Curtain 24 You and I, the world that rotates
The girl who was once covered in bruises, the girl who was once missing limbs, is now indeed standing in front of her, with a gentle light in her eyes, gently making contact with Yutong Shiai's gaze, and then, as if she was not forced, she slid slightly to the side. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Yutong Shiai frowned imperceptibly, but immediately he unfolded it again.
"Fusi, where is this?"
"It doesn't matter where you are, Father. Until then, please let us get out of here. ”
Fu Siji smiled softly, turned around, and touched the pure white glimmering wall on the side. On top of the wall, a door is drawn with thick lines like graffiti. Then the girl pushed it slightly, and the door opened, revealing the same space as before.
Yutong Shiai looked at the room, and then at Fu Siji, who was smiling and waiting for him on the side, and he didn't know what was brewing in his eyes, but he just nodded and didn't comment on it.
"Let's go, then."
He motioned for Fu Siji to go first. Fu Si Ji bowed her head and walked in front, while Yutong Shiai followed behind her, her eyes fixed on each other's backs. The girl's slender shoulders were hidden by white hair, and her huge wings were at her sides, and her long outer wings were almost dragged to the ground.
The girl walked in front of her, touched the wall again, and pushed open a door again.
It's still the same room, still the same size, with a white light all around. After looking around, Yutong Shiai sighed softly, slowly.
He decided.
"Caress the silk."
"What's the matter, Father?"
Fu Siji turned her head and looked at Yutong Shiai, but the footsteps under her feet did not stop. Yutong Shiai just sighed softly again.
It's like saying goodbye to something.
"The first time Alice and I met was in the Enchanted Forest. It was the first time I came to that land, with burning hope, with a lot of joy. ”
Fu Siji's face showed surprise, obviously she didn't expect Yutong Shiai to bring up the old things at this time. But it was just an accident, she turned her face back, pushed the door open again, and carried Yutong Ten Love forward as if in an endless cycle. Yutong Shiai didn't mind walking like this, he just continued to open his mouth.
"At that time, Alice was very handsome, and received me with a sense of distance and showed me the way. Later, when he found out that I was going to live in Gensokyo for a long time, he accepted me very easily. Although I didn't have time to thank Alice at the time, I was taken care of by Alice after that. ”
During that period of melancholy, a little bit of the period when I noticed the changes of Yakumo Purple, although the magic envoy who came to her side was not completely for her own sake at first, but because of Marisa, the Kiriyu family and her own connection, but after that, as the two got along, they stood under the stars together, and opened the seal of Egria together, and the dark shadows of Yutong Juai's past also seeped out from under his harmless appearance.
No matter how beautifully packaged it is, the dark smell inside will still seep out.
"Mother didn't actually think about it that much. Or, such a father and mother will also be a little concerned, which is normal, right? ”
Fu Siji blinked like this and responded, but her gaze did not match Yutong Shiai, which made Yutong Shiai more sure of her guess. He looked around slightly, and the white light around him seemed to increase faintly.
"Where there is no reason to care, to be able to get care from Alice, for me, is rare. At that time, it was clear that she was just burying her head in the direction she wanted to move forward, and she didn't attach importance to Alice to that extent, but Alice still considered me very seriously. If it weren't for Alice, I would have had a headache about how to receive Igolia......"
He glanced at the girl in front of him slightly. She still walked quietly in front of her, pushing the door open, stepping in, repeating the cycle that didn't know when it would end, but Yutong Shiai knew that this would inevitably come to an end, and the footsteps of this final arrival became clearer and clearer.
Until then, he needed words that could shake the world, shake Alice.
"But my mother is blaming herself at the same time, isn't she? Because my mother didn't really stand up when my father needed help the most, did she? ”
Two rhetorical questions in a row, Fu Siji obviously had different opinions on Yutong Shiai's words. What Yutong Shiai knows is not only Fu Siji's opinion, but also Alice's opinion. The so-called seven daughters, seven upright people, are obviously puppets made later, but they know everything before Alice knows, and they have feelings that only Alice has, and everyone has a deep love for themselves.
Originally, he guessed that Fu Siji was Alice's subconscious, but the subsequent ritual of renunciation made him realize that all seven daughters were part of Alice's personality. Fu Siji's so-called personality fragments do not exist, and there is no way to verify Yutong Shiai, but Yutong Shiai can actually experience their prominent and conspicuous characteristics from every daughter she comes into contact with.
