The night was already deep, and Zhang Xiaomeng, who couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, pulled the quilt from time to time to make herself warmer, but it wasn't why, there were bursts of chills all over the body, and I didn't know if the quilt was leaking or she had a cold. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Wife, press the quilt on your end! You see it's all leaking, what if you catch a cold later? ”

After saying this sentence in passing, Zhang Xiaomeng immediately turned on the light, looked up at his left, silently lit a cigarette, and fell into deep thought.

The days after the divorce were very quiet, and I didn't even want to talk to myself, I stayed alone in the house, watching the sun rise and set outside the window, day after day.

Until one day, he was upset and posted the news of his divorce on QQ, he was waiting, waiting for someone who could give you a few words.

"What's wrong?"

The first message to appear! This is really a life-saving straw, and it suddenly made Zhang Xiaomeng run to the computer in high spirits and began to speak for the first time in more than ten days.

Her name is Jing Kun, she is Zhang Xiaomeng's first girlfriend, they participated in a college student practice work camp organized by a social group, it was a winter, there was a lot of snow in GH, the air seemed to be frozen, the road surface was all frozen, and they slipped step by step, Zhang Xiaomeng and Jing Kun unconsciously pulled hands and hands together, and never put them down.

In the eight days of the work camp, Zhang Xiaomeng and Jing Kun were inseparable, in addition to sleeping, you only saw Zhang Xiaomeng, and you will also see Jing Kun within one meter of him, they met and fell in love in a small mountain village in GZ in this cold winter.

But the good times didn't last long, after the work camp, Zhang Xiaomeng went back to Kunming to study, but what about Jingkun? She also went back to Guangzhou to study, and they became one of the thousands of long-distance relationships, and they contacted each other on the phone every morning, noon and evening, and there were endless words.

With the passage of time, they have been dating for 2 months like this, and the words that should be said seem to have been finished, and they don't know what kind of topic to chat with, just like that, after continuing to date for more than ten days, they quarreled with a small incident, and then broke up.

But in the month after the breakup, Zhang Xiaomeng began to miss Jing Kun again, and as a result, he called Jing Kun very shamelessly, telling his thoughts, after his perseverance on the phone, Jing Kun was chased back by him again, in other words, this time Zhang Xiaomeng should cherish Jing Kun, right? They don't know why they broke up again a month later.

Later, Zhang Xiaomeng didn't have another girlfriend for six years until he met his ex-wife.

"I'm divorced!"

Zhang Xiaomeng looked at Jing Kun's message, and her eyes somehow began to turn red.

"Oh! So what's going on with you guys? Why did you get divorced all of a sudden? You'll be fine if you coax her. ”

"Why?" Zhang Xiaomeng said unwillingly.

"Because you love her and love her!"

"Why, every time I quarrel, I coax her, I don't know what I did wrong?" Zhang Xiaomeng was very unwilling.

"Women are irrational, she will say a lot of cruel things when she is angry, don't care."

"She ignores people when she's angry." Zhang Xiaomeng said a little childishly.

"Hehe, I ignore people when I'm angry, so you can show your manly spirit and coax her!"

"Every time it's like this, I don't like a girl who is angry and speaks harshly, what does she take our feelings for, as a rag? Throw it away when you don't use it, and desperately look for it when you use it? Zhang Xiaomeng said angrily.

"Hey, hey! You have to understand Se, girls are very emotional, if she says cruel things, it means that she is not satisfied with you, you should think carefully about what you are doing wrong. ”

"I just can't figure out what I'm doing wrong, you feel like a grandson now, when I go to work, I say good things to customers, I say good things to colleagues, I get off work, I want to calm down, what is the result? Inexplicably, he was trained like a grandson. Afterwards, I also had to lick my face and say good things and admit my inexplicable mistakes. I really don't know what I'm doing wrong? Zhang Xiaomeng couldn't hold back anymore, and said her grievances smoothly.

"Hey, you may be a problem of personal cultivation! You still have to think about what you are doing badly and that she is not happy with you, for example, children or money. ”

"The child is in a hurry in this matter!" Zhang Xiaomeng was very embarrassed to say this question.

"Then tell me what caused your quarrel!"

"Good! ......." Zhang Xiaomeng began to calmly tell the cause of this contradiction, and the past was unbearable.

"In principle, there is no problem, you are all trivial, you really have to go back and coax her well, and you can solve the problem."

"Actually, I don't want to dwell on those problems now, after this incident, I really want to be a mountain village man, living alone in the barren mountains, raising a dog, watching the sunrise and sunset alone, feeling the wind, feeling the rain, and feeling the inexplicable loneliness." Zhang Xiaomeng was very depressed and talked about his plans for the future.

"You are really too unambitious, if my husband says such a thing, I must be angry!"

"She said I didn't take responsibility, you said I didn't have ambition!" Zhang Xiaomeng wants to cry and laugh, why is his pursuit really ridiculous?

"If you do go to be a village husband, what about your parents? Don't you care about your parents? ”

"Hey. I am speechless for what you say. When it comes to his parents, Zhang Xiaomeng really doesn't know how to face it, but he yearns for the piece of Lin Jing he pursues in his heart.

"I mean, if you really let go of everything, then you should also take care of your parents before you go out."

"That's right. Actually, I haven't told you a little secret, I still want to go to the little village of GZ where we met again, and see the mountains and the water there. Zhang Xiaomeng said what she had buried in her heart for a long time.

"Hey, really? Actually, I want to go too, but you know, I don't have the time or the energy right now. ”

Hearing this, Zhang Xiaomeng's heart immediately became excited,

"Is she hinting at herself?"

Thinking of this, Zhang Xiaomeng immediately said another sentence.

"I'm really going to see you."

"Hehe, I'm old, not as good as I was back then."

As soon as we talked about this, my mother's phone came, and Zhang Xiaomeng could only hurriedly answer the phone and say to Jing Kun:

"How so? You're getting prettier now. Okay, I'm going to work, what about you? Don't be too tired at work, go to bed early at night, otherwise when I come to see you one day, you have a panda eye, then you really live up to my image in my heart for many years! ”

"Go get busy!"

The chat with his ex-girlfriend was short-lived, but also happy, Zhang Xiaomeng changed the decadence of many days, he carefully cleaned up the house, cut off his long hair, hung up his beard, pushed the second-hand mountain bike he just bought, and rode to the dream of her with a backpack.

The lonely goose flies south, lovesick and bitter, riding thousands of miles, and is born for a dream.