Liu Ailing looked ahead blankly, and the scenes in the past were like movies engraved in her mind. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

She is indeed from Suzhou, and she did go to SH with her mother to look for relatives at the age of five.

But it's not a relative, it's a father.

She is the product of a sunny night, as for why her timid mother dared to give birth unmarried in such an era, until now, Liu Ailing does not know.

She knew for as long as she could remember that she was a sticker of shame on her mother's forehead.

Not only relatives from other families, but also neighbors, even three-year-old children will point at her nose and scold "wild seeds." ”

Her mother couldn't protect her, because she didn't dare to do anything but cry.

In those days, in addition to being spit on and throwing stones, it was also directed by adults and children from other families.

A little unpleasant, it was a meal of punches and kicks, but in order to have a bite to eat, the mother and daughter never left the house.

In this way, he was hungry and full, and he grew up to five years old in a foreign house.

Liu Ailing didn't know if if it weren't for the three-year famine, she would have been squeezed by outsiders until the last bit of labor was squeezed out.

Unfortunately, during those three years of famine, food was much more expensive than human life.

Labor, on the other hand, is the least valuable thing.

So, of course, the mother and daughter were kicked out of the house!

There is only one piece of clothing on her body to cover her shame, which can only be called a cover, and this dress has been with her since birth.

Only in the dead of night, my mother didn't know where to find the pieces of cloth, and they were picked up little by little with her height.

You don't even have to clean up a change of clothes, so you still wear a piece of clothing during the day and wash it at night.

Winter is my mother's torn cotton jacket, which has survived one cold winter after another.

Five-year-old Liu Ailing hugged the torn cotton jacket, watched her mother kneel in front of the family and begged bitterly, and finally asked for a few brooms, and even drove and beaten, and the mother and daughter were completely on the street.

After a few days of wandering around SZ City, the mother and daughter decided to go to SH to find their father.

In those years, there were people fleeing everywhere, and they followed this group of people to peel the bark of trees, find grass roots, and survive, and reached their destination.

But how can it be so easy to find relatives in a huge city?

What's more, her mother didn't know anything other than knowing that the other party was a sh person.

Finally, with his mother's clumsy drawing skills, he drew an abstract portrait of a piece of waste paper picked up from a garbage heap and charcoal.

Liu Ailing knew from then on that her father looked like this.

She told Li Hao about herself, and the survival experience of sleeping in the bridge cave to pick up garbage is real.

In such a survival environment where the weak eat the strong, the little Liu Ailing began to learn to fight back.

She had a blade on her that she had picked up from a garbage dump.

It was the first time she had seen someone fight over something and someone was injured.

When it was over, she saw the shiny thing in the red blood.

Since then, she has known that when she is beaten, she can fight back.

Moreover, the winner has something to eat.

Soon, she found a bare steel bar in the bridge hole, and sharpened the blade on it.

This blade gave her her first taste of resistance, and the benefits that a victor brings.

There was an older child, who had just arrived, and took a fancy to the territory of their mother and daughter, and came to drive people away while his mother was not at home.

As a result, she was like a crazy little wild cat, risking her life to fight with others.

The territory was held, and she found the team.

Liu Ailing was absorbed by the local gangsters with her ruthlessness, and there was a little brother who took special care of her, so she no longer had to worry about going out to pee, and she would be occupied when she came back.

Since then, her life has consisted of walking the streets with her little brothers, begging, or picking up garbage to sell.

I don't know how the three years of famine survived, but fortunately I survived.

My mother would go out every day to find odd jobs, and she would also bring back food, although it was a cold scrap, but fortunately, she could hold her stomach.

Later, he even began to slowly bring money back.

And so the days went by, day by day, until one day.

One of their little brothers, Ah Hua, had one of his fingers cut off.

The other party provoked and said that he would fight, and whoever loses will get out of this realm.

They couldn't swallow this breath and decided to go to the appointment, which was held in a very famous flower street Willow Lane, commonly known as the red light district.

That smell, to this day, Liu Ailing can clearly remember, the alley is very deep and narrow, and there is a cheap smell of rouge gouache everywhere.

This alley is the intermediary line between the two plots, and everyone usually behaves very well.

Ah Hua was also on his own turf, and was plotted by someone in a sack, because he wanted him to pass the word, so he picked up a small life.

Normally, this is a territory that they will not easily set foot in.

If it weren't for Ah Hua, Liu Ailing wouldn't know when she would find out that her mother had become a cheap prostitute NV In Liu Ailing's heart, although her mother was weak, she still taught herself to protect her reputation whenever and wherever she was.

This is the foundation of a woman's life in the world.

Therefore, she cut herself into a tomboy hairstyle early in the morning, and coupled with her young age, she is even more androgynous.

But that day, in the dim light, the mother who kept saying that she wanted to protect the name of the festival snuggled up in the arms of an old man pretentiously.

Playing the appearance of an infinitely shy girl, is that really a mother?

At that time, Liu Ailing's first reaction was not anger, but a mind full of questions.

Where did that cheap cheongsam on my mother come from?

I usually lower my eyebrows and don't find it, but in fact, I also have a charming side of raising my eyebrows?

Where did she put on her makeup?

Usually when I go back to Qiaodong, I don't have any fat powder smell on my body?

When I came back, I was still wearing the same patched clothes as when I went out, and my yellow hair was simply coiled back my head.

At this moment, even if the lights are dim, Liu Ailing can still clearly see the red lips carefully painted by her mother.

is being gnawed by a bloated old man, and it looks like eating fatty slices.

Isn't it disgusting?

When she was stunned, the two sides were already fighting together.

But they are all teenagers, and no matter how ruthless they are, they only use sticks and rarely use knives.

But this time it was obvious that it was a hard stubble, and the other party first crushed us in terms of numbers, and there were quite a few adults with machetes in their hands.

This obviously breaks the rules, but who still tells you the rules at this time, save your life first.

Otherwise, Liu Ailing would not be able to survive with a single blade.

"Run!"

Liu Ailing is still in a daze.

But his arm was grabbed by the little brother, and he ran lifelessly in the direction he came.

Liu Ailing was panting so much that her lungs were about to burst out, and the little brother who was pulling him was also panting like a cow, but he was still running for his life.

"What's going on?" Finally ran to a garbage heap, the two hid, Liu Ailing forced the churning cough and asked.

"Dead."

"What?"

Cat Niuer said

It's going to be the weekend soon, lalala~~~