Night Knife Ji is steady and careful; Fu Siji acted decisively and disregarded her feelings; Dafeng Ji is innocent and straightforward; Red Candle Ji is timid and afraid of things, and she is silent; Yukizakurahime is mature and elegant, with a lot of emotion. These are the five girls he came into contact with, and the same is true for the later Tsuki Ji and Bai Hee Ji, with extremely distinctive characteristics.
Too distinct character, too straightforward features, on the contrary, will make people feel as if something is missing from half a broken plate. Yutong Shiai also thinks so.
"That's what Alice thinks I'm most in need of, right?"
Yutong Shiai smiled softly, and had a different opinion on this. At this time, Fu Siji had already looked at the boy because she was attracted by the conversation, and Yutong Shiai also mercilessly fought back with her gaze so directly.
"I remember that I said this to Alice before, but since you still mentioned it, it means that Alice is still obsessed...... In this way, then I will say what I said at that time, and those words are still in my heart now. To Alice I am grateful. It's not that I wasn't able to help me when she thought I needed it most, but that I was able to feel Alice when she helped me. That's enough. ”
“…… Mother will be very happy to hear this. ”
Fu Siji whispered this, and pushed the door open again. Yutong Shiai glanced twice, and in this room, something began to change. It still looks the same to the naked eye, and the white light emanates from the unknown building materials, but Yutong Shiai senses that something completely different is brewing in it.
This also seemed to be contrary to Fu Siji's expectations, she fell silent, frowned, and continued on her way. Only this time her steps were a little hurried, as if she didn't want to give the teenager behind her a chance to continue talking.
"Please hurry, Father, something doesn't seem right."
Of course that's not good, Fusi.
Yutong Shiai's eyes moved slightly, and he followed, but he didn't choose to shut up.
"Alice is my best friend. Even if I had done so much to drag everyone into a dream and deny everything in the past, she still chose to trust me and entrusted me with the ritual of the death of Grimmore and the Upright. I'm grateful for her trust, which is different from Murasaki-sama's trust that belongs to me, not because I'm the creator of Yakumo Murasaki, but because I'm Yuki Juai. ”
“…… Mother has always trusted you because she can see the shadow of her past in you. The same desire to be recognized by their mothers, the same desire to do something for their glory, the same pain that they could not achieve that goal, and finally the same stupid thing that they do not regret. ”
Fu Siji has a tangled expression on her face, as if she is troubled by the conversation with Yutong Shiai, but at the same time she has a look of not vomiting or unhappy. She bit her lip and continued to speak.
"My mother and my father are actually very spoiled people. In any case, my mother is the princess of the demon world, and my father is also deeply doted on by Yakumo-sama. Mother once told you that Mother is more like Father than Sanae in Togaya Valley. The same is not biological, the same is loved, the same wants to be able to be a person who is also proud of his mother, the same hard work, the same pain, the same suffocating things for this, and finally the same help by his own mother. It's just that compared to the price paid by my mother, my father paid a lot less. ”
The Death of the Righteous is a ritual prepared by the gods for Alice, transforming Alice from a human body to a magician, and then making her forget the cruelty, coldness, death, and ruthlessness that lies beneath it. Alice was born again as the purest and most beautiful being, the most perfect creation among the seven colors of light.
Alice is obviously to be recognized, as the princess of the demon world, the daughter of Shenqi and everyone's recognition, but because of this persistence, she has lost her past memory, no longer the princess of the demon world, no longer the daughter of Shenqi, but a simple seven-colored humanoid envoy, urban magician.
That's not all she wanted.
Therefore, my mother, who was able to get my father's help and rediscover the past, is deeply grateful to my father. This may really be a necessary contribution for my father's best friend, but for my mother, it's not just a close friend. That's why my mother said that, my father. ”
Yutong Shiai suddenly repeated the words that Alice said at that time.
"[You put a stop to the carriage of others running to the crash, but who is holding back the precipice for you? 】”
The matter of the Queen of Hearts is a huge revelation for Yutong Shiai, and it is a great impact on Alice, who is regaining her memory little by little. Seeing that Yutong Shiai remembered this so deeply, a trace of surprise flashed in her eyes, and the corners of her mouth hooked slightly.
