017 Disheartened
Ji Mengmeng is actually very able to understand her mother's approach, she has always told herself that her mother does not love her, but she is powerless. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
She actually knows better than anyone about Yao Meiling's situation in the Ji family over the years.
When she was younger, her mother actually loved her, oh no, she loves her very much now.
It's just that every time she is bullied by Ji Aiai, if her mother is on her side, then next time she will definitely be bullied worse by Ji Aiai.
Especially after Ji Aiai became an adult, he became even more arrogant in this family.
Because Ji Aiai's mother has always been in poor health and has not received much maternal love, Ji's father feels that he owes his daughter a lot and has always doted on this eldest daughter.
This has further nurtured Ji Aiai's rebellious mentality, in this family, she is a veritable little princess, what she says must be obeyed by everyone, otherwise she will always change her ways to make Ji Guanhua think that she was bullied at home.
It is conceivable that Yao Meiling does not have the strength even if she wants to help Ji Mengmeng.
Her maintenance is tantamount to a double-edged sword, not only can it not help Ji Mengmeng, but it adds fuel to the fire and makes Ji Aiai even worse.
The more Ji Mengmeng thought about it, the more sad she became, is this home really her home?
Dad kicked her out of the house so easily, never wanting to listen to her explanation, and never giving her a chance to defend herself.
How she wanted his approval, and yet he completely ignored her existence, he didn't even want to recognize her as a daughter.
It seems that this family really only has Ji Aiai, the eldest lady, is enough, she is redundant.
Ji Mengmeng finally recognized this fact, over the years, she has suffered a lot of grievances, she has never been so disheartened as today, she feels unprecedented despair.
She felt that her life suddenly found no direction, and day after day, year after year, she lived in fear.
I don't know when Ji Aiai will find trouble for herself, I don't know when what I do will make my father unhappy, and I don't know when my mother will vent on herself because she lost money playing mahjong.
I'm so tired, I'm really tired, who's going to save her, she really doesn't know how to continue to live.
Human emotions are always like this, once a string is too tight for a long time, there will always be a time to break.
At this moment, Ji Mengmeng is in such a mood, like a lonely boat, floating with the waves in the vast sea, not knowing where he should go.
This loneliness and helplessness made her vulnerable and hopeless like never before.
There have been countless times when she has curled herself up in the bed at night, and then kept telling herself to be strong.
However, at this moment, she felt that all her motivation for life had suddenly disappeared, and she could no longer hypnotize herself like this.
Grief is greater than heart death, she has lost the ability to save herself.
The Ji family's villa did not change in the slightest because of what happened just now, Ji Guanhua changed his clothes and dined happily with Ji Aiai in the dining room.
Although Yao Meiling's face was a little unsightly, she didn't treat her stomach badly, she also sat down silently and ate her own dinner, and the servants of the Ji family were even more accustomed to doing their own things.
No one showed due concern for Ji Mengmeng's absence, as if this was not the first time such a thing had happened, and everyone had not changed in the slightest because of this sudden change, and their rhythm of life was still moving forward in an orderly manner on the original track.
"Lao Ji, when I was playing cards with Mrs. Yuan today, I heard that something seems to be wrong with Lao Yu?"
Originally, Ji Guanhua was comforting Ji Ai Ai to eat more, don't be sad anymore, hearing Yao Meiling say this, he suddenly threw his chopsticks on the table without warning, and the rice bowl was placed on the table with a bang, and he glared at Yao Meiling fiercely.
"Eat your meal, who made you chew the root of people's tongues all day long?"
"I'm doing this for the good of our family, if something happens to Lao Yu, it's not what he promised last time......"
The more Yao Meiling spoke, the quieter she became, because Ji Guanhua's face was so ugly that she looked like she was going to be eaten alive.
She actually didn't want to believe these words, but it was about herself, she had to believe it, and she always had to hear Ji Guanhua's reply in person to feel at ease.
"Shut up, what are you talking nonsense?"
Ji Guanhua's expression of wanting to eat people made Yao Meiling very inexplicable.
"Lao Ji, why are you making such a big fuss at me?"
Yao Meiling looked very innocent.
"You ......"
Ji Guanhua pointed at Yao Meiling with his finger, trembling with anger, not knowing what to say.
"What am I, don't I even have the right to speak in this family? You just beat Meng Meng, is it possible that you still want to beat me? Yao Meiling threw away the chopsticks, looking very bitter, supported her forehead with one hand, and burst into tears, "Our mother and daughter are really miserable, woo...... How do you spend your days? ”
Yao Meiling cried louder and louder.
"Why are you crying?" Ji Ai stood up from the stool and yelled at Yao Meiling, "If you want to cry for your daughter, go up and cry, don't disturb me and my father to eat." ”
"You ...... You guys...... Ah...... O my poor daughter...... Forget it if Dad doesn't hurt you, why don't I even have the right to speak now? …… O daughter, my poor daughter......"
"Have you had enough? Your daughter beats her sister regardless of age, is it still wrong for me to be a father's discipline? Yao Meiling, let me tell you, if you dare to talk nonsense in front of Ai Ai again, see how I clean you up. “
Ji Guanhua scolded Yao Meiling angrily, and at the same time, he did not forget to gently comfort Ji Aiai, "Baby, you eat alone first, I'll talk to your Aunt Yao about something, be good, eat by yourself." ”
"Daddy, what are you talking about? What happened to Uncle Yu that she said just now? Does it have anything to do with us? ”
Ji Aiai really cared about Ji Guanhua, and seeing Ji Guanhua so nervous, she couldn't help but be curious about what Yao Meiling meant by what she just said.
Ji Guanhua's face was slightly embarrassed, stunned, and then pulled out a smile again, and comforted: "Baby, what can happen, your Uncle Yu is fine, don't worry, Dad won't let you have anything." ”
Ji Aiai felt that something was wrong, this is so decent, why did Daddy suddenly say such inexplicable words, what wouldn't make him have trouble?
"Daddy, I ......"
"Alright, baby, eat quickly, or it will be cold in a while."
Ji Guanhua hurriedly interrupted Ji Aiai's words and glanced at Yao Meiling, who had to reluctantly follow upstairs.
Before going upstairs, she glanced at Ji Aiai meaningfully, and Ji Aiai glared back unto be outdone, but she was even more suspicious in her heart, not knowing what Daddy was hiding from her.
Looking at the backs of the two of them going upstairs, and then looking at the direction of Ji Mengmeng's room on the second floor, Ji Aiai finally showed a victorious smile.