Chapter 42: Self-Inflicted Pain

An Yue turned around and saw me lying at the top of the stairs, and hurriedly ran over, "Luo Bing, are you okay, why did you fall here." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"

It was pitch black in front of me, and I only felt a soft body helping me up, and I was in a daze as if I saw Jiang Yan running over, am I dreaming? But why is it so real.......

.......

When I came to my senses, my eyes were empty and I couldn't even walk steadily, An Yue and Xia Yuan supported me left and right.

An Yue sighed and said, "Luo Bing, why are you bothering, you have drunk so much wine." ”

"I ..... I'm fine, I didn't drink much, really. "I dragged my crumbling body and struggled forcibly.

"Why are you getting so drunk again?" Xia Yuan next to him said dissatisfiedly.

My eyes were blurred but I could still see clearly, and Xia Yuan's expression was mixed with worry.

"It's okay, hehe, Jiang Yan.... She's getting engaged .... I'm happy.. I'm happy...."I said vaguely, it seemed to be the palace of their wedding in front of me, they were so compatible, Jiang Yan was very happy, shouldn't I be happy, hahaha, but why am I so heartbroken.....

An Yue said earnestly: "I know you are in pain, but what can you save like this?" ”

"An Yue, isn't Jiang Yan very happy, does she love Ou Zexiu very much, you see how well they match, I'm so happy, Jiang Yan is finally married, hahahaha, I'm really happy...."I pointed to the street lamp on the street corner, and said nonsense, under the influence of alcohol, I vented my pain.

Suddenly, An Yue pushed me and slapped me hard, and I fell to the ground with an unstable center of gravity for a while.

"Was this the case when Aunt Wang passed away? Uncle Wang had a car accident, did you have this? You have been fatherless and motherless since you were a child, how much cynicism you have endured, do you also have this? Won't you just fall out of love, and make you Luo Bing look like this? An Yue pointed at me who was vomiting on the ground with a look of hatred.

Xia Yuan hurriedly pulled me up from the ground, An Yue ran over and shook my shoulders again, her eyes were full of disappointment, "Three years ago, my parents went bankrupt and my parents fled abroad, at that time I was defeated by reality and thought about suicide, but what did you say to me?" You gave me a resounding slap in the face, pointed at me and said 'Either get knocked down by the pain or stomp the pain under your feet', hehe, look what you've become now? ”

I stood up with difficulty and staggered to An Yue, I smiled and said, "I'm fine, I'm really fine, An... Sister An Yue...."

Tears blurred my vision, and in a daze, I saw a warm embrace, hugging my head......

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Many times, it is only when something is lost that it dawns on you that what you lose is the most precious.

It is precisely because it is lost that it is precious.

Night turns to morning.

When I opened my eyes, I had a splitting headache and a churning sensation in my stomach followed, and I lifted the covers and rushed to the bathroom.

The toilet bowl was full of filth that I vomited, and after I woke up, I looked around and found that this was not my home, but Xia Yuan's home.

There was a sound of footsteps, and Xia Yuan walked in in her pajamas and patted me on the back.

Why am I at her house?

I remember the last moment of last night with a warm hug around my head.

Could it be Xia Yuan?

I don't believe it, and I can't believe it, after all, her gorgeous appearance and prominent status are full of people who are not from the same world, we are just neighbors.

I turned my head to look at her, only to see Xia Yuan looking at me with a little worry.

Xia Yuan said, "Are you better?" ”

I nodded.

With a shuffling pace, I sat down on the couch.

Looking at the thin sheets on the couch, I said, "Thank you." ”

Xia Yuan sat on the sofa next to her and put on a coat, and after being silent for a long time, she said: "An Yue and I dragged you back last night, I was afraid that you would go crazy after drinking, so I brought you back." ”

"Didn't I go crazy last night?"

Speaking of this, Xia Yuan frowned and glanced at me, but she didn't speak.

Seeing her like this, I said, "I didn't trouble you last night, did I?" ”

Xia Yuan said impatiently: "It's okay." ”

Realizing that I might have done something while drunk, I apologized and said, "Well, I'll go back first......"

Xia Yuan didn't speak, deliberately avoiding my gaze.

Walking to the courtyard, the early morning sun was particularly dazzling, and the tulips on the flower platform exuded bursts of fragrance, and the scene of last night appeared in front of me again.

The heart-rending pain gradually covered my whole body, and there was a feeling of warmth in the corners of my eyes, and I forcibly looked up at the dazzling sunlight.

The discomfort in my eyes didn't make me come out of the pain, and I walked back to the house mechanically.

Looking at the piano, I lost my mind.

Lying in bed, memories took over my whole world again, and I fell asleep again in a daze.

In the afternoon, a cell phone ringing brought me back to reality from my sleep, and with squinting eyes, I answered the phone.

"Hey, Brother Bing, how are you?" Wang Yuan's voice was a little worried on the other end of the phone.

"It's okay, I slept and it's okay."

Wang Yuan sighed and said, "That's good." After a pause, he said, "Brother Bing, that ..... I'm working here in the west of the city, so I don't go home. ”

I opened my eyes, sat up, and said, "Going to work so soon?" ”

"Yes, Brother Shi has arranged a very good job for me, of course I have to work hard, don't lose Brother Shi's face."

"Yes, yes."

Wang Yuan continued: "I saw that female neighbor yesterday, she was really beautiful, by the way, did she take you home?" ”

I was stunned for a moment and said, "I guess so." ”

"You threw up her all over yesterday, she threw away her coat, and then dragged you home with Sister An Yue...... That, does she like you? ”

My heart trembled, I was silent for a moment, and then I replied, "You think too much, she and I are just neighbors helping each other." ”

Wang Yuan on the other end of the phone seemed to have something stuck in his throat, and after a while, he said: "Brother Bing, then I'll hang up first, I still have work to do here, and ...... Sister Jiang Yan is engaged tomorrow..... You...."

I almost blurted out, "I'll go." ”

Wang Yuan sighed and said, "That.... See you tomorrow. ”

Putting down the phone and sitting on the sofa, I don't know what I did after the gaffe yesterday, after three cigarettes, I decided to go and thank Xia Yuan.

Walking out of the door and coming to her door, I knocked a few times, "Xia Yuan, it's me, open the door." ”

No one?

I knocked a few more times, but no one answered, so I sat down at the stone table, took out my mobile phone and prepared to call her, and after pressing out the number, I hesitated for a while, and finally sent her a message in the form of WeChat.

When night came, I smiled self-deprecatingly: Luo Bing, you should also be ready to forget the woman you don't belong to forever.