"It's rare for my father to remember this. However, at that time, it was also because of this incident that my mother began to be afraid. The dream world is my father's red heart city, and Yakumo Murasaki is my father's Alice. Then my father is my mother's Alice, and my mother is also troubled by the city of hearts in her heart. ”
It's too heavy of love, and even Alice, as a bystander, can't ignore what the Queen of Hearts has done for herself. The girl in the dark and red castle is still making her world with three drops of blood, and the desperate girl who coaxes her with hope gives Alice the words that Yutong Shiai once said to the Queen of Hearts-
Sometimes, it is a painful thing to be able to go to the potential to meet the person you miss. And the person you miss is not here for you, and this is also a pain. Either way, believe that the world is still miserable. Love, and happiness, are painful things. 】
This is what Yutong Shiai said, and after that, even if the Queen of Hearts still refuted Yutong's ten loves, but her unattainable fifty-four endings were destroyed by Yutong Shiai, and she ate the pen before the story could be scratched.
So this refutation is so pale and weak.
"Mother is scared, Father. Mother, she fears that one day she will have the same relationship with you as the Queen of Hearts and Miss Alice. And until then, everything was over by Yakumo Shi, and after that, Mother couldn't convince herself to confess everything to you while Miss Igoria still existed. And my mother hadn't been able to figure out whether to say it or not. ”
Fu Siji also seemed to be quite concerned about this, and suppressed her voice so frankly.
Yutong Shiai showed a surprised expression because of this. The matter of the Queen of Hearts is also a very shocking thing for him, and it is not something that can be mixed up with a little emotion. But before that, he didn't expect that the impact of this incident on Alice would be equally far-reaching.
For him, this incident made him think about everything about himself.
"Didn't Alice ever think that Ico would survive?"
"Yes, at that time, my mother was so upset, even when she was making a yukata for Miss Igolia. It's just that for the mother at that time, the understanding of her feelings was still not so deep, and Miss Egria's straight ball was too straightforward. ”
Fu Siji smiled softly, reached out her hand, and pushed the door open again. This time, the room was different from the previous one, and on the walls of that room, there was an image like a silent movie. In the black and white picture, you can see a silver-haired girl smiling happily under the lights during the festival. Her yukata with fireworks and butterflies quietly blooming on it is like a beautiful dream.
Beside her, the dark-haired teenager smiled softly. There was an incredible tenderness on his face, and that smile could even emit a soft warm glow like a lamp in the night.
“…… Exposed? ”
Seeing the change, Fu Siji smiled softly and bitterly. She took a few steps forward and stopped.
"Really, I didn't expect that I couldn't hold back in the end and started chatting with you."
Hearing the other party say this, Yutong Shiai also confirmed the true identity of the other party. Because Fu Si Ji and her seven daughters have quite conspicuous personalities, the more restrained girl in front of her cannot be a simple Fu Si Ji.
And before that, Fu Siji also had the Red Candle Hime, the Great Wind Hime, the Snow Sakura Hime, and the Night Knife Ji joined, and he also saw that overwhelmed look. This can't be Fu Si Ji, even if she is complete now, or if Fu Si Ji can really withstand seven people living in her body at the same time, it is impossible. When he gets together personally, Fu Si Ji is no longer Fu Si Ji.
"yes, I didn't expect to meet you like this, Alice."
Yutong Shiai looked at the girl who turned around little by little in front of her. As she turned her body, her whole body radiated a dazzling light. Yutong Shiai couldn't help but close his eyes, and when he opened his eyes again after the brilliance shone, the girl standing in front of him was indeed the one he was familiar with.
Shoulder-length blonde curls, pure white shawl, and sky-blue dress, but her beautiful face was not the calm smile of the past. The girl looked at the boy in front of her with a somewhat sad expression.
"I didn't expect Ten Love to come here. Really, I didn't think about it at all, although if I said ten loves, it would definitely come, but I just didn't think about it. ”
"Isn't that a matter of course?"
