98. Hide your thoughts
But you just can't understand this awkward idea. The second grandmother of Chang www.biquge.info not only felt that she was justified the more she thought about it, but she even felt that the concubine in her family who was killed with a rod was wronged. This wronged is not the wrongful one who carried the black pot for Chang Zhifang's mother. but to Cheng Linghui for the wrongs of the black pot.
She felt that Cheng Linghui couldn't tolerate the children left by Chang Jiwen's previous wife, and wanted to poison Chang Zhizhou. His son was inseparable from Chang Zhizhou all day long, so he suffered with it. Otherwise, why is Chang Zhizhou's poison so dangerous and violent, and his son is not obvious?
This second grandmother doesn't know if she is really worried about her brother-in-law. It's just a matter of thinking about it yourself, but you still have to talk to Chang Jiwen. I also thought that I knew the truth inside, and what I said was the Tao. When people listen to it, there is really a little bit of truth.
But Chang Jiwen was a little uneasy about Cheng Linghui in his heart. From then on, there will inevitably be a bitterness between these two people.
Chang Jiwen really can't stay in the second sister-in-law. Leave Cheng Xiaoshan and go back. He knew Cheng Linghui's personality in his heart, but he thought that his sister-in-law once said that the backyard was a battlefield without gunsmoke. I can't let go of the second sister-in-law's speculation in my heart.
He lingered at the door for a long time and saw Cheng Xiaoshan walking out of his second sister-in-law's house. Some surprised: "So fast? "You know, it took a long time to treat Chang Zhizhou.
Cheng Xiaoshan's face was not very good, he shook his head and said, "It's okay not to say it." This boy is better than a woman's hand, and it is always bad. The implication is that there are some slight words for Chang Er's grandmother.
Chang Jiwen followed Cheng Xiaoshan and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Cheng Xiaoshan said: "That kid is already weaker than Ling Lang. I can't stand pulling out the poison anymore, let alone dissolving the residual poison. Chang Er's grandmother couldn't bear to let her son suffer again, so she didn't let him be cured. ”
Chang Jiwen knew that to dissolve the residual poison, it was necessary to use a decoction with a very high temperature. After soaking, the whole body will peel off a layer of skin. It's hard to bear. But if you don't soak it, wouldn't it be bad to leave hidden dangers in the future? Then he asked, "Then there is no more gentle way?" ”
Cheng Xiaoshan said: "It's not absolutely nothing, take care of it well, don't let it get cold." Maybe it won't be a big deal in the future. After saying that, he shook his head, obviously this method is not good.
Chang Jiwen had something on his mind, followed Cheng Xiaoshan all the way, and unconsciously arrived at the door of Cheng Xiaoshan's house.
As the saying goes, people grow old and become fine. Cheng Xiaoshan has practiced medicine all his life and has been in contact with many people. Naturally, he saw that he had something on his mind, so he let him into the house.
Chang Jiwen had the heart to ask Cheng Xiaoshan for advice, why his son was poisoned so quickly, and he didn't know how to speak.
Cheng Xiaoshan brought him a cup of tea and opened his mouth first: "Did you listen to the words of the second grandmother and feel uncomfortable?" ”
Chang Jiwen was embarrassed, but he didn't deny it, and nodded lightly.
Cheng Xiaoshan sighed: "People are not sages." “
Chang Jiwen is so smart, he naturally understands that Cheng Xiaoshan is blaming himself for not being careful. simply said the doubts in my heart.
Cheng Xiaoshan said: "Since Pangu opened the world, everything in heaven and earth has been divided into yin and yang. The art of the five elements runs in it, and it is mutually reinforcing and complementing each other. This is naturally the same with this medicine. If you think about it carefully, did Ling Lang eat anything special during that time? Contingent collision is undecided. ”
Chang Jiwen is a big man, where to pay attention to food and drink. After thinking about it, I couldn't think of a reason, so I could only say honestly: "I have prepared a lot of food at home in the new year, and I haven't paid attention to what he eats." I don't know what conflicts with the drug? ”
Cheng Xiaoshan said: "There are many people who want to say that this medicine and food are in conflict with each other. But things that are counterproductive to that poison are not very common. For example, ginseng is generally not used by children. ”
Chang Jiwen suddenly remembered something, and sighed: "It's about it." "It turned out that because of the two pregnant women in the family, Hua Ruyan specially taught people to stew some ginseng black chicken soup and the like, and gave it to Cheng Linghui and Lu Xiaoxiao to drink.
Although Cheng Linghui's body has been damaged, she has a good physical foundation and recovers quickly. Moreover, she has never eaten precious medicinal herbs such as ginseng. Usually reluctant to drink, always have to give some to Chang Zhizhou.
