"I found out that you, the great monk, are simply that! It is. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info. Hahaha! She suddenly covered her mouth and burst out laughing.

Yan Tiannan was so brainless that she laughed, but when she looked down, she didn't know when she had held her hand tightly.

He immediately blurted out, "Do you want to say sullen?" ”

Lu Xiaomei was stunned for a moment, and even smiled backwards, and finally couldn't help it, and asked, "Brother Nan, where did you know such a word." ”

Yan Tiannan sighed: "I am practicing in the mountains, but I am not isolated from the world, why do you always think of me so uncivilized?" ”

This time it was Lu Xiaomei's turn to have nothing to say, as if Yan Tiannan's arrival had solidified his impression of Yan Tiannan since the beginning.

At that time, he was wearing a blue-gray monk's robe, holding a long tin staff, and carrying a round burden behind his back, floating from the heavy snow, like the image of the ancient immortals in the movie.

She seems to have forgotten that the rules of modern monks are much less than before, and even now I heard that many monks can also marry wives and start families, eat meat games, and the impression that Yan Tiannan gave her was too dusty, and she forgot all of them.

Yan Tiannan seemed to see what she was thinking.

"Although I am not a stubborn uncivilized monk, I am not a monk either, although there are still uncertainties in the future, as long as I am a Buddhist disciple for one day, I will still abide by the law."

Lu Xiaomei knew in her heart, naturally, Yan Tiannan can have today's achievements, it must be a non-secular thing, how can she compare it with those professional monks, she regretted in her heart: "I didn't mean that, I just want to know, if one day, you meet the love of your heart, will you stay for her." ”

Yan Tiannan's heart moved slightly, he thought for a long time, looked at Lu Xiaomei's expectant eyes, and finally nodded.

"The senior brother once went down the mountain, and after he went back, he taught Yun that love is an illusion, and knowing illusion is leaving. But I think it's good to treat it rationally, cherish fate when fate arrives, and cherish the process when fate doesn't arrive. ”

"Dharma cloud, color is emptiness, emptiness is color, it is to ask disciples to clean themselves, give up lust, not give up the heart of love, in the final analysis, it is still to cross oneself and others."

After listening to this, Lu Xiaomei didn't understand it, but she still understood a trace of the meaning, that is, if there was a fetter, he would not avoid it.

She calmed down a little, and the hand holding him increased a little harder.

Yan Tiannan looked at her condescendingly, his eyes gentle.

After a while, Lu Xiaomei finally smiled with relief, tilted her head and said, "A lot of things, just let it be." ”

"Well, let it be." Yan Tiannan gently let go of Lu Xiaomei's hand, turned around and walked towards the house.

Lu Xiaomei looked at him curiously, and after a while, Yan Tiannan walked out, holding a small box in his hand.

This colorful box was very familiar in Lu Xiaomei's eyes, and she was suddenly overjoyed: "Five flavor candy!" ”

Yan Tiannan handed the box into her hand: "New Year's gift." ”

Lu Xiaomei happily held it in her arms and asked curiously, "Wasn't it out of stock long ago this year?" Where did you buy it from? ”

"A senior brother happened to travel to the south, so he asked him to mail it over." Yan Tiannan's tone was like a breeze, not slow, not sick, cool and comfortable, soothing Lu Xiaomei's scarred heart little by little.

It's the Lantern Festival in a blink of an eye.

But Liang Ya's case has never progressed.

Lu Xiaomei also went out with Yan Tiannan to look for many times during this period, but there was no shadow of Liang Ya as far as the eye of the sky could reach.

Now there are only two possibilities, first, Liang Ya has been taken out of the city, and the second is that Lu Xiaomei is the last thing to think about, Liang Ya is dead.

Because of some festivals with the Liang family, Lu Xiaomei has not been to Liang Ya's house since Liang Ya disappeared.

Speaking of knowing Liang Ya, it was also because of a small incident earlier.

Two years ago.

Once Lu Xiaomei followed Leng Yan to the supermarket to buy snacks, and heard a fierce quarrel from the grain food area from a distance, accompanied by the crying of girls.

Lu Xiaomei likes to watch the excitement, so she squeezed into the crowd with coldness.

After inquiring, I found out that Liang Ya didn't use any strength when she helped her mother carry the eggs, which led to breaking a basket of eggs.

Lu Xiaomei sighed, tiptoeing to look at the girl who was standing behind the adult and crying.

The girl was short and thin, and she looked like she was no more than six or seven years old, so she muttered, "Isn't it intentional to ask a six-year-old to carry eggs?" ”

"What six years old, you see that this child is small, but he is already ten years old, and he often comes here to help her mother carry eggs and rice!" An aunt who was also watching said.

Lu Xiaomei looked at the thin Liang Ya and was a little frightened, how much does it take to be malnourished to grow so small, and for a while she thought about whether this child had been abused: "The child is so thin, is it bad for her?" Buy so many eggs and go back and don't make up for your children? ”

The aunt sighed: "You don't know, where are they here to buy eggs!" This woman is a supermarket delivery person, that is, she delivers eggs and rice and white noodles, their family conditions are not good, the supermarket sees them pitiful, so she gives this woman a job, but the workload is large, and sometimes she is too busy, so Yaya will also come to help. ”

After listening to the aunt's explanation, Lu Xiaomei's heart slowly pinched, she turned her head and glanced at Leng Yan expectantly, but Leng Yan shrugged her shoulders indifferently: "You can do whatever you want, I'll pay!" ”

With Leng Cold's permission, she suddenly got into the crowd and was willing to buy the basket of broken eggs out of her own pocket.

also got acquainted with Liang Ya's family.

Lu Xiaomei has been to Liang Ya's house several times, all to deliver money and food.

Their family is in a temporary house of less than 10 square meters next to the boiler room in the back garden of Jianye Community, and Liang Ya's father helps the community heat to earn money in winter.

Liang Ya's mother is a very talkative woman, gentle and unspoken, and always a little cautious, which really makes Lu Xiaomei unable to connect with the image of arguing with the waiter that day.

Liang Ya relied on the school's funding to go to school, but she was extremely shy and didn't like to talk very much, until Lu Xiaomei took her to check it out later, and found that she had a slight autistic tendency.