Yutong Shiai's gaze passed over the girl, looking at the image on the wall behind her, the silver girl running in the middle of the festival, and from time to time talking to the boy and the direction of the image. Perhaps this is from Alice's point of view, and the three of them wander and have fun together in the middle of the festival. Alice and Yutong Shiai's whispered conversation with Egolia as she shoots with a bow and arrow, and the wrist chakra that Egolia presents to Alice afterwards.
“…… At that time, I was actually a little envious. ”
Alice's eyes also looked at those pictures along with Yutong Shiai, her gaze looked at the wrist chakra, and there was something brewing in her azure eyes.
"She can like you so much, she doesn't care about the things in the past, she just likes it, she wants to be by your side like a puppy. It's so enviable. But I can't, I can't even pull the reins for you when Shiai can't stop running to the cliff, I obviously have received so much help from you, and I know in my heart that I am not a simple friend to you, but I ......"
I can't say it.
Alice squinted and smiled softly, her crescent-like eyes hiding everything.
"I want to help Shiai...... I want to be your help more than anyone else, I want to do anything for you that is good for you, I want you to be able to recognize this best friend. Things I can't say, things I can't say in front of Igolia, that's not bad, isn't it? ”
"Alice ......"
Yutong Shiai wanted to speak, but he didn't continue to say anything, but looked at the festival, and at that time, when the folk wind dance was about to begin, Alice gently waved her hand and left.
"I really want to, I really want to dance with Shiai."
Alice turned around with Yutong on her back, looked at the image of the festival, and smiled softly.
"But no, sure enough, the festival should be given to Ico, because I know, both of you are willful and inflexible, and Ico will choose that kind of thing in the end. So I thought, maybe I can wait, because you see, Yike came first, didn't he? ”
The girl smiled a little reluctantly, her voice as dry as the yellow sand in the desert, grinding Yutong's ten love hearts. The image on the wall paused, and Alice took a deep breath, and Yutong Shiai couldn't see her expression, only the sound of her deep breathing.
"Although I hated myself at the time, I still have to say that I was a little happy at the time. It's no longer just the ten loves that follow behind Yakumo Zi, and the ten loves that didn't choose to let Yi Ke stay, then, I'm the one closest to the ten loves, and the order after this is me. ”
At this point, Alice let out a soft sneer, scoffing at the state of mind she had been.
"It's ridiculous, isn't it, why do I think that? It's disgusting, standing in line on my own, like a queue to get you to accept me. But not all things are good about Eco, and she reminded me of one thing - what if you were like her, and were rejected? ”
After these words landed, a door appeared on the silent wall, and Alice turned her head slightly, revealing an ugly smile on the side of her face. It's a beautiful face, it's a smiling face, but it's not pleasing to the eye.
"So I decided to stay by your side as a [dear friend] until I knew what it would take for you not to reject me, until you were willing and you were able to accept my heart. Just wait until that time. I think it was the right choice, and it was really great to have Ten Love by my side in the days after that. ”
With that, Alice stepped forward, put her hand on the door, and gently pushed it open. The space after that is still silent film. Unfolded Grimmore's book, and once again really understood Alice in the past of Yutong Shiai, the first contradiction, the boy who apologized in a strange way, the towering world tower, and the little princess of the Foggy Rain family was abducted by Yutong Shiai's request to Alice again.
Those days flowed softly, like clear water, and Alice stood in it, watching quietly, as if she missed something, laughing softly, and her voice was as cheerful as flowing water.
"As long as I think about it, I always feel very happy, ten loves. I've truly become your best friend, and I'm the first to be remembered by you when you need help. There's nothing that makes me happier to be able to get closer to you step by step. Yakumo acquiesced to my actions, and the others were definitely no closer to you than me. I love the feeling of getting closer and closer to you little by little, as if you are slowly sticking two people together, as long as you keep going, there will be a day when you ......"
The girl put her index fingers together and sighed softly, faintly, and slowly.
"Just waiting, isn't it good?"
Yutong Shiai still didn't speak, he just looked at everything Alice saw. This is Alice's world, but it revolves around him. Their world, Yutong Shiai always thought that it was just bordering, but he didn't expect that the other party had been going back and forth by his side.
Alice gently put her hand behind her back, and there was a hint of lightness and pleasure in her words.
"Actually, I was very happy when I came to Tokyo for the first time. Because that was the first time that Ten Love had been so close to me, that ...... That one...... The princess hug, really, made me happy. ”
The girl lowered her head, her fingers squeezing each other with her hands behind her back. She seemed to blush.