Cheng Xiaoshan said: "That's about it." Although this ginseng is a great tonic, it has a property that is good at stimulating medicinal properties. The nature is also yang. A child's yang energy is already sufficient. The yang fire that accumulates in the body encounters the yin poison, but it does not come out immediately. Speaking of this, he changed his words: "Actually, even if it is not a coincidence, the medicinal properties are stimulated in advance." Adults don't have to mind. That poison is not something that ordinary people can have. ”
Cheng Xiaoshan sighed again: "It's not a secret." The old decay is also regarded as the Qi Huang family. It's just that the old man is not good at learning and art, and he has not made much progress. My boy is the true legacy of his grandfather. At a young age, he worked in Ouchi. I thought this was a good thing for the glory of the ancestors. Who knows, but it will bring disaster. The root cause is because of this 'lost soul', which has been stirred into the private affairs of the wealthy Gaodi. In the end, the family was ruined. Only the old man was left to run with his young grandson to earn his life. If I hadn't met you, I'm afraid this old bone would have been thrown to a foreign land. Cheng Xiaoshan said sadly, sighing again and again.
Chang Jiwen didn't expect that this inconspicuous old man had a royal doctor at home. In addition to admiration, he had to persuade him with words: "The old man mourns." Now that the leaves have returned to their roots, there will be peaceful days in the future. ”
Cheng Xiaoshan said: "Lord Lao is relieved, these words are spit out today, and the old man feels a lot more relaxed." I am now looking forward to Rui'er getting married as soon as possible and marrying a daughter-in-law so that the Cheng family can spread out. When people get old, they become numb. Those things of the past are also downplayed. Chang Daren......" He looked at Chang Jiwen: "The old man said a word of transcendence." Go back and live a good life with your daughter-in-law, but you can't listen to the wind or rain when others say it. ”
Since Master Chang was beheaded. Chang Jiwen has never heard such a serious persuasion again. Thinking about his own cautious eyes, he was also a little ashamed, and arched his hand and said: "The younger generation has been taught." You are all villagers, you are much older than me, you should always be an elder. I've also resigned, and I'm not an adult. In the future, if you can afford it, call me 'Jiwen', and I will teach you a 'uncle', do you think you can make it? ”
When Cheng Xiaoshan heard this, of course he was happy and said with a smile: "That's good." He also called his grandson: "Rui'er, give you Uncle Wen a gift." ”
Cheng Rui came in from outside and greeted Chang Jiwen according to his words. Chang Jiwen hurriedly returned the salute.
Cheng Xiaoshan smiled to himself: "It's good, it's good." Now Ruier can be regarded as having someone to take care of each other. Even if I'm dead, I'm relieved. He also instructed his grandson: "In the future, I will go to Jiwen's house more often to see if there is anything I need help with, and I have some eyesight." ”
Cheng Rui shyly agreed, turned around and went out to do the work at hand again.
Chang Jiwen said goodbye to Cheng Xiaoshan and went home. I thought this was over, but who knew that there was a storm buried in the secret.
When Chang Jiwen returned home, he didn't mention anything about his second sister-in-law chewing her tongue. He believes in Cheng Linghui's character very much. But Cheng Xiaoshan's words to explain her made him feel a little suspicious.
Cheng Xiaoshan told Chang Jiwen that 'ecstasy' was not something that ordinary people could get, and he wanted to dispel Chang Jiwen's doubts. This was a good heart, but he didn't know that Cheng Linghui had entered the palace.
People are like this, the more they care, the more they have to worry, and they will suffer from gains and losses. For Chang Jiwen, on one side is the eldest son, and on the other hand, he is his beloved wife who is still in confinement. They are the most important people in his mind. He is not an immortal, and even if he knows some things in his heart, he wants to hear a definite answer from the mouth of the person he cares about.
But he knew very well that he couldn't ask about it. Asking it out will definitely hurt the feelings of the two of them. He was heart-wrenched towards Cheng Linghui, but Cheng Linghui was not very sure about him.
Chang Jiwen is not a fool. He could see Zhao Qiao's thoughts. From oneself to others, you can naturally understand Su Tong's feelings. What's more, there is also a Sun Xinglong at home. From the day he accompanied Cheng Linghui back to the door for three days, he knew that Sun Xinglong's kid had a mind for Cheng Linghui. It's just that Cheng Linghui didn't mention it, so he pretended not to know.
Cheng Linghui grew up like a boy, and she does not have the delicate heart of a woman in terms of feelings. Now he is focused on the two children. Chang Jiwen didn't say it, she wouldn't know what he was hiding at all.
Chang Jiwen is also hypocritical. Originally, he planned to hide the words of his second sister-in-law chewing her tongue in her heart and digest it slowly, who knows that people who have something in their hearts are much more sensitive than ordinary people. When he didn't even realize it, he was already dissatisfied with Cheng Linghui's neglect of him. This dissatisfaction grew and weighed on his heart like a stone. It made him feel that the whole person was not good.
