Chapter 6 I'm Really Tired, But I Still Persist (Change)
Chapter 6 I'm really tired, but I still persevere
This feeling is like two very good boyfriends and girlfriends, one party suddenly received a confession from the other party, it seems to be reasonable, everyone is so familiar, but it is a little unexpected and abrupt. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Today's Taeyeon, for Choi Jae-ho, is a familiar stranger, and even this familiarity, he doesn't know if it's real, whether he subconsciously thought of the heroine in last night's dream as Taeyeon.
It's just that, no matter what happened, he didn't want to let this strong-looking girl sad and disappointed, and at the same time, he didn't want to deceive the girl in front of him, so he also avoided Taeyeon's heart-warming eyes a little.
Lowering his eyelids, he looked left and right and said, "This coffee is very good.....
After waiting for a long time, but waiting for Choi Jae-ho's words, Taeyeon was also stunned for a moment, then stood up, walked to the service desk without saying anything, picked up a large cup of brewed coffee, and put it directly in front of Choi Jae-ho.
This move may seem silly to Taeyeon in normal times, but this is the first time she has been so eager to take the initiative to do something, as if she quickly woke up from a hibernation. Because I was so eager for the other party's answer, I was a little confused.
Just because Cui Zaihao said a word that took care of the left and right, he was stupid and wanted to dedicate everything unreservedly, but he didn't know where to start, and he seemed a little at a loss.
The action is a little naïve and ridiculous, but when Choi Jae-ho looks at this scene, his heart becomes deeper and deeper, and his appearance is more and more silent.
Emotional things really can't be forced, but what really happened to the two of them, but with the loss of memory, it's all gone, and all that is left is the instinct from the bones.
Although this instinct will prompt Choi Jae-ho to get close to Taeyeon, reason makes him resist this relationship a little because he is not ready. On top of that, he doesn't know why he only lost his memories with Taeyeon after his car accident.
Is it because it's so important that it's lost? Or is it because those memories may be so hurtful that they are selectively forgotten?
All kinds of concerns made Choi Jae-ho have to be silent.
After Taeyeon put the coffee in front of Choi Jae-ho, instead of returning to his seat, he stood next to Choi Jae-ho and stared at Choi Jae-ho tightly.
For the sake of this cherished love, Taeyeon is no longer the captain of the strong, fearless girlhood, nor the girl who makes people feel happy forever, but just a confused and helpless little girl caught in the whirlpool of love.
Her love is so serious, but a little cautious, her love is humble, but she is persistent in trying.
Choi Jae-ho's original sentence of "This coffee is good....", fell on Taeyeon's ears at this time, like an edict, what she earnestly wanted to serve was not this sweet coffee, but more like in a sacrifice, very religious, without hesitation to hold out her fiery heart.
All of this is just to get an answer from Choi Jae-ho. A seemingly very simple one, three words often said in love.
Taeyeon's successive actions made Choi Jae-ho a little dazzled. After a series of movements, Cui Jaehao's original instinctive resistance was also unconsciously reduced a lot.
Although it still exists, it can no longer form an obstacle between the two.
When Choi Jae-ho turned his head to look at Taeyeon's eyes with a little sad expectation next to him, his heart ached.
It's just that he couldn't say that sentence after all, he knew that he should have lost his memory because of the car accident, so he also put down the coffee in his hand and said slowly: "Taeyeon, you sit down first, actually..."
But Choi Jae-ho didn't know that his slow actions, in Taeyeon's eyes, had changed his taste, and he thought that Choi Jae-ho was rejecting him, and before Choi Jae-ho finished speaking, he shouted out with some excitement: "Oppa, I'm sorry"
Then he lowered his head, carefully took out a scarred mobile phone from his handbag, and gently placed it on the table, his white fingers gently touching the cracks on the screen.
This moment, this moment.
The striking crack on the screen is no longer a simple rift, in Taeyeon's heart, it has become a rift in the love between her and Choi Jae-ho.
Choi Jae-ho watched Taeyeon's movements in silence, and then said with some puzzlement: "The screen is broken? ”
"Well, the screen is broken, it can't be repaired" Taeyeon looked up, her eyes were full of crystal, and her words were full of pathos and sadness.
Choi Jae-ho was a little caught off guard, he could feel that the broken mobile phone in front of him was definitely not just a simple mobile phone for Taeyeon, but more like a sustenance of faith.
It's just that he rummaged through his memories, and couldn't find anything related to this mobile phone, and he was a little helpless, it seems that he should go to the doctor later, to see if he can find back his former memories, but he still said earnestly: "The screen is broken, it should be able to be repaired."