"Really, all of a sudden, it made me so happy and a little carried away. It is also because of this that I also feel that as long as this continues, one day, the ten loves will naturally be called that kind of relationship with me. I just have to wait, and use the identity of [Best Friend]. But it wasn't possible to do so. ”
The girl sighed softly, pinched the hem of her skirt slightly with both hands, lifted it slightly, turned a beautiful circle, and looked at Yutong Shiai with a beautiful smile on her face.
"The next thing may not be so rosy. Maybe it's completely different from me in the Ten Loves, maybe it will disgust the Ten Loves, but even so, do you want to move on, Ten Loves? ”
Do you want to continue?
Yutong Shiai knows, and the next thing is the appearance of Sanae in Dongfeng Valley. He couldn't imagine how Alice had changed after that, why there was such an abyss in her eyes after that drama, but he nodded. Anyway, he still wanted to know everything about Alice.
"I want to know more about Alice, more, all."
“…… That's right. It's too much, knowing that I don't want to show you, and knowing that I can't refuse you. ”
Alice's smile is obviously so beautiful, but it feels like a knife hanging around her neck, with determination and helplessness.
"Then there's no way around it. Ten loves, please continue to follow me, obviously want to leave the last perfect image in your heart, but sure enough, these things still want to tell you. ”
This time, the hand on the door paused for three seconds, and Alice took a deep breath before pushing it away little by little. After that, the space remains the same, the white material, the beginning of the silent film. As soon as she appeared, Sanae Kazuya had some restrained contact with her residence in the outside world.
Alice still had her back to the boy, just looking at the silent movie, looking at Sanae in the east wind valley in it. After five or six seconds, she snorted softly.
"Mud Stick Cat."
Yutong Shiai wanted to smile bitterly, but she just pursed her lips bitterly and continued to look at Alice. Alice tilted her head and sighed.
"Actually, I didn't pay much attention to this child at first. No matter what, Ten Love doesn't have much friendship with her, and she is also an outsider, and everything will end after Ten Love's work is completed. Everything will go back to the way it was, and I and Shiai will continue to be close and continue to be together, even if it doesn't become that kind of relationship, it doesn't matter, as long as we are together, if we stay together. ”
Alice chuckled softly at this, and her voice went down.
"I'm the first, then I'm the second. I will be the second, and I will be the last, I think so, I've been there in your heart and there must be a deep, deep trace, in order to be the second, I'm also working hard for this, that music box is what I and Ico did together, I hope I can love the ten loves with her. In this way, I will truly be able to become the second of the ten hearts, right? ”
It was originally like this, originally.
"But, Ten Loves confessed to me......"
In that game, Alice, who answered the phone, thought it was from the teenager's concern, and this unexpected joy made her smile with a warm smile in her heart, but what followed was a confession that surprised her-
"At that time, my heart really jumped all of a sudden, as if I was going to lead the blood vessels of my body out of my body, if it weren't for the sound of other people's breathing around Shiai, maybe I would really, I would have agreed......"
Alice smiled softly and turned back to Ten Love with a frustrated smile.
"What a pity...... Now that I think about it, I just agreed to come down at that time, and just rely on Shiai's side like this, will it be a matter of course? Even if it's just a formality, it's exciting. Ah, I really didn't figure out where I could say something that looked handsome. ”
Alice sighed with a slight flush, then kicked the ground with her boot.
"Remember the day after the school festival of Qingzhi.,When we went back together?"
"I remember."
Of course, Yutong Shiai still remembers, Alice took his hand, and the two of them held hands and went home like this. The feeling of being needed for each other is so heartwarming for both Alice and him, but it is precisely because of this that Alice continues to approach him at this speed, and Yutong Shiai also thinks that it is just an interaction between very close friends.
"Stupid Ten Loves."
Alice rebuked in a flat tone, and she turned back, turned her back to him, and crouched down.
"You're stupid, and so am I."
Yutong Shiai didn't speak, just walked to Alice's side, and just wanted to squat down, Alice reached out and pushed him away by holding his legs.
"Don't come here yet. Stupid Ten Love, let me adjust. ”
Obviously, her voice is very calm, and Yutong Shiai can only stand aside like this. Alice was silent for two seconds and sighed.
