"You're really not going to go back to Tianyue, are you?" Jiang Yan frowned and looked at me and continued: "The position of marketing director is really rare......... It's hard to find such a good job out there........"

Although Jiang Yan didn't say anything, I also knew what she was implicit, after all, I was a person who didn't graduate from high school, and it was a rare thing to be able to work in the largest shopping mall in the city center. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Actually, I didn't want to leave Suzhou, but I had to........

"No, Gong Chuan helped me find a job, also in marketing." I said lightly.

Jiang Yan was silent.

I continued: "Is there something you are waiting for me here to tell me? ”

Jiang Yan looked at the deep and boundless night as usual, the cold wind blew the hair of her sideburns, and she looked faintly beautiful........

Jiang Yan turned his head and looked at me faintly: "Luo Bing, have you been doing for the past few months?" ”

My heart was beating fast, but I suppressed my nervousness and said, "It's okay, it's a lot more fun." ”

"I'm sorry ............."

At this moment, I finally saw the vulnerability and helplessness in her eyes, my heart trembled a little, and I even wanted to abandon all the obstacles of reality and hug her tightly.........

But I can't, because everything between us is a thing of the past with time, and she will be someone else's wife in the near future..........

"Do we still have to say sorry to each other?" I pretended to be relaxed.

Silence replaced the verbal exchange between us, and my mood fluctuated, I don't know what Jiang Yan was waiting for me by the Fengqiao Bridge? Is it just to persuade me to go back to work?

After a long time, Jiang Yan said: "Luo Bing, you tell the truth, you are really because of me........... Did you just leave Suzhou? ”

My heart trembled suddenly, and her words inadvertently touched a string in my heart.

Did I really flee Suzhou because of Jiang Yan? Suddenly, Xia Yuan's words sounded in my ears again: You will live in the shadow of Jiang Yan for the rest of your life, you are a soulless man.

Afraid that my silence would make me very flustered, I immediately laughed and said, "Of course not, actually........... It's because of Xia Yuan......... "In a panic, I unconsciously said Xia Yuan's name..........

"Xia Yuan? Is that your female neighbor? ”

"Yes, she's my girlfriend now........." I said violently, and after finishing speaking, I broke out in a cold sweat, thinking: Will Xia Yuan kill me when she hears it.........

Jiang Yan's eyes seemed to be a little lost, she turned her head and said, "So that's the case." ”

"What about Weiwei?"

Every time someone mentions Liu Wei, my heart will fluctuate inexplicably, as if I am a thief.

After all, I had hurt her, though only three of them knew about it.

"I've never liked Weiwei, she's always been my friend, always has been."

After a long silence, Jiang Yan said again and again: "Luo Bing, I hope you can live happily, you are really tired........."

I replied ambiguously: "Who doesn't live tired, so what?" ”

Jiang Yan looked at the small pond in the distance for a while, took off the shoulder bag from his shoulder, then took out a bank card from it, handed it to me and said, "Luo Bing, there are 100,000 yuan here, if you really want to live outside, put this card away, and I will make up for yours............"

I was stunned, and instantly felt very cold in my heart, she actually measured our relationship for so many years by money............

Close my eyes, at this moment, I feel that my relationship with Jiang Yan for many years is so worthless.

Pushing her hand away, I smiled self-deprecatingly: "Are you using this 100,000 yuan to insult me?" ”

Jiang Yan seemed to know that I would react like this, she gently held my hand, but the moment I felt the temperature of her palm, I reflexively withdrew my hands.

"Luo Bing, I don't know if I'm right or wrong, but over the years, you've really been too tired, you've lost too much, too much ......... for me," Jiang Yan said with a crying voice.

She actually looked at everything I had paid like this, and I yelled uncontrollably: "For so many years, I have never given up my love for you, even if you are in that man's arms, I silently bless you, but you actually used dirty money to destroy my best memories today, hehe, Jiang Yan, you are really good..... That's wonderful........."

Jiang Yan said with a painful expression: "Luo Bing, I'.......... I don't really know what to do, but I don't know what to do to make your life better, I can only ............"

I was on the verge of collapse, unscrupulously venting, I said fiercely: "I would rather you slap me hard and let me leave you, and I don't want you to use money to tarnish this best memory, hehe, money, it's a good thing, but I don't care, you know?" Just a few months ago, Ou Zexiu threw the check of 2 million in my face, I didn't even look at it, I threw it away, and now you, the woman I love the most, use money to measure this indelible love, Jiang Yan, don't you think you are too cruel........."

After saying that, I felt a deathly pain, and I felt like my heart was about to stop beating.........

The cold wind of the night swept across my cheeks unscrupulously, but it could not blow away my endless sadness.

Jiang Yan's tears were frightened by my roar, and her body trembled as she whimpered.

"Luo Bing, I'm really sorry ........"

I smiled desperately, Jiang Yan's words of marrying me at the age of twenty-six kept repeating in my mind: "Hehe, it's really ridiculous, it turns out that I have always taken myself too seriously, the indelible love of TM, the twenty-six-year-old of TM." ”

............

My world finally fell apart, just tonight, February 28, 2017.......

The wind at night was damp and cold, and walking alone in the deep and silent alleys, all the unavoidable pain devoured me mercilessly.......

The scene of Jiang Yan squatting on the ground and whimpering was still repeated in my mind, and I felt a heart-rending pain again.

But I won't be defeated by memories after all, I don't want to live in the shadow of Jiang Yan for the rest of my life, I want to meet life with a new face..........

For a long time, I silently said in my heart: I will forget you....... I bless you silently......