When I picked up the phone again, it was already a few days after Sanae Kazugaya answered the call from the two adults. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"Well, well, okay, I see, Shiai-kun. Okay, I'll be back tonight, right? ”

The girl hung up the phone, frowned, looked at the misty rain and harazhi who was holding Meow Taro, and reluctantly hung up a smile.

"Your brother is coming back tonight, it's okay."

"Hmmm......"

Kiryu Harue's face was pressed against Meow Taro, and she looked at Sanae Higashiya with some concern.

"Sister Sanae, your face is not very good, do you have a fever?"

"Huh? Ah no, it's just, it's menstrual period! ”

Sanae Kazuya nodded firmly. Then looking at the puzzled expression of the misty rain Qingzhi, he rubbed her head even more.

"It's a secret between girls, you can't talk about it with your brother. Anyway, since he's coming back, I'm going to have to go. ”

"But it's said to rain tonight."

Misty and rainy Qingzhi turned his head sideways and looked out the window. Although the dark world is lit up, the color of the light does not make people feel warm at all. The wind blew outside the closed window, and a whirring sound sounded. The cold light of the street lamps illuminated the road, but there was a feeling that it could not illuminate farther away.

"Bring an umbrella."

Putting down Meow Taro and letting it move freely, she ran and took out a folding umbrella and walked over with her arms while still looking at Sanae Toshiya with some expectation.

"Or ...... Will you stay one more night, Sanae-sane? ”

"Your brother is back, so it's inconvenient for me to stay overnight."

Taking the other party's umbrella, Sanae smiled and nodded the other party's forehead, then turned around and walked to the entrance, turning around and taking one last look at the foggy rain and harue.

"Go to bed obediently, your brother will never let you down, will he?"

"Hmm......"

So just like that, Sanae wrapped her scarf tightly, buttoned her suit jacket, put on her shoes, and opened the door.

There hasn't been any rain today, and although the dark clouds are starting to gather in the night sky, as long as you go home quickly......

Sanae of the East Wind Valley stepped into the night.

The winter night breeze swept in her face like pervasive water, and even though Sanae Higashiya was a little accustomed to the climate of Tokyo, even if she had gone home four or five days ago as she did now, she still felt that the cold was so unbearable.

If she wants to say why, she doesn't know if it's because she lived with Wuyu Qingzhi for three days at Yutong Shiai's house, or because it's extremely cold today. She bit her lower lip and lowered her head, hiding her chin in the scarf, her hands unable to hide in the pockets of her suit jacket because she was holding an umbrella.

"Hmm......"

She let out a strange grunt a little unhappily and continued on the road. Along the way, she wanted to think about something, but her mind seemed to be hollowed out, and she couldn't remember anything. Obviously she knows a lot of things, and she wants to think about it more carefully now, but as long as she thinks about it, those things are like a layer of tempered glass, which is obviously delicate, but it is difficult to reach it.

So Sanae Kazuya could only walk home like this without thinking about anything.

The street lamps flickered on and off, one after another, illuminating the city at night. This section of the road is not long, but it makes Sanae in Dongfeng Valley feel so strange. She couldn't organize any effective thoughts in her heart, she just held the umbrella and walked in the night when the rain had begun to fly slightly.

"It's time to put an umbrella ......"

She said nothing, but there was no movement in her hands or in her heart. She was a little strange about her state, but she didn't know what to do. At this moment, a young voice suddenly sounded in her ears.

"Meow~"

She stopped, reacting to the voice. The sound came from a small open space on the side of the road, where there were facilities such as vaults and swings, and it was a place where children often played. And now, under the swing, there is a cardboard box, and the sound seems to come from the cardboard box.

As soon as Sanae saw the box, she remembered the voice she had just heard, and there was a little more pleading in her emerald green eyes.

"No......"

She told herself that it was raining and the night was too dark to stay outside, but her feet were like someone else's, and she stepped on the sand and walked towards the cardboard box. She clutched her umbrella tightly, her beautiful nails sinking deep into the fabric, but she knew it meant nothing.

"Please, don't."