"After that, it's that drama. I never thought that Ten Ai would do that kind of thing for such a girl, and this feeling made me feel in crisis, especially when Ten Ai said that Sanae Dongshiya was very similar to Ten Ai, I felt even more, more scared. is obviously the second place, but someone cut the queue, such an unreasonable thing, but now I really feel it. ”
Alice hugged her knees, her fingers digging deep into her shawl with force.
"It's not reasonable at all, there's no first-come-first-served understanding at all, this woman is like this...... Unreasonable! ”
The girl gritted her teeth, buried her head in her hands, and cried little by little.
"I hate her! Don't want to see her! I don't know when she has been so close to Ten Love! What the hell is going to do to get her to leave! Why is there so much I don't know about her and you? This and that is what I want to do with my ten loves! If the ten loves are really snatched away by her, I have here, I have ...... here"
The girl was still buried in her head, her right hand clutching the clothes on her left chest.
"I've got these things here! Something I've been waiting for for so long! Where can I put it!! ”
It was not a pleasant word, it was a malicious word, and the girl sat down at once, and put a hand lightly on her head.
"I have to do something...... I can't help but do something, I'm just a close friend, the gap in between, Dongfeng Valley has already figured out what to fill with it, but I don't know what to fill it. ”
If you want to fill that last gap and become the closest person to the Ten Loves, there is no one.
"Ten loves said that there is no way to have offspring, so I will also give the answer. As long as I have this answer that Dongfeng Valley can't give, as long as I can give this answer one step ahead of her to fill the gap, then I will become the only one of the ten loves, right? ”
Alice's face was buried, and the girl let out a soft laugh. She raised her head, and Yutong Shiai couldn't see her expression, but Alice stopped burying her head, making her voice much smoother.
"That's a good time, isn't it?"
The silent film is still playing, and every night, Alice is making dolls, crafting and slowly researching. She worked harder than ever to make each doll, and the materials she got from Patchouli were of extremely high quality, and even Patchouli complained about it, but Alice just smiled wryly and begged her.
"But it's always impossible to get what people want, and there's no way I can do more. If you want to say why, because I am a close friend of the ten loves, I still want to share it for you no matter what, I want to not embarrass you no matter what, and I want to do something for you. It's like a shackle, and I can't afford to mess with you while you're getting busier and busier with the war on the moon. I am the one who really knows how much the Ten Loves yearn for that war on the moon. ”
Yutong Shiai was still silent, he looked at the girl in front of him, she still hid everything in her heart, and it was not until now that Yutong Shiai knew how many shackles she had put on herself. Yutong Shiai has always felt extremely glad that she has such a best friend, but it is precisely because of such emotions that Alice is restrained.
"You know, Ten Love, the reason why Ai Ji Humanoid always fails to succeed. I don't want to be a love Ji humanoid at all, what I want to do is a ten love humanoid. I want to look very closely, very carefully, so that you can sit in front of me and smile at me, and with that smile you are right in front of my eyes, within reach. And then I'll keep looking at you like that, and you'll always look at me like that. ”
The girl laughed softly and moved her body.
"It's just that everything is out of my control anymore, and I don't seem to have any choice but to be silent. I can't go to you at all, I can only wait in the mansion, don't go out for a day, wait, think, will you come today, I can only wait here. Ah, actually, on the day before the festival, I would love to invite you, but ......"
Alice didn't say any more, and Yutong Shiai just continued to be silent and didn't ask. The two of them were silent like this, and then Alice took a deep breath, with a bit of reluctance in her tone.
"And then that day, it was Shiai who took off my clothes for me and took me to sleep, right?"
"Ah, no, that ......"
Speaking of this, Yutong Shiai was still embarrassed anyway, and he wanted to explain, but Alice hung her head in some disappointment.
"Ten loves haven't done anything."
"Hmm......"
"I really didn't do anything, I undressed for me, but I left without doing anything. For me, it was indeed the last blow. ”
Alice looked up with a wry smile.
"After that, it was a little muddy, as if the body was controlled by another person, in order to eliminate the troubles, I killed An Weisheng, let you go to the moon with peace of mind, and then return to the mansion. I kept playing the piano like this, and I didn't expect you to come. After that......"
