197 Confession

Ji Mengmeng was deeply touched by his words, Lin Xiao has always been her spiritual pillar since she was a child, and it is the beauty she desperately wants to maintain. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

She never wanted him to know what happened to the Ji family, and she didn't want him to know about her and Chu Mufan.

Even though she knew that she and he would never go back, she still wanted to leave the best impression in his heart, to remember the beauty they once had, the beauty that she had lost before she had time to grasp.

She took a deep breath and said slowly: "Brother Lin Xiao, thank you, for so many years, thank you for always being by my side, if it weren't for you, I don't know what my life would become." ”

Lin Xiao was very disappointed, he didn't expect Ji Mengmeng to say this at all, what her words meant, he actually understood.

What they have has is in the past, but he is unwilling, the only girl he has ever liked in this life, he is unwilling to let them become two parallel lines like this.

He took her hand excitedly and said eagerly: "Mengmeng, can't you understand my heart for you after so many years?" I like you, Mengmeng, I've always liked you, and I originally wanted to wait for your 20th birthday and I'll tell you. "But now I can't wait, I don't want to let myself suffer like this anymore.

Ji Mengmeng looked at him in shock, and the man in front of him said that he liked her......

As if she didn't realize that she would hear such a confession, her eyes were more surprised than joyful.

At this moment, hearing Lin Xiao's affectionate confession, Ji Mengmeng only felt that there were mixed feelings in his heart.

Why does fate always like to play tricks on her, let her lose hard when she wants to have, she is always missing out on the beauty she wants to have, she feels pathetic, is she really not worthy of happiness?

But now her life has changed, she and him can never go back, it is better to let the man she loves die than this, at least then he will have a new life, and she hopes that he will be happy.

"Brother Lin Xiao, I am no longer the same person I used to be, I cherish our past, and I am also grateful for your kindness to me since I was a child, thank you Brother Lin Xiao."

Lin Xiao smiled miserably and asked weakly, "You're in love with him, right?" ”

Ji Mengmeng didn't answer.

She didn't know if this was love, she only knew that she would blame herself when she thought that Chu Mufan might be angry because of her irrationality, or if she was embarrassed, and she would feel flustered when she thought that Chu Mufan might be angry with her.

She's doing well these days, she's not greedy, she just wants to keep it up.

When she walked out of Lin Xiao's ward, Ji Mengmeng only felt tired and empty, but she felt a lot more relieved.

He still knows the things she hasn't wanted Lin Xiao to know these days, so it's okay, she will always wish him to find a girl worthy of his love.

It was already midnight when Ji Mengmeng returned to Senyuan, and the villa was still brightly lit, she knew that Chu Mufan had returned.

She was tired and flustered, not knowing what to do next.

She ran to Chu Mufan's bedroom, no one was there, and then she walked to Chu Mufan's study on the third floor, the door of the room was open, she carefully pushed it open, a choking smell of smoke came to her face, and she couldn't help coughing lowly.

Chu Mufan sat on the sofa on the balcony and smoked, and when he saw her, he glanced at her coldly and did not move.

She walked up to him, took the half-lit cigarette from his hand, and extinguished it in the ashtray.

Looking at the cigarette butts full of ashtrays, Ji Mengmeng's eyes jumped, she didn't say anything, just squatted down, buried her head in his arms, and cried silently.

Chu Mufan looked at her, his originally cold expression gradually became a little confused, struggle flashed in his eyes, and finally, his slender fingers still caressed her back and patted it gently.

She sobbed in his arms for a long time, and when she finally looked up, her eyes were red, and her tears and snot were mixed together.

She opened her mouth and softly spat out three words.

He frowned, looked at his sweater that was wet, and then looked at the heartbroken little woman in front of him, he finally couldn't hold back, pulled out a few pieces of paper, and patiently wiped it for her.

He rubbed it slowly and carefully, as if he was afraid it would hurt her.

Ji Mengmeng held his hand, knelt in front of him, and said again: "Mu Fan, I'm sorry." ”

He didn't know what her sorry was about, but he didn't want to delve into it.

Ji Mengmeng saw that Chu Mufan had not spoken, and her heart was even more panicked.

Although the eldest young master is often annoyed by her, he has never treated her like this.

Ji Mengmeng was very afraid, everything that happened tonight was beyond her expectations, she knew that she handled it badly, but she really didn't want him to be angry, he looked at her so calmly, her heart ached, and she was very overwhelmed.

"Mu Fan......" she called his name again, so carefully.

"Uh-huh......" he finally answered her, though there was no trace of emotion in his voice.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have run away all of a sudden." I was just too scared.

"Where did you go?" Chu Mufan glanced at her and asked calmly.

"Hospital." She answered truthfully.

The corners of Chu Mufan's mouth hooked up a self-deprecating smile, and he didn't speak.

Ji Mengmeng finally found that he was extremely unusually silent, and he obviously rejected her.

"Mu Fan, don't do this, I know it's wrong."

She panicked, she felt very aggrieved by his treatment, but at the same time, she knew that she was the one who annoyed him first.

"And what do you want?"

Such a calm and expressionless man is the most difficult for Ji Mengmeng to read, she herself lacks understanding of him, if he deliberately does not show his emotions, she really doesn't know what to do.

Ji Mengmeng ...... "He hadn't called her by name like this for a long time, she shook her body and looked at him.

"He just made you can't let go?" When I am willing to let go of all my worries and want to be good to you, you still miss him?

Ji Mengmeng looked at him with wide eyes, he knew? But after the shock, she calmed down.

Ji Mengmeng's expression made Chu Mufan feel cold, and he felt that he was an out-and-out fool.

"No, Mu Fan, it's not what you think."

She was desperate for a plea.

Chu Mufan hooked the corners of his mouth and sneered, he didn't want to look at her, and he didn't want to listen to any of her justifications.

Worried about her, he ran after her, and what did he see?

He was very disappointed in the little woman in front of him, although he always knew in his heart that he had moved his heart first, but he thought that his sincerity could be learned, but what about her?

She doesn't have him in her heart at all, Chu Mufan, maybe this is your retribution.

He stood up, too lazy to bother with her anymore, he didn't want to lose control.

Ji Mengmeng took his hand in a panic and looked at him with eyes full of pleading. Chu Mufan's heart throbbed fiercely, remembering the scene where she and Lin Xiao were in the ward, Chu Mufan forced himself to say with a cold face: "I don't want to hear anything now, and I don't want to see you!" ”