After listening to Gao Lan's words, I instantly understood why Sister An Yue wanted to help me cover up what I did. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

I thought that since that farewell, I thought that my years of friendship with Sister An Yue and Wang Zishi had just dissipated.

But no, Sister An Yue did not take the relationship between us lightly than time, on the contrary, she has been concerned about my life after I left.

Turning her head to look at An Yue, the moment she came into contact with my gaze, she opened her eyes, picked up the wine glass and took a sip of wine casually.

I don't know what An Yue's mood was after I went to Xiamen, but I have my own difficulties, and I just hope she doesn't blame me...........

"Xiamen.......... I will still go back, as for the position of director of Tianyue, I have already submitted my resignation........ I hope Sister An Yue can allow ............"

"What do you say? You repeat? Gao Lan looked at me with an angry expression.

Since that time I made up my mind to escape from this city, my mood has been extremely low, I feel sorry for everyone around me, I can't see the future at all in this city, and Jiang Yan's departure has hit my fragile heart again..........

There are some things that can't be escaped, although I know that Sister An Yue is for my good, but this city has given me too many constraints, and I can only choose to escape.

"I said that I have found a job in Xiamen, and I will not go back to Tianyue." And........ I don't have the face to go back to Tianyue, even if I go back, how will I face Jeremy Lin, and how will I face the stone?

Gao Lan shook her head and sneered with hatred on her face: "Heh, really, hehe, Luo Bing, you, really, really powerful." ”

Everyone has been playing since childhood, and Gao Lan's expression must be a prelude to anger.

Jiang Yan saw her like this, pulled Gao Lan, Gao Lan looked at An Yue, then shook off Jiang Yan's hand, and said angrily: "Luo Bing, since you were a child, you have never done a right thing, three years ago, you were self-righteous and ran to SH for a week and were not deceived into pyramid schemes, this time you were played by a woman who didn't know you for three months, do you have any brains?" Are you a man? , heh, I think Jiang Yan's choice is right, hehe. ”

The indulgent atmosphere of the bar lingered in my ears, and Gao Lan's every word and sentence was like a sharp bayonet, mercilessly cutting through my heart and tearing my wounds.

Stimulated by the alcohol, I stood up and looked at Gao Lan with a fierce face and shouted with all my strength: "Yes, I'm just a waste, scum, garbage, I can't give Jiang Yan everything he wants, I can't even compare to one of Ou Zexiu's toes, are you satisfied, are you happy?" ”

Although the heavy metal music in the bar was very loud, my heart-rending catharsis also attracted many men and women around me to point fingers.

After venting, An Yue helped me who was crumbling, and Qiao Yi didn't know where to run over and looked at us with a surprised face.

Alcohol I seem to have given me the courage to release everything. After finishing speaking, my chest rose and fell violently, and I looked at Jiang Yan out of the corner of my eye.

Jiang Yan looked at me with a painful expression, and in the dim light, I seemed to see tears shining in the corners of her eyes.

Why is she crying, hehe, am I dazzled? Does she still have a trace of nostalgia for me, hehe, Luo Bing, you are making yourself amorous again..............

Qiao Yi saw that the situation was wrong and immediately helped me: "Luo Bing, you are drunk, you are drunk, I will send you back." ”

I looked at the three women in front of me in a daze, and I felt more and more that I was a joke.

Ignoring Qiao Yi, I pointed at myself self-deprecatingly and said to them: "Since I was born, I have nothing, all I have is cynicism and endless disdain. I thought I was very happy, after all, I can still have attachment to someone, and now I TM don't even have the qualifications to be attached, how do you let me live in this city, do you want to die? Ah, do you want me to die! ”

After the catharsis, I glanced at Jiang Yan, and for a moment I felt that the relationship between me and her seemed so light...........

"You are like a child, you have to worry about everything and have to be protected by others, do you really love Jiang Yan? Hehe, you don't understand this society at all. Gao Lan continued to glare at me angrily.

An Yue grabbed me and said softly, "Luo Bing, you're drunk, I'll send you back." ”

I felt like they were pitying me, my pride, everything I was worthless in their eyes.

Suddenly I made up my mind not to accept any handouts from them.

Retaining the last bit of self-esteem, I parted An Yue's hand and walked towards the door...........

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It was late at night, I didn't go to the pond this night, I didn't go to the maple bridge, I was suddenly a little afraid to go to a familiar place, I didn't want those memories of the past to slam my broken heart again.............

I really can't stand it anymore and I'm about to collapse...........

Walking in confusion, the surrounding houses and buildings disappeared into the night one by one, and I don't know how long it took, I felt my pocket, only to find that there was only one cigarette left.

The alley was silent and deep, and I followed the street lamp to the end, and finally saw a convenience store.

I went in and bought a pack of Nanjing, looking up at the vast night, how lonely I am at the moment, I am so miserable, I don't even have a person to talk to in my twenty-five years of life.

Walking on, suddenly an iconic light sign caught my eye.

'North West Road', isn't this the alley north of Jinsha Road?

Looking to the opposite side, I saw a colorful lantern flashing at the end of the alley opposite, and the lantern said 'Beixi Nursing Home'

Suddenly, I thought of the day when Xia Yuan pushed a wheelchair out of this intersection.

It turned out that unconsciously, they all went around in a big circle, and suddenly a voice in my head called me, and I looked at the small alley, and I actually had the idea of going in and having a look.

After a year, there are still not many pedestrians on the streets. He dropped his cigarette butt and walked deeper into the alley.

Following the flickering lights, I walked into the nursing home.

It was late at night, and looking around, it was only the size of a football field, but there were four three-story low bungalows, surrounded by buildings and a courtyard in between.

In the yard, there are many grandmothers and old men chatting over the fire, and there is a sigh of emotion in their hearts, although they are entering their old age, but at least there are people who accompany each other, and I .........

The cold wind blew, and I couldn't help but tighten my clothes. At this time, an old man came out of nowhere with a lamp, he looked at me vigilantly, and said, "Who are you looking for?" ”

Looking at his vigilant eyes, I chuckled, the appearance of a strange man at night was indeed very suspicious.