Alice fell silent again. After a while, she rubbed her face with her hands and regained her spirits.
"Is there anything else you'd like to know?"
"Yes."
Yutong Shiai only spoke at this time, he came to the girl's side and sat down. This time Alice didn't push him away, and Yutong Shiai also saw Alice's tear-stained side face, but Alice didn't look at him.
"Alice, do you really think so, even if it's not your own flesh and blood, as long as you ......"
"Are you still talking about this?"
Alice interrupted him unceremoniously and turned her head at the same time. Her azure eyes were tinged with disappointment and incredulity.
"Ten loves, you don't want to admit it until now, is this just a ridiculous excuse?"
"No, it's ......"
"That's an excuse, isn't the real reason that Shiai is afraid of his false self?"
Alice's eyes were like a sharp arrow, piercing the heart of Yutong Shiai's heart fiercely.
"The Ten Loves are fictional existences, and I know that everything about the Ten Loves is based on their own abilities, and I know that. But the ten loves really exist here, the ten loves are loved by Yakumo Purple, and the ten loves are also willing to fight for Yakumo Purple, haven't you ever thought about whether this relationship is also false? Why would you want to deny the existence of this part of my affection for me? ”
Yutong Shiai was speechless, obviously there was something in his heart impacting, but his vocal cords did not have enough air to vibrate it.
"That's, that's ......"
Then my answer will not change, in order to possess the ten loves, I am willing to do anything, this heart, absolutely! It's true! ”
The girl declared, but in the end, she sighed.
"Anything else you'd like to know?"
“…… I want to know if the emotion I have for Alice now can be called love. ”
Yutong Shiai looked at Alice's side face, word by word, and told her that she had changed her mood since that night.
"I don't know if there's a clear difference between a lover and a best friend, or whether Alice is a best friend or a lover for me. But as long as Alice is around, I also feel that the world is so complete, so complete that I sometimes wonder if I can really be so happy. I didn't think about it too much, and I knew it was shameless, but I still wanted to say to Alice that Alice was important in my heart, very important, more important than Sanae. ”
"I know."
Alice smiled softly, tears never stopped. She looked up and watched the silent film finally stop at the leaping piano.
"From the time Shi Ai came non-stop, I knew that the moon war that was about to start didn't go, and the things that had been agreed with that child were also broken. But that day, that night, I wanted to make you feel more at ease to go to the moon, but I said something like that against my will. I can't be a lover, but I can't even be a best friend, and for me, I deserve it, right? ”
"I didn't think so, Alice. Whether it's a close friend or a lover...... If you can come back, I'd do it. ”
Yutong Shiai stretched out her hand to hold the girl's shoulder, but as soon as she touched Alice, Alice put her hand on his palm and gently pushed his hand down.
"Ten loves are so gentle. Although sometimes it is this indecision that makes me uneasy and painful, but I just like this shortcoming. Ten Love, that night, I wanted you to become something for me alone, I did something like that to you, it hurts, right? If I'm still with you, maybe I'll still do the same thing, I'm a very possessive person, and if it weren't for me, I wouldn't have been able to stop. ”
Alice turned her head slightly, tears glittering in the corners of her eyes, and finally smiled.
"So, it's time to leave, Ten Love. Let's not see each other again, remember my most beautiful times, and I will give you freedom. My words, just by those memories of yours, are enough. My world will only revolve around you. ”
"I'm not leaving, Alice. I'm going to bring you back. ”
Yutong Shiai frowned and reached out to hold Alice's shoulder again, but Alice just shook her head and smiled.
"It's late, Ten Loves."
As soon as the words fell, suddenly four or five hands grabbed Yutong Shiai and dragged him back. Yutong Shiai looked back in shock, and saw that the space when he came was already pitch black, and the pale hand stretched out without a trace of life breath grabbed him and was dragging it backwards.
"Love! Alice! Wait a minute, hear me out! ”
Yutong Shiai gritted her teeth and glared at Alice, but Alice just smiled and shook her head.
"Shiai's current body is a fiction of mine in this world, so please rest assured, even if you were so seriously injured before, after returning there, your consciousness will return to your original body."
