45. It's still uncomfortable
Chang Jiwen said: "I will send someone to find it, and I will definitely be able to find the fifth master back." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info”
Cheng Linghui threw herself into his arms, endured the grief in her heart and said, "I can't find it back." The fifth master went to find the fifth grandmother. Can't get it back......"
Chang Jiwen hugged her tightly: "If you want to cry, you can cry." The fifth master is gone, and there is me. In the future, no matter what happens, I will accompany you. ”
Cheng Linghui buried her head in Chang Jiwen's arms and cried. Growing so big, she rarely cries like this. The first time I had to follow my father to pull my feet. That time, not only did she cut her thick hair in pieces, but she also lay on the ground and rolled and wept. Her father couldn't resist her, so he had to take her out.
The second time, it was the time when the earth dragon turned over and grandpa died. She felt that the sky had fallen, and she lay on the ground crying in despair.
Third ......
This is the fourth time.
Cheng Linghui returned to the Chang family compound crying in Chang Jiwen's arms. I didn't eat dinner, and I cried and fell asleep all the time. Weeping in my sleep. I languished for several days.
When the people of Chengjiazhuang found out that the fifth master was gone, it was already many days after the New Year. The mother went to deliver the Lantern Festival dumplings to the fifth master, and found that the hemp candy sent a year ago was still at the door, and pushed the door open to find that the fifth master was long gone. The people of Chengjiazhuang only knew.
's father went to Qiaoshang Village to tell Cheng Linghui the news. Cheng Linghui cried again. Then, like a pebble that had entered the water, the fifth master crossed a ripple in the hearts of the people of Chengjiazhuang, and soon regained his calm.
In March, Cheng Linghui barely walked out of her grief.
During this time, the bandits were very noisy. It has spread from Changhe County to Shaxi County and Guangping County. Kaizhou Mansion and Ganzhou Mansion are all clamoring to suppress bandits, but they have no effect. It endangers everyone in the people. Chang's compound is no exception. The rest of the family took turns to defend day and night, just in case.
These Cheng Linghui are all from the mother-in-law who comes to duty every day. Chang Jiwen often doesn't go home for several days, and he doesn't tell her about things outside when he comes back. Cheng Linghui's current days are eating, sleeping, and being in a daze. Those girls, mothers-in-law, and concubines looked at her and were happy.
This daily Jiwen came back from outside, and after dinner, he took a book and sat at the table to read. Cheng Linghui waited for a long time, and when he saw the lights, he didn't see him leaving. I couldn't help but say, "Why don't you go to sleep yet?" "You must know that for the three months after the fifth master left, Chang Jiwen slept in the study. As for whether he went to his four beautiful concubines, Cheng Linghui didn't pay attention to it.
Chang Jiwen said: "Aren't I waiting for you? ”
Cheng Linghui was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered the night before she returned to the door. His face couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable: "Shameless." ”
Chang Jiwen put the book down and walked in front of her: "This is human nature. He looked at Cheng Linghui with a smile in his eyes. Cheng Linghui lowered her head, not daring to look at him.
Chang Jiwen shook his head: "It's really my magic barrier to meet you." When you were a child, you asked me to teach you to read, and when you grow up, you want me to teach you how to be a wife. ”
Cheng Linghui couldn't wait to find a crack in the ground to shrink herself, and said in a low voice: "Which one do you want to teach?" ”
Chang Jiwen stretched out his hand and suddenly hugged her. Cheng Linghui screamed in shock, and subconsciously hugged his neck. Leng Leng said: "What are you doing?" ”
Chang Jiwen chuckled: "It seems that my husband is not very qualified, and I have to make persistent efforts." After hugging Cheng Linghui, he entered the back room and pressed her on the bed at once.
After experiencing the incident of the fifth master, Cheng Linghui was not very disgusted with Chang Jiwen's touch, but she was a little at a loss. Covering his clothes, he said, "If you do this again, I will fight back." ”
"You dare?" Chang Jiwen attached it to her ear and gently bit her full earlobe: "If you want to beat your senior brother, you can't do it?" ”
His voice seemed to have magical power, and Cheng Linghui only felt that his hands and feet were no longer obedient. Trembling, he said, "I'm ...... I ......"
Chang Jiwen opened his mouth slightly, grabbed her lips, and didn't give her a chance to speak.
