When that red light fell like a meteorite, unstoppable, the despair in his heart forced out the majestic power in his body, which was a power that even he was not aware of, and it was also the first time in so many years that he had moved to kill. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Is love such a bond?

When she finally woke up from the nightmare and asked who he was, at that moment, he once again moved to kill, but this time, it was to kill himself.

Because he was so unbearable, she would forget about herself.

He fled in the wilderness, not because of her words, but because of his confused, tangled, lingering and painful heart.

He didn't know what he should do, it was the best explanation to her, he had no way to respond to her, he couldn't respond to her, he was a disciple of the Buddha at the moment, he didn't have the qualifications to respond to her, so he couldn't let her bear this infamy.

He couldn't respond to her until he had taken care of his own affairs.

But he couldn't help but respond to her, couldn't help but give her hope, but again and again he snuffed out the hope he gave her.

He was even more incomprehensible than she was doing, and even more disgusted with what he had done.

At this moment, he finally knew what the pain of love and parting was.

"What exactly is love?" He seemed to be asking himself, and he seemed to be asking the Buddha.

"Yuantong, are you enlightened?" The sound of a bell suddenly came from above his head.

He opened his eyes suddenly, and the blinding golden light made it impossible for him to open them.

But his heart was full of excitement, and when he finally opened his eyes, the golden Buddha seemed to be floating in the air like a living thing, sitting cross-legged, looking at him with a smile.

He was immediately ashamed: "Disciple, disciple can't understand." ”

"Love is divided into two kinds, human love and Buddha love, do you know the difference between these two?" The voice was magnificent, stirring through his heart.

He thought about it carefully: "The love of man, this love has me, born from outside, unnatural, conditioned, differentiated, impermanent, changeable, hateful, sorrowful, fearful, painful; The love of a Buddha, which has no self, arises from within, is natural, unconditional, undifferentiated, permanent, unchanging, not hateful, not sorrowful, not fearful, not suffering. ”

The Golden Buddha was noncommittal, and his face was still with that deep smile: "Buddha, the essence of the heart is love, this love can save sentient beings without self, and in order to save sentient beings, he will not hesitate to sacrifice himself or herself, Buddha, love everything, no one does not love, nothing does not love, all the time does not love, everywhere loves, because the Buddha itself is love." ”

"All existence, the Buddha loves, and all are with him, Yuantong, can you understand?"

He was relieved in his heart and smiled slightly: "The disciple is stupid, and he can't understand it." ”

"Compassion for sentient beings is why there is Dharma love, and if it is Dharma love, it is true liberation." The golden Buddha smiled, and the golden light gradually disappeared in the air.

At this time, the sky swept away the clouds just now, and became clear and endless.

He stood on this green lawn as far as the eye could see, and his heart felt like a transparent realm.

He slowly opened his eyes.

There was a sudden agitation in the Buddhist hall.

"Senior brother, do you know that once your eyes are closed, it has been three days and three nights?" The senior brother turned pale and looked at him worriedly.

Yan Tiannan smiled with relief: "Senior brother, I can't understand. ”

"Huh?" The senior brother was stunned for a moment, staring at him blankly and not knowing what to say.

"What did you say?" The old monk's angry voice came from the side, with pain and anger.

"Master, the disciple is not good, and I have lived up to your old man's expectations and cultivation." He knocked his head heavily on the ground, and his heart was full of mixed feelings.

"You!" The old monk slapped his hand heavily on the table, but closed his eyes in despair.

"Senior brother, what's going on?"

Everyone was confused by the scene at this moment, but they also smelled a trace of a serious atmosphere, and they didn't dare to make a sound.

"Why did you study Buddhism?"

"Disciple, I don't want to study Buddhism."

"Are you enlightened, or are you not?" The old monk closed his eyes and asked dejectedly.

"The disciple is stupid, but he has not yet understood." He replied again.

I don't know why, after hearing this sentence again, the old monk suddenly laughed, laughing happily, making everyone stunned, but then, this laughter also revealed a trace of sadness and helplessness, and it also soaked everyone's hearts.

He got up slowly, took a deep look at him, and walked out: "Go down the mountain, and return my temple to a clear place." ”

"What's the matter, junior brother, are you going down the mountain again?" Liantong looked at Yan Tiannan strangely, and also looked at the old monk strangely.

"Unicom!" The old monk suddenly roared.

"The disciple is here!" He hurried forward.

"My temple disciples are still down the mountain, what should I do?" His tone was sonorous without hesitation.

Unicom was puzzled for a moment, but still replied: "Muren Lane, Jiuding Furnace." ”

"I declare at this moment that from now on, Yuantong is not a disciple of my temple, so let's go to Muren Lane." After he said that, before a bunch of wide-eyed people behind him came back to their senses, they disappeared from everyone's sight.

"Master! Never! Unicom was shocked, anxious and suspicious, and wanted to chase after him.

"Senior brother, that's it."

Hearing this breeze, Unicom slowly turned around and saw a face as calm as water.

"Why?" He gritted his teeth, but the bruised tendons on his forehead betrayed the anger he had now renounced.

"My own decision." He said lightly, stood up, but didn't want to go without food for three days, shook suddenly, and almost fell.

"Senior brother!"

"Senior brother!"

Hearing the cry of sadness and surprise, his heart fluctuated slightly, but in the end, it was still one sentence: "Senior brother, you don't want me to go to Muren Alley on an empty stomach, right?" ”

"What a wooden alley! One day with me, you don't want to go! Liantong's face was gloomy, blocking in front of him, but he didn't let it go.

"Senior brother, this is my decision."

"If I say no, I can't! You won't even listen to me! He stared at him with a thunderous rage.

"Ugh." He sighed.

Suddenly, there was a chirping bird outside the door of the Buddha Hall, and he suddenly came back to his senses and said with a smile: "Senior brother, look, this is the one you once saved?" ”

Liantong was stunned for a moment, and also looked in the direction of his finger.

At this unguarded moment, he felt a pain in his shoulder and neck, unwillingness, resentment, and a rush of thought came to his heart, but he no longer had the ability to resist, so he fell.

"Senior brother, what are you doing here?" Zhengtong and a group of disciples ran over to catch Unicom and looked at him in confusion.

"Senior brother, go and get two steamed buns for senior brother, senior brother, you're on your way."