She stood up, looking at Yutong Shiai, who was constantly wrestling with the arm behind her, but was still being dragged back little by little, and walked in front of him and held his face. Perhaps because of the tears, the girl's eyes looked full of sparkling.
"I'm sorry to hurt you, Ten Love. Sorry to disappoint your expectations. I'm sorry I didn't stay with you as your best friend. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm just a selfish coward, and I can't help the things I want to endure, I'm sorry, and now I want you to rush here. I'm sorry, ten loves......"
The girl whispered, Yutong Shiai felt the soft palm holding her cheek, and her eyes burst with unwilling flames.
"Is that really the case? Alice, are you really willing? Even if you are willing, I won't be willing! ”
"Yes, the ten loves are unwilling. If it's the Ten Loves, I'm sure it will be, you're too cunning. But this time, it's really not going to work, it's not that I don't have faith in the ten loves, I just don't have confidence in myself. ”
Alice inhaled softly, struggling to smile brightly.
"I still want to leave the most beautiful side in the ten loves, so I don't want the ten loves to see more, uglier things. So this time it's goodbye, ten loves. ”
Then, the girl gently imprinted her lips on the boy's, blocking his words. That's just it, the final kiss goodbye, who can only kiss the person she loves the most twice in this life, may be a little little less for Alice, but it is enough.
Even if it is full of reluctance, even if it is full of attachment, even if it is ......
The boy turned his head forcefully and broke free from the girl's grasp. Alice was a little surprised that the boy forcibly stopped kissing, and her heart swept through disappointment and regret, but then, she felt Yutong Shiai's left and right hands tightly hug her tightly from behind her.
The bodies of the boy and the girl fit together intimately at once, and you can feel the contours of each other's bodies through the clothes. Alice was unaware of this change, and at this time, Yutong Shiai had already pressed her back with her chest, and then Yutong Shiai took the initiative to kiss her again.
Alice's eyes widened, and Yutong Shiai also lost her center of gravity because she desperately overwhelmed Alice's upper body, and his feet were pulled by those arms so that he held Alice and fell to the ground, Alice was below, and he was on top. He put one hand around Alice's waist, and the other hand held Alice's head to protect the other party in his arms, still kissing each other deeply. He could see in Alice's eyes the emotions that were about to be aroused, and Alice could see in his eyes the decision that had finally been made.
Yutong Shiai is a gentle person, a somewhat indecisive person, but his rare place is that the decisions he makes are rarely irresolute.
The arm still dragged the two of them towards the pitch-black space, no matter how deep Yutong Shiai's kiss was, there was no way to change all this with the current body. Finally, before he was about to sink into the abyss, he let go of Alice, stepped on the edge of the abyss with his legs outstretched, and forced himself to stop. At this time, six or seven arms stretched out in the pitch-black space, pulling Yutong Shiai's legs, Yutong Shiai only felt that the bones of his thighs made a difficult squeak, as if they were about to break off in the next second.
Holding back the pain, he pulled out the hand that was holding Alice in his arms, one hand propping himself up, and the other hand hammered into her ear. The boy ignored the arm that was tugging at the back of his neck, gritted his teeth and panted to get close to the girl's ear.
"I'll be back! Don't talk to yourself! Alice! Who cares what you're afraid of, if you want it so much, then give it to you! So give me a good wait! I'll definitely bring you back! ”
The hands stretched out to Yutong Shiai's legs increased again, and in a muffled sound of tooth soreness, the right leg and thigh of Yutong Shiai's body folded out of a strange fault, and without these two support points, Yutong Shiai finally couldn't continue to wrestle with those arms, and could only be weakly entangled by the arms and get out of Alice's side.
Alice involuntarily raised her hand, as if trying to grab the other party, but in the end she didn't catch anything. She could only stare blankly at the last roar of the teenager in the distance in the pitch-black abyss.
"Alice ――――――"
The fading voice finally disappeared into it, and Alice sat in place, her fingers gently touching her lips, thinking about everything just now, and the corners of her mouth hooked. Obviously laughing, tears fell again.
"What, you idiot, ten love ......"
She smiled softly and raised her hand, watching as the fingertips faded into thin air like yellow sand.
"What's the use of saying such a happy thing to my subconscious......"
PS: The second swastika dedicated to Miss Alice.
It's also clear that Miss Alice is actually a coward after all, isn't she?