Chapter 37: Thoughts
Lunch break
As soon as Ya walked into the classroom and returned to his seat, Dansheng Gu Senxia walked over quickly, his brown eyes full of anticipation: "Ya, how did that happen?" ”
Ya breathed a sigh of relief lightly, and said to Dansheng Gu Senxia: "There is good news, and a bad news, I don't know which one Senxia you want to hear first?" ”
Generally speaking, if someone throws up the contradictory topic of 'good news and bad news', the result is often very embarrassing......
It's a pity that at this time, Dansheng Gu Senxia's mind was all on the "Dark Holy Scripture", so she didn't think much about it, but blurted out: "Of course it's good news!" ”
"Good news," Ya nodded, and continued, "I've already disposed of the book. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoSanae was very sad at first when she heard the news that I had lost my books, but she eventually forgave me. ”
"Huh......" After listening to Ya's words, Dansheng Gu Senxia obviously breathed a big sigh of relief, and the tense expression on her face gradually relaxed, and a very touching smile bloomed.
"Thank you, Ya~"
“… You are welcome. Ya's expression was a little strange when he received Sen Xia's thanks, and he dodged his gaze, and couldn't help but avoid Sen Xia's gaze.
"So, what is the 'bad news' you just mentioned?" Dansheng Gu Senxia smiled lightly, looking very happy.
"Are you sure... Do you really want to listen to it? ”
"Uh-huh."
"The bad news is..."Ya's Adam's apple rolled a few times, and her voice lowered, "Sanae still has a lot of copies of the Dark Sacred Book in her hand......"
"You say...... What the!? After hearing this, the smile on Dansheng Gu Senxia's face suddenly disappeared, and was replaced by a kind of shock and despair that he didn't want to believe...
"Mori Xia... Are you okay? ”
"Heh... Hehe. Dansheng Gu Senxia lowered his head, tugged at the corners of his mouth at an angle that Ya couldn't see, and let out a penetrating dry smile from his mouth.
"Senxia...?"
"Then what is the use of the good news you told me earlier!!" Dansheng Gu Senxia suddenly raised his head and roared without a ladylike demeanor. After venting the depression in her heart, she hung her head weakly again, her face gloomy, and bursts of low, meaningless laughter came out of her mouth.
"You don't matter, do you?" Seeing this, Ya worriedly put her hands on Senxia's shoulders and shook them gently.
"Hehe... Hehehe......"
In a series of dry laughter that made Ya's scalp tingle, Tani Mori Xia raised her head, her dark brown pupils dilated infinitely, almost occupying the entire surface of her eyeballs. There is no trace of brilliance in the eyes, and there is no sense of hierarchy at all, and the appearance is extremely weird.
"Yajun... Were you kidding me before? ”
Dansheng Taniya Senxia's undulating voice echoed in Ya's mind.
"How... How so? "You've found out... But, black-bellied girl, why do you have such a terrible expression, as for it......
"Really, Yajun is not gentle with people at all~" Dansheng Gu Senxia's tone when he spoke was extremely strange, and the voice that seemed to be happy and angry made Ya shudder.
I don't know if it's Ya's illusion, Ya seems to have found a black shadow of a long-haired woman with only a vague general outline behind Dansheng Gu Senxia. Moreover, in the hands of this unknown female black shadow, she was holding a knife that constantly emitted wisps of black gas......
"Wake up! Sen Xia, wake up! Ya wiped the cold sweat that didn't exist on her forehead and shook Senxia's shoulder vigorously. Just now... Is there something strange that has gone on the wrong set?
Being shaken so hard by Ya, Dansheng Gu Senxia's body couldn't help but tremble, and when she raised her face again, the look in her eyes had returned to its normal appearance.
“…… Ya, what should I do now? ”
"Solution... It seems like there is only one. ”
"What's it!?" Senxia grabbed Ya's sleeve hard.
"It's to convince Sanae that you're the author of that book, and then tell her that the contents of the book are just your secondary fantasy from some time in the past, and it's all unrealistic imagination without any theoretical basis."
"Now, even if you don't ask her to destroy the copy of that book, she won't keep the words in that book on her lips all the time."
After saying this, Ya's heart suddenly trembled. It was as if an invisible hand had been clenched into a fist and knocked down on the chest, and my heartbeat couldn't help but be half a beat faster.
Do so... Wouldn't it be too cruel for Sanae...... After all, secondary disease is not an evil deed. It's just a strange and cute mental state that can easily appear when teenagers and girls grow up.
To use a not-so-appropriate analogy, it's like the flu and fever in everyday life.
Sometimes, it is not a bad thing to have a fantasy world that is not distracted by the world, and it can make people forget many of the troubles of the real world for a while. Even as the children grow up, this beautiful, illusory world will gradually become fragmented......
"So... Then, after school, I'll go to the club to find the second second, and Ya will accompany me when the time comes~" It seems that Dansheng Gu Senxia has already made a decision in his heart.
“… Well. Ameran nodded.
……
Back in his seat, Ya pondered what to do with the Dark Tome, hoping to find the best of both worlds.
However, Teacher Xiao Qi, who walked into the classroom, held a large stack of blank rolls of paper in her hand, and then she announced an unfortunate news to the students in the class.
The mid-term surprise test will be held this afternoon, and club activities will be postponed to Saturday.
Ten minutes later, the class bell rang, the teacher handed out the papers, and the students answered the questions.
Ya looked at the rolling paper on the table in front of him, and sighed silently, affected by the second memory, Ya has now completely despised everything about his studies.
Well, it's enough to have a skill that can support your family. Why do you need to make yourself so tired, and at the same time you are tired and out of breath, how much beauty will you miss and lose that only belongs to youth?
It's like when you were a child, if your parents said that other people's children are better than you, they are much better than you. You will be unconvinced to refute and try to prove that you are no worse than anyone else.
But when you grow up, if your parents still ask questions like this, you won't be as excited as you used to be. You probably nodded calmly and joked, "Oh, is that so, it's just a pity that he or she is not your child." ”
To put it bluntly, it is to recognize the reality and bow to it. I'm not that material, I just want to live a normal life.
After flipping through the math paper in front of him, Ya looked out the window.
The sun was shining brightly outside, and there were students running in PE class on the playground, and the wind blowing through the students carried the laughter far away.
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PS: Recommend by convention.
Then, the ending point is just my own understanding of learning, and there is no need to argue with me.