Taeyeon was silent, her fingers still gently touching the shattered screen.
"Why don't I accompany you to other repair shops to have a look, maybe it can be repaired, if it really doesn't work, just go to the specialty store and see if you can buy a replacement" Choi Jae-ho looked at Taeyeon's sad appearance, and for a while, he didn't know what to say, so he could only say tentatively in a soft voice.
It's just that his words made Taeyeon explode all of a sudden, raised his head, looked at Choi Jae-ho stubbornly, and then looked at him with an incredulous gaze, and said very slowly and almost word by word: "oppa, are you talking about alternatives?"
At this moment, Choi Jae-ho also felt a little inappropriate, especially looking at Taeyeon's solemn expression, but he was a freshman who didn't understand the origin of this mobile phone, so he still stubbornly said, looking a little indifferent: "Yes, it's good to buy another one, it's just a mobile phone anyway"
Choi Jae-ho's words are like a blunt knife, cutting the flesh of Taeyeon's heart alive, the pain that hurts into the bone marrow, the heart-rending pain, will soak Taeyeon's whole body at once.
"Oppa, what the hell are you talking about, have you forgotten what we once said?"
Choi Jae-ho's lips pursed, he really wanted to say: "I really forgot", this is not an irresponsible word, this is the truest reaction in his heart, he really forgot, but when he looked at the tearful and sad little face in front of him, he couldn't say anything.
His mouth kept biting, but it was as if he was speechless, and the words that crawled into his throat could not be spoken, and these words were drowned in Taeyeon's tears and flowed into his heart again.
In the end, he simply closed his mouth tightly and didn't explain, and handed Taeyeon a tissue directly. Continuing to be silent, Choi Jae-ho looked at Taeyeon's situation, and completely dismissed the meaning of the explanation, maybe this kind of cold treatment will hurt people.
However, once he makes such an excuse as amnesia, he instinctively tells him that Taeyeon will not only be sad, but may even despair of his love life. Because of this situation, it is estimated that it will only be in TV dramas.
Therefore, Choi Jae-ho Nyeong Ken Taeyeon misunderstood himself and didn't want to break this girl's heart again. She's really distressing.
Everything is so helpless, but Choi Jae-ho has to bear and face it.
Taeyeon whimpered quietly, obviously really sad to the extreme, and Choi Jae-ho's heart was also uncomfortable, a hundred turns and thousands of times, it was extremely complicated.
Jingle bells!
The cacophony of a cell phone rings through the silence of the café, and Choi Jae-ho's cell phone rings. And Taeyeon's attention has also shifted to him temporarily.
After Choi Jae-ho gave Taeyeon an apologetic look, he took out the phone he had just changed this morning from his pocket and picked it up directly.
It's just that he didn't notice when he answered the phone, when Taeyeon saw the phone, the whole person collapsed all of a sudden, but she didn't cry or make a sound, but her eyes suddenly dimmed, slowly collapsed, and the words of the past echoed in her mind again.
"What if it's in arrears, it's down, or even if it's no longer in the service area?"
"That means we're over, just like this mobile phone, fate is over, it's down, after all, mobile phones have a lifespan"
"What?"
"Fools, it's all lying to you"
Taeyeon, who was in a stupor, didn't realize that Choi Jae-ho had ended the call, and when he saw Taeyeon's expression, he was also shocked, what kind of expression was this, sadness and despair were no longer enough to describe, the original delicate skin lost its luster, and its bright eyes dimmed.
It's just that despite this, those eyes are still looking at the mobile phone in his hand.
Choi Jae-ho also understood at once, that is, the problem is on the mobile phone, maybe there was an agreement with Taeyeon about the mobile phone before, after all, when Taeyeon took out the mobile phone with the broken screen before, his demeanor was very solemn, but damn it, he completely forgot about it.
I really can't bear to see Taeyeon's sad eyes again, Choi Jae-ho also decided to tell a lie, even if the result will be worse, but as long as you can see the radiant girl on the stage again, it's enough, as for the rest, let him, the boy, bear it alone.
"Taeyeon, actually, I.... I want to tell you something."
"oppa, I know, you don't need to say it, it's just that during this time, although I'm very tired, I'm still insisting, I don't understand, what happened yesterday that made you shut down without warning, coincidentally, my phone screen was also broken, maybe this is God's will, I don't believe in fate, I want to try to break him, but in the end I still lost to fate" Taeyeon muttered in a low voice, chattering, as if telling a sad story.
These words, listening to Cui Zaihao's heart, also made him not know what to say for a while. The excuse that had just been made up suddenly collapsed.