"Why should I? Just because I'm your guardian! Do you think he's a clerk! I told him to fuck off for your own good! ”

"Smack!"

"You're cold enough!" Lu Xiaomei finally couldn't help it, and slapped her palm on her cold cheek. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

A trace of consternation flashed in Yan Tiannan's eyes, but his cold eyes were full of incredulity.

The room was quiet all of a sudden, cold and white, and the five red handprints on his face were suddenly revealed, and they were still swollen.

"Lu Xiaomei, you dare to hit me?" He looked at her in disbelief, as if he never expected such a day.

"I've had enough of you! I've really had enough of you! "She's completely mad.

It's not just because of this one thing, for so many years, Leng Yan has been under the banner of "this is all for your good", and almost controlled most of her life.

For so many years, this cold sentence has been on his lips all the time.

She met someone she liked, and happily asked him for advice, but after a few days, the boy changed schools, and she came back to question him, and he said, "You have to focus on your studies, and I am all for your good." ”

She wanted to be an onmyoji, and he threw her application letter far away, saying, "It's too dangerous, I'm all for your good." ”

She wanted to learn design, but he secretly found someone to change his major to oil painting, and said: "People who study design are prone to sudden death, and I am doing this for your good." ”

She wanted to recruit a clerk, but he tried every possible way to obstruct him, saying: "This kind of person is not suitable for your store, I say this for your good." ”

It's all for your good, it's all for your good!

In this way, she was invisibly controlled by this sentence in countless events.

It's so tired, really tired.

She never wanted to hear that again!

"Leng, wake up! I'm an adult, and you're no longer my guardian! She didn't stop doing it, and now, at this moment, she was going to completely break off the cold and vain attempt to control her mind.

"Lu Xiaomei!" looked crazy and raised his slap all of a sudden, but before he could fall, he was steadily caught by Lu Xiaomei.

His heart was turbulent, and it was difficult to accept, he didn't know that in the past few years, she had become so powerful.

At this moment, the long-buried panic and uneasiness were all exposed, this was the panic that he thought Lu Xiaomei would leave him one day, this was the uneasiness of the fear that he would not be able to control Lu Xiaomei one day, and at this time, it was like a flood, pouring out.

"After so many years, all you have been saying has been 'I'm doing this for your own good', don't you think you're hypocritical? Yes? She shook off Leng Yan, who didn't stand firmly, took two steps back and fell on the sofa.

"Your subtext is that I should understand your thoughts, I should accept your approach, I should do what you say, even if I feel uncomfortable, it's all my fault! All your motives are right, all your motives are good, you have nothing to reflect on, and you don't have to feel guilty for my discomfort! ”

"I'm an independent person, I'm no longer a child, don't dominate me with the self-righteousness of the people you came over! You didn't really care about me at all, you really thought about me, you thought about yourself, you were afraid of losing your toy, you were afraid of losing the fun that the toy brings, you were afraid of the toy running away. ”

"Leng, wake up, I'm not your toy, I'm a person! A living person!! I am a flesh and blood person!! I am grateful to you for your kindness to me and your care for me over the years, I have always been grateful to you, but I really can't stand it, this kind of control in the name of love, I can't stand it! ”

"This is my home, it's you who should leave."

After Lu Xiaomei said this long paragraph, tears had already burst into her eyes, she knew that this would hurt Leng Yan, but she really didn't want this kind of life anymore.

She wants to go through her own life, and she wants to plan her future.

The cold heart gradually calmed down from the initial landslide, and he quietly listened to Lu Xiaomei's tearful accusations, and his heart was panicked.

He never knew that what he had done would cause her such a big hurt.

Although he still can't figure it out, he can't refute it anymore.

Like a defeated rooster, he had never been so depressed, but at this time, he didn't even dare to look up at Lu Xiaomei, he felt that one of his eyes might hurt her now.

As if he had returned from a great battle for ten days and ten nights, he dragged his heavy steps, hunched his back outward, and walked to the door, his lips still trembling and unable to make a sound.

Finally, he sighed dejectedly and walked out slowly.

Walking from the living room to the tea shop, as if he had exhausted all his strength, the moment he walked out of the tea shop, his legs couldn't help but weaken, and he knelt down.

"Boss Leng?"

Yuan Fang's cold and puzzled voice seemed to come from outside the clouds.

He looked at this expressionless man blankly, and suddenly thought that if he was also such a person, would Lu Xiaomei also trust him like he trusted Yuan Fang.

But it was too late.

It's late.

"Boss Leng?" Yuan Fang's arm was mechanically supporting his armpit, and it was a little difficult.

Leng Yan wanted to say something, but his lips squirmed and he still couldn't say a word.

Yuan Fang looked up and looked inside, knowing that something big had definitely happened again.

Asking Lu Xiaomei to come out to help, maybe it will only help more and more, he looked at the incapacitated Leng Yan under him and sighed helplessly, after all, he turned around stiffly and lay him on his back.

After Lu Xiaomei saw Leng Yan leaving, she was like a ball that suddenly deflated, and sat down all of a sudden.

Yan Tiannan caught her steadily, picked her up and walked towards her bedroom.

He was full of guilt in his heart, and felt that he shouldn't have taken advantage of the cold fire just now, otherwise Leng Yan would not have quarreled with Lu Xiaomei, and the two of them would not have been so stiff.

"I'm sorry." He said softly, and gently placed her on the bed.

But Lu Xiaomei's hand grabbed the clothes on his chest and didn't let go, so he had to half-bend over and lie on the side of the bed.

"Hug me, Brother Leng will never forgive me again, he will never hug me again." Lu Xiaomei choked and trembled and lay on his chest.

A warmth spread through his chest.

He was stunned for a few seconds, slowly made up his mind, and secretly said in his heart: "Buddha, forgive me this time." ”

At this moment, he just wanted to hug the person in his heart who would not let her hurt no matter what.