Cheng Linghui had a mess in her head, and she only felt that her body was not her own.
After a while, I heard Chang Jiwen's low laughter.
Cheng Linghui stammered: "You...... What are you laughing at? ”
Chang Jiwen held her in his arms and said with a smile: "Are you really Cheng Mozhi?" ”
Cheng Linghui said stupidly: "Of course it is." Don't you even know me? ”
Chang Jiwen took a bite on her chest, which was a little heavy. Cheng Linghui frowned: "What are you doing?" ”
Chang Jiwen said: "You deceived me so hard. It's good that you're a woman. ”
Cheng Linghui was suddenly a little moved. Growing up, she heard all kinds of tones: "Why aren't you a man?" This is the first time I've heard someone say, "It's good you're a woman." ”
Chang Jiwen whispered in her ear: "Do you know? I've always liked you. ”
"What about my eldest sister?" Cheng Linghui suddenly got up and looked at him.
Chang Jiwen said: "I actually didn't see what your eldest sister looked like at all. "In the night, his eyes were bright.
"Liar." Cheng Linghui lay down again and distanced herself from Chang Jiwen a little.
Chang Jiwen followed, his hot body pressed against her back: "What I said is true." When I went to your house, I wasn't embarrassed to look at your eldest sister at all. And, I feel happy just to see you. At that time, I didn't have to study at the academy every day. I just want to be with you to live in the academy. ”
Cheng Linghui turned over and faced him: "It turns out that you deliberately targeted me and deliberately hit me." ”
Chang Jiwen said: "How did I know you were a girl at that time? I just want to be nice to you to hit you. At first, I thought it was because of your eldest sister. You didn't even know when I heard you were a woman. I was at a loss. It felt like the sky above me suddenly fell, revealing a new world. I, on the other hand, lost the right to enter that new world.
You'll never be able to understand what I was feeling at that time. I can't understand the pain of regret and lovelessness. ”
Cheng Linghui pursed her mouth: "You didn't marry a daughter-in-law and marry another daughter-in-law." There are also four beautiful little wives. A son, a daughter. At the end of the day, you're all coming up with your own pain. ”
Chang Jiwen's breath was stagnant: "Do you mind!" ”
Cheng Linghui shook her head: "I originally planned to marry myself indiscriminately, so that my mother would stop worrying about my marriage." It doesn't matter if you marry an old man. So, you don't have to worry about me, you can do whatever you want. You don't have to tell me about those nice sounds. I don't need to. She could suddenly understand the feelings of the crown princess Lin Yuanxiu. Because it doesn't matter, you can do it calmly.
Chang Jiwen's voice suddenly trembled: "Mozhi, are you trying to dig out my heart?" Do you know how sad I am to hear you say that? He stretched out his arm and hugged Cheng Linghui tightly: "No matter what I say, you won't believe it, right?" Do you remember the first time we met? In the burning shop of the ten-mile shop. You look at me, I look at you. Maybe you've been in my heart since then, but I don't know, and you don't know. ”
"Over the years, the Chang family has experienced decline and revival. I've been through a lot of things. I thought you were already married. In order to make yourself die. I got another wife and had children. But it didn't help. I indulged myself, married a concubine, and went to the Qinglou. It didn't work. The more I indulge myself, the more I miss you. So, I decided to come back. Just one look at you. Mozhi, I'm right. Would you believe me once? ”
Cheng Linghui felt a little uncomfortable. She told herself that she could not care about Chang Jiwen's past, but she was still uncomfortable. So she closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, avoiding the conversation with Chang Jiwen.
Chang Jiwen said in a low voice: "When I came back this time, I made a special trip to take leave and come back to marry you." Silence, whether you mind my past or not. From the moment I returned to my hometown and saw that you were still alone, I made up my mind. Either way, I'm going to marry you. In this life, I will never miss the opportunity to have you again......"
"Tomorrow I will leave for Beijing to resume my duties. I can't take you and my mother ...... for the time being" His lips fell softly on Cheng Linghui's closed eyelids, nose, and lips, and ravaged up......
The next day, when Cheng Linghui woke up, Chang Jiwen was already gone. Next to the pillow was a letter that read: "My wife personally opened." ”
Cheng Linghui took out the letter paper, and only two words were written on it: "Wait for me." ”