Then you can't help it, just say it, he still thinks he feels sorry for his wife, so he doesn't say it.
When Cheng Linghui came out of confinement, the couple lost a lot of weight. Cheng Linghui is hard working and tired. Chang Jiwen is half because of the child, and half is angry by himself.
Chang Zhizhou recovered well, but the newly grown skin was still very delicate and could not be stimulated too much. Cheng Linghui specially asked someone to make him satin underwear. And Chang Zhisong, who has just completed the moon, has grown so much that he can't see that he is a miscarriage child. That kid can eat and sleep, and Cheng Linghui has enough milk. In just one month, the kid has grown white and fat.
He also doesn't recognize milk. Sometimes when he is hungry, Cheng Linghui is busy taking care of Chang Zhizhou, and the servant woman with the child at home feeds him, and he still eats a round belly. It's a world of difference from when I was born.
The building of the house stopped years ago. One is that the weather is cold, and the other is that the mess of the previous year is mixed together, and no one takes care of it. After the New Year, Cheng Linghui thought about simply waiting until the weather was warm before starting work. At that time, the eldest son's health was also better, and the younger son was also a little harder and could be carried out. Since her grandfather died, she has become accustomed to being self-reliant and self-reliant in everything, and she has not included Chang Jiwen in her plan at all.
Chang Jiwen was even more breathless. Thinking that I can't just retire at home, I have to do something. So, out of the New Year, he ran outside every day. also deliberately did not tell Cheng Linghui what he was busy outside. I thought that Cheng Linghui could ask herself. Don't you know that Cheng Linghui has long been familiar with his attitude.
When she first got married, Chang Jiwen was like this, and he didn't tell her anything about the outside world. If he hadn't killed the bandits and let the bandits arrest him, Cheng Linghui wouldn't have known that he was sent by the emperor and made a special trip back to suppress the bandits.
Chang Zhizhou is in good health, so he naturally has to go to school. Adults are inert, let alone a child. Chang Zhizhou's mother died when he was a child, and he grew up in the hands of slaves. The slaves bullied him into being young and ignorant, and refused to be sincere to him. This child has never been loved by adults since he was a child. This poisoning was a blessing in disguise, and I enjoyed the feeling of being hurt and pampered. How do you still want to get up early to go to school every day?
Cheng Linghui coaxed and deceived him to put his schoolbag on his back. This kid held Cheng Linghui's hand and didn't sprinkle it, and the tearful look made nine of the ten people feel soft. Even Cheng Linghui's always hard heart softened. I can only leave the second child who is anxious to eat milk and cry 'wow', hold his hand, and send him to the private school.
Hua Ruyan saw it, and said with a pout: "Sanhuizi, you are so eccentric." I'm going to tell Zhisong that I won't care about you when you're old. ”
Cheng Linghui didn't notice when she changed her name to herself, and her grandmother and mother called herself 'Sanhuizi'. But she didn't care, it sounded kinder this way. smiled: "It's all sons, I don't favor anyone." The second child is still young, what are you afraid of crying twice? You can't delay the boss's studies because of this. ”
Chang Zhizhou proudly stuck out his tongue at the flower like smoke and grimaced.
Hua Ruyan glared: "The little rabbit cub is looking for a fight, isn't it?" "I'm going to hit him.
Chang Zhizhou suddenly threw himself into Cheng Linghui's arms, and shouted with a smile: "Mother, mother, save me, Aunt Hua wants to beat me." ”
Cheng Linghui said to Hua Ruyan: "Look at how old you are, and you are still messing with a child?" ”
Hua Ruyan said coolly: "Okay, I won't make trouble." I'm going to hug it. We two poor people...... "Pulling a long note and flicking the handkerchief away.
Cheng Linghui personally sent Chang Zhizhou to a private school, and when he came back, Chang Zhisong was already asleep. Probably the servant woman gave the milk. The flowers are like smoke and are holding the sleeping Chang Zhisong all over the room. Cheng Linghui frowned when she saw it: "Why are you holding him again." If this continues, the child will learn to be naughty, and he will not sleep honestly in the future. ”
Hua Ruyan also realized that her approach was wrong. But everyone who has held a child knows that it is just thinking about it. Sometimes it's just a knee-jerk action. Flowers like smoke put the child down. Looking at the fat white boy who was sleeping, he suddenly sighed.
No matter how careless Cheng Linghui is, she can see that she has something on her mind. "What's wrong?" he asked. ”
Flowers are like smoke and resentment: "It's a pity that 'I was born before I was born, and I am old.'" ’”
Cheng Linghui couldn't help but laugh: "What kind of are you doing, you really want to be my daughter-in-law?" Before the words fell, a flash of inspiration suddenly appeared: "Hua Niang, tell me the truth, do you have a sweetheart?" ”
Hua Ruyan's rare pretty face flushed: "No." "It's no wonder that there is no such expression. (To be continued.) )