The next day, I woke up early in the morning. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I thought I was already early, but I didn't expect Xia Yuan to be even earlier, she walked in from the courtyard gate in casual clothes and said hello to me: "Morning! ”

"I'll go, it's only 7 o'clock, where have you been so early?" I asked.

Xia Yuan stretched her waist and took off her coat, revealing her perfect figure with her white shirt.

It's 360 degrees without dead ends........ It's beautiful......

How come I didn't find her so beautiful before?

"And Xiaobao, Xiaobao went for a walk."

"Oh........ Do you go every day? ”

Xia Yuan went to the faucet to pick up the potted water, irrigated the potted plants in the flower stand, and said, "If you live here, you will go every day." ”

Yard living? Does she still have a house somewhere else?

After thinking about it, I asked, "Do you still have a house elsewhere?" ”

She took scissors to trim the plants and said, "Yes, it's in Chengbei Park." ”

I smoked a cigarette, walked over, smelled the tulips, and pretended to be indifferent and said, "That.... Then why don't you go back to live .......?"

Xia Yuan stopped what she was doing and gave me a strange look.

I smiled at her casually, and she said, "I don't want to go back, it's quieter here." ”

"Oku......."

Xia Yuan didn't seem to want to talk to me about this issue, so I changed my words: "I haven't eaten breakfast yet, let's go, I'll invite you to eat fried noodles." ”

"Well, we'll wait."

Xia Yuan went back to the room and changed into professional clothes, put on a windbreaker, and looked quite like a strong woman in the mall.

But I wanted to laugh, because no matter how beautiful and beautiful she was outside, as long as she came back to this yard, she would be mine—the female neighbor.

I suddenly felt how lucky I was.

"What are you doing in a daze? I'm going to be late for a while. ”

"O.... Profound..... It's coming, it's coming. ”

We didn't speak much along the way, and when we came to the intersection, I pointed to a wonton shop next to me and said, "Let's go eat here, the wontons here are delicious." ”

Xia Yuan nodded and followed me into Sister Li's Wonton Store. ’

As soon as I entered the door, I saw a busy figure, and the moment I saw her, Sister Li also saw me, she walked over with a strange look and said to me, "Luo Bing? ”

I smiled and said, "It's me, Sister Li." ”

Sister Li looked at me, although she said in a comforting tone: "Luo Bing, I know all about Jiang Yan's engagement, alas, what can I do with your child." ”

Something happens in this old alley, and no one can escape Sister Li's eyes, although Sister Li's words make me feel down, but I know that Sister Li is caring about me.

I forcibly suppressed the depressed mood in my heart, smiled and said, "Sister Li, don't worry, I'm handsome and talented, I'm afraid I won't find a girlfriend." ”

Sister Li sneered and said, "You kid, you know that you are poor with one mouth, and you don't have a good line." After she finished speaking, she looked at Xia Yuan who was sitting by the window and said, "Luo Bing, is that girl your girlfriend?" ”

Me: "........"

Sister Li's question suddenly made me difficult to answer, and in the face of Sister Li's inquiring eyes, I looked back at the quiet and elegant Xia Yuan, and suddenly, it seemed that some kind of idea prompted me......

"yes, it's my girlfriend....... Pretty, right. ”

Sister Li opened her eyebrows and smiled: "Oh, you kid can do it, I thought Jiang Yan was engaged, you kid won't be able to think about it, oops, now I will be much more relieved by your sister Li." After Sister Li finished speaking, she patted her chest, looking frightened.

When I returned to my seat and looked out the window at the crossroads, an inexplicable emotion came over me, as if I had seen the woman who had dominated my life for twenty years.

Every time I pass by this intersection, no matter how much I empty myself and how I get drunk, those memories will still appear in front of me, I used to feel very beautiful and happy, but now it is an indelible scar in my heart....... Time is so hard to fathom.

Xia Yuan ate the wonton quietly, and after a silence, she spoke, "What are your plans?" ”

I was stunned.......... Suddenly found that after losing Jiang Yan and losing his job, he didn't know how to live in this city at all, and he didn't know what to do.

After I lost my soul, I deviated from reality very seriously, because since Jiang Yan got engaged, I have never calmed down and thought about how to meet the new tomorrow, but have been avoiding ............

After recalling, I found that I had nothing, and even the old house belonged to Uncle Wang..........

Seeing that I was pondering, Xia Yuan said earnestly: "The wound will slowly heal over time, and you should think more about how to plan your future now." ”

Xia Yuan's short sentence has benefited me a lot, and since this period of time, I have slowly begun to get used to this realistic society, so I understand a truth.

A man who is in charge must have strong shoulders to protect the love of your life. Without a tough chest, reality will break through the seemingly strong love between you, and by the time you regret it, it's too late...........

I laughed self-deprecatingly, what do some ignorant impulses and empty promises represent?

"I want to ........ I'll try my best......."

Xia Yuan smiled faintly.

Xia Yuan and I were separated in the parking lot at the intersection.

After the separation, he smoked a cigarette, walked on the street, and began to silently plan his future.

A phone rings.

I picked up the phone: "Who?" ”

"It's me, An Yue."

I was silent.

An Yue continued: "Luo Bing, can you come to Tianyue?" ”

"I ............"

"You come here first, some things are still said to your face."

An Yue's tone was a little solemn, I may know what she wants to talk to me about, but it's not easy to refuse her at the moment.

Taking a deep breath, I said, "Okay, I'll be over later." ”

................

When I got home, I wiped the motorcycle with clean water and rode in the direction of Tianyue.

Along the way, I was inexplicably apprehensive, I knew that An Yue wanted to keep me in Tianyue, but I really didn't want to continue to stay in Tianyue, every time I thought of that night, I would always feel inexplicably guilty about Xia Yuan.

And, if I go back to Tianyue......... must be standing on the opposite side of Xia Yuan, she has already carried too much, I just want to be her good friend and good neighbor.........