Three years ago.........

Gong Chuan gave up the dignity of a man and knelt to keep An Yue........

But love is not proportional, no matter how sincere you pay, you can't match someone else's words, I'm sorry, we're not suitable..............

I can't keep the people I love the most these days, and I've lost a lot. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

I can understand how painful Gong Chuan's heart is.

"Lao Gong, to be honest, if Sister An Yue asked you to give up rock and roll and engage in a career in a shopping mall, would you be willing to give up?"

Gong Chuan put down the wine, shook his head helplessly, and said: "There is no point in saying this now, brother, do you know, when I came to Xiamen, I already regretted it, but what?" Shi He also likes An Yue, hehe, Shi has a family, is capable, and is a good man, but at the same time he is also my best friend, he is a hundred times better than me Gong Chuan, a thousand times....... Luo Bing, do you know how painful I was at that time? However, no matter how painful it is, I can't turn back........ Because I love An Yue too much, I can't go back........ Do you understand? ”

Gong Chuan lowered his head, his body trembled, but he forced himself not to cry..........

This kind of pain can only be understood after experiencing it, and I am so powerless that I can only be his listener on the sidelines.

I am so similar to Gong Chuan, she gave up the love that could be kept, but I fulfilled the love that I couldn't keep.........

The evening breeze gently brushed my cheeks, and in the middle of the night, Gong Chuan and I were lying on the grass in a park with each other's arms.

Since Gongchuan left Suzhou, I have never been so crazy with him, we were crazy at that time, and there were two women next to us complaining about us, but now it is ...........

While lamenting the time, I also gradually learned to give up, although it was painful, but it was good to have it.

What you can't get is always the best............

When we are drunk, we unscrupulously vent the most painful wounds in our hearts.

"Haha, do you hate Jiang Yan?" Gong Chuan lay on the grass and said drunkly.

replied to him in a daze: "Hate, hate, she is such a ruthless woman, she actually used money to abuse the relationship between us." ”

When I think about that night, my heart aches, why, why did I give so much and get such a result...........

"Brother, forget it, it's useless to hate her, you and her have never been from the same world, in fact, you yourself know that there will always be such a day, right?" Gong Chuan got up and leaned against the tree.

Gong Chuan's words can be described as hitting the nail on the head, since I was sensible, I understood that sooner or later my relationship with Jiang Yan would be destroyed by reality with the passage of time, but I myself have never wanted to face this problem.

Now my relationship with Jiang Yan is not even qualified to say goodbye.........

Under the silent night sky, Gong Chuan and I were lying drunk on the grass. After a long time, a car light in the distance stung my eyes.

The bright light was dazzling, and I was much more awake.

In the middle of the night, a woman got out of the car, and under the dark street lamp, I could only see a hazy shadow.

She slowly walked like us, half-squinting, only to see Hao Yue standing in front of her with an unhappy face looking at us lying on the grass.

"Mr. Luo Bing! Do you know that you are so decadent now, not at all like you who commanded on the spot that day! Hao Yue said angrily.

I didn't bother to ask her why she found this place.

"Decadence is decadence, anyway, one day less in life, decadence is also enjoying life........" replied to her inarticulately.

I felt like my eyes couldn't be opened, cold numb my limbs, and I closed them groggyly............

...............

When I opened my eyes, I was already in the car, and when I looked up, Hao Yue was driving in the direction of my house.

I hammered my dizzy head and said to Hao Yue in front of me, "Miss Hao Yue, I'm sorry for you........."

"Mr. Luo Bing, why are you still so unhappy, shouldn't you welcome every happy tomorrow?" Hao Yue said.

I chuckled and said, "yes, I should be ready for every beautiful tomorrow........"

I'm still bound by memories in the end, and I want to forget, but is it really that easy to forget?

Hao Yue glanced back at me and stopped talking.

It was pouring rain in the sky, but fortunately Hao Yue found us, otherwise Gong Chuan and I would definitely have become soup chickens now.

Thinking of this, I am a little grateful to the woman in front of me, although she is very naughty and often plays tricks on me nonsensically, but since she came to this strange city, she will always appear in front of me when I need help.

The car drove to the apartment, but instead of stopping, she walked to the end of the road, bypassed the city center, crossed the intersection and headed towards the highway.

I wondered why she was going around and around, what was she doing on the highway?

Hao Yue turned on the car music and played, Xiaolin's "HelloGoodbye".

A failed relationship is all from strangers to boyfriend and girlfriend to the most familiar strangers............

Listening to music, I am inexplicably very sad, music is this thing, when you are happy, when you are sad, you listen to music, when you are sad, you listen to sadness.

Hao Yue and I sat in the car, wandering in Xiamen in the dark night in the pouring rain.

I leaned against the window and watched the rain crash against the ground.

I enjoyed the silence.

We took a lot of detours and the heavy rain gradually stopped.

After a long time, I said, "Where are we going?" ”

"Gulangyu."

"Uh......... What are you doing there? ”

"Because there are fewer people there."

I was suddenly speechless, and Hao Yue's actions tonight made it difficult for me not to understand what she was trying to do.

I didn't say anything, and she continued to drive.

The dizziness in my head gradually diluted, and I got out of the car, and I silently followed behind her.

After walking a few steps, she suddenly stopped, turned her head and said, "It's not just as simple as falling out of love, right?" ”

This time I didn't hide it and nodded.

"Mr. Luo Bing, are you afraid to see your friends? Right? ”

I was silent.

Hao Yue was closer to me, I lowered my head and could even smell the fragrance of her hair, she continued: "Mr. Luo Bing, I feel that you are the worst man in the world.........."

I chuckled a little, and instantly understood, she must have learned about me from Gong Chuan.

Am I really miserable............

In silence, I followed her to the top of a building where you could see the whole of Xiamen.