She crouched down, and her right hand, clutching the umbrella tightly, let go of it, a little hesitant to open the box. She knew what she was afraid of, but she didn't even have the courage to run away. Now she can't leave the box without opening it, she doesn't know why, that's how she knows.

It's like trying to pick up Meowtaro in the garbage heap that day.

So she opened it, and the lid of the cardboard box was lifted, and a young gray cat missing a leg was in it, and she struggled to get up, as if she saw a stranger giving it some stimulation, but she fell back.

Sanae of Dongfeng Valley didn't say a word, she just looked at the gray cat in a daze, the things in her mind have been squeezed, pressed, she wanted to guide but couldn't do it before, but now she was ignited fiercely. The feeling of explosion made her dizzy, but the emotions in her heart made her cry.

"Am I also abandoned?"

She laughed to herself, her legs went limp, and she sat down on the sand that had become damp with the rain, even though her skirt and legs were covered with slurry. She looked up at the dark night sky where the rain kept falling. The night sky in Tokyo is devoid of even the stars, even the moon is blurred, and even the last of the rain flows down the cheeks and the mouth has a salty taste.

The rain started to fall heavily.

Sanae Kazuya is a good child, she has always been a good child, she has always listened to the arrangements of the two gods, trying to satisfy them. Since elementary school, she has worked hard to complete the tasks assigned by the two gods, and has been practicing all her life, no matter how tedious and boring ancient books and prayers, how to practice difficult hand techniques, she has gritted her teeth and continued to practice.

She knew that her mother had worked so hard before to be able to serve those two adults as a blessing. She likes those two adults who care for her, and she wants to follow in her mother's footsteps, to follow those two adults, to be their blessing.

But that was all in the past, and that call that day made Sanae in Dongfeng Valley now in a dilemma.

"Haha, hahahaha, hahahaha......"

She picked up the box, put it on her lap, held it in her arms, lowered her head, and looked at the gray cat that was struggling, but could not stand up, I don't know if it was rain or tears, and the liquid of tears flowed down from her head, face, and hair, drop by drop. Obviously, I didn't feel like I wanted to laugh, but my heart felt like it had exploded, and the air was running around, but I still couldn't stop my tears and laughter.

"What is this, what is this......"

She wanted to cry, but she didn't want to cry. In the midst of this contradiction, she tried her best to suppress the expression on her face, but in the end she could only try her best to stretch the lines of those muscles, forming a distorted and pitiful expression that seemed to be a smile.

She gritted her teeth, but she couldn't stop the tears, she strained her face, but it was difficult to hide her sadness. The rain soaked her scarf and coat, and the heat was pumped out of her body, along with her heartbeat. But as the temperature dropped, her heart was unimaginably hot, it was a scorching flame, it was burning her heart, making that heart constantly ache and roll, trying to avoid this flame, but there was nowhere to escape.

It hurts and it colds. Sanae of Togaya had everything in her mind that the two adults said that day, giving up being a wind blessing and staying in the outside world as an ordinary person, and then those two adults would go to Gensokyo and never return to her side again.

[Do what you love, don't be driven by your mother's fate anymore.] 】

"What's that......"

[Gensokyo is too small for you, you should be in this world. 】

"What's that?"

[Because I want you to be happier than anyone else......]

"What's that!!"

The girl clung to the box, raised her head, and shouted hoarsely to the sky. Drops of rain fell on her face, on her emerald pupils glaring at the sky, and then poured out of her sockets.

What is his goal for so many years, what is the warmth that the two adults have given him, and what is the pain that he has endured and struggled in this strange place all his life, isn't it all so that he can inherit his mother's position with the best posture in the future, and stand complacently in front of those two adults?

The night wind was howling, with bigger and bigger raindrops, pouring on the ground, the temperature had dropped by single digits little by little, and Sanae's body was so cold that she shivered, but she didn't have the strength to do anything more. She just lowered her head and looked at the gray cat, who had also given up struggling.

"Ahem......"

Her voice was hoarse, and she felt her head start to get gross. Now she is like this child, with a cripple, under such a rainy night, without her owner, she can only wait for death in the cold, and she can't even stand.

They are all abandoned cats on rainy nights.

ps: It's time to brush up on goodwill and tear up the mouth.