, my child is gone, that's my child. ”

This time, Liu Yuxi focused on my children, not ours.

She knew that Zuo Junyu had always disliked this child and would never admit him.

Zuo Junyu listened to these words, and his heart was a little heavy.

"I'm sorry about this, if you hate me, then hate it." Liu Yuxi's child was miscarried, and he felt uncomfortable, if it was a miscarriage for other reasons, he might not be so weak-hearted, just because he accidentally pushed her to her to have a miscarriage, so the child was killed by him.

"Junyu, you should know that it is useless to apologize, I apologize to you for the things I did before, you didn't forgive me, but hated me more and more."

Zuo Junyu asked, "So what?" You're getting more and more of me now, aren't you? Even hate me. ”

This question doesn't even need Liu Yuxi to answer, Zuo Junyu already knows it.

He killed her child, how could she not hate him?

Liu Yuxi suddenly smiled and shook his head: "I don't hate you." ”

"What?" Zuo Junyu was a little surprised by her words.

"I said I don't hate you, because all this is my own doing, and this is the retribution I deserve." Liu Yuxi closed her eyes and leaned on the sofa, her face full of helplessness and pain, which was an emotion she had not had in a while.

"Liu Yuxi, what do you mean by that?" Did this woman figure it out?

Liu Yuxi turned his head to him and said, "I've been thinking about it all this time, why did things become like this? Everything was fine, but it turned out to be worse and worse. I was thinking that if I hadn't stood on the roof and threatened you, and you were married to Zhang Xiaodie, maybe you would be happy now, and I wouldn't have lost my children. ”

Her thought ruined three people and one life.

Liu Yuxi's voice was very heavy, and every word contained incomparable sadness, it was her biological child's own blood and blood, and it was gone.

Hearing Liu Yuxi's words, Zuo Junyu's heart became heavier and heavier, "You regret saying that, don't you?" ”

Liu Yuxi nodded, "Yes, I regret it, I shouldn't have done that, I did despicable things for my love, I thought there would be no retribution in this world at all, but until now I didn't know that there was retribution, but sometimes it was not necessarily retribution on myself, but on my children, I lost my children, and my children suffered on my behalf." I don't deserve to be a mother, I don't deserve it at all. Liu Yuxi's tears fell one by one, and his whole body trembled.

"So, Liu Yuxi, what are you going to do?" Zuo Junyu asked.

Liu Yuxi shook his head: "I don't know, I don't want to do anything now, I'm no longer qualified to do anything, I'm so tired, really tired." ”

After Liu Yuxi finished speaking, he got up from the sofa and was about to go to the room, Zuo Junyu didn't stop him, he didn't say anything, watching her leave, for the first time he saw desolation and helplessness from Liu Yuxi's back.

…………

Following.

Ye Zijing was about to go to the laboratory after getting up, when she suddenly received a phone call, and she was a little shocked when she saw the caller ID, it was actually Liu Yuxi.

Then she answered the phone: "Hey? ”

Liu Yuxi's voice on the other end of the phone was a little weak, "Ye Zijing, do you have time?" Is it okay if I want to see you? ”