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You can only win, you have to win, there is no other option.

Miss Sakura knew this very well in her heart.

However...... Clearly, the preparations that should be made will naturally be done. But when it came to the end, she could still feel the slightest bit of fear......

Even if you are fully prepared for battle, you are very aware of the limits of what you and the enemy can achieve, and you have analyzed all the information of the enemy from mind to body in a simple way, and you have laid out corresponding countermeasures for various possibilities...... But those who should be afraid will always be afraid...... Nothing will change.

Even though she is a magician with all kinds of powers and means, she is still an ordinary human at the same time, and it is not surprising that she naturally feels fear.

In fact, fear of this feeling...... From beginning to end, she never overcame......

That's right, from the beginning to the end, she has never overcome such feelings of fear even once. Including fighting, including negotiations with others, and even her own planning and thinking, she has actually lived in fear all the time. When planning, it's the fear of failure; When negotiating, it is the fear of the changing possibilities; When fighting, it is the fear of death...... All of this has kept her in an endless state of fear - far less dazzling and fearless than she appears.

But even so, these fears did not affect her actions. Fear to fear, fear to fear, all of this will not be an obstacle to her, but will become the biggest motivation for her to continue to move forward......

Fear of the unknown, of power, and even of the real is human nature, and there is nothing to be ashamed of. Whatever comes out of us and in our hearts, it is a part of who you are, and there is no need to resist them...... It's against your nature, it's the same as going against the sky. Accept it, recognize it, understand it, and finally turn it into a source of motivation for you to keep going. If you encounter any obstacles, you have to give them up, so delete them in the end...... What exactly are you left with? In the end, will there be more parts that are thrown away or more parts that remain? And the rest of the part is really yourself? What is the essential difference between maintaining one's heart with love and hate, fear? Just stick to your heart and don't let yourself indulge in this emotion. Dwelling in fear and hatred will only lead to destruction, but what difference does it make if you dwell on love and courage? So why should we resist it? Just smile and accept it and embrace it, isn't it? Aren't humans a race of lust? That being the case, what reason is there to refuse it all? What really matters is your own steadfastness and nothing else...... In fact, those are all excuses, maybe they are given to you by others, or they may be given to you by yourself - to push everything on the sensual head, and to push everything on someone else...... What's the difference? Aren't they all about not admitting the fact of failure?

――This is the psychological education that Sakura has received since she was a child. It is completely different from praising the truth, goodness and beauty, or simply sinking into the darkness, it is absolutely a deviant of the first class...... But she eventually accepted it.

For this was one of the few teachings that the Lord she respected had ever given her, no matter what the mood...... She had no reason to refuse.

Acknowledge everything, then harness everything...... Ever since she learned this, Sakura-sa has never been haunted by the nightmares she once had. She was still afraid, still hateful. But neither fear nor hatred could confuse or shake her...... She knew what she was doing, what she was going to do - these negative emotions could no longer affect her, and instead became important nourishment for her to keep going...... Just as the spiritual realm called "Mirror Stops Water" pursued by fellow warriors, she also reached this realm as a knight. It's just that others may rely on love and friendship to reach this state, or emptiness and sadness...... And she relied on negative emotions like fear, jealousy, and hatred that ordinary people avoided—as long as she could control herself...... It's still quite effective. Belch...... Although this emotion may indeed be a little intense when released, but if the other party is already dead...... That doesn't seem to be a problem.

As long as you don't lose yourself, no matter what emotions you have, you can become your own strength...... She did, but she felt as if she had accidentally gone wrong and lost something important...... But she just didn't understand what she had lost! In the end, she could only classify it as her own delusion - until she could find the answer to it all.

"Blueprint of the Jewel Sword...... Is this the biggest treasure of the Tosaka family? Hah, what they regard as treasures is just a small subject for the disciple's family in the eyes of the magician, right? But this technology ...... Parallel world technology? Sure enough, I can't understand it at all, so I'll leave it to Athena to analyze it slowly. Hmph, the effect of this dress alone is enough to make people understand what kind of existence the magician is...... Whether it's for the planet or for humanity, the magicians are damned......"

Sitting quietly on her sister's bed, reading roughly all the information she and her sister had found rummaging through the cabinets, Miss Sakura finally understood what the effect of this thing was after analyzing this information and receiving the support of Miss Illya's knowledge. To be precise, after understanding the effect of the gem sword, she immediately strengthened her determination not to involve magic - she had a hunch that she would dare to become a magician...... I'm going to be beaten to death by that idiot.

Hawkers,Although it is estimated that Gaia will only symbolically hit her,But she is not confident that she can carry it down at all......

Of course, it is estimated that no one in the whole world will have the confidence to be able to withstand it......

"Sakura? Didn't they all say that they wanted to recuperate? Why are you still reading this useless material...... With current technology, it is absolutely impossible to build this thing completely under normal circumstances. ”

"yes...... It's a joke from a magician, it's sad if you don't understand. But this thing is too ugly to look at...... It's obviously the top magic dress, haven't you considered the overall image? Or is that old man...... Is this what the understanding of beauty is all about? After becoming a Dead Apostle, I spent so much time traveling that a part of my brain finally broke down? ”

Casually slandering the noble magician, Miss Sakura tidied up all the drawings a little without respect, and threw them into a corner not far away, never looking at this inheritance that was regarded as a treasure by the Tosaka family for generations.

By the way, as a qualified strong ...... I mean guest, Miss Sakura naturally gave her former home a complete "brave" look. Naturally, she didn't move at all about ordinary ornaments or works of art, but what about other expensive magic supplies...... She didn't leave anything for her own sister (pro), one counted as one, and they were all packed and sent away...... Although she is not short of money now, there are some things, not that you can buy them anywhere if you have money, right? Of course, compared to these dead things that are not valuable, the truly valuable technology and knowledge, such as the blueprint of the gem sword just mentioned, she also took the wrong one and did not let go of all of them, and did not leave any of them. Fortunately, she more or less knew the specific location of these things when she was a child, otherwise it would be a little troublesome to find them all. As for the enchantment that was originally quite strong and complete here...... Sakura uses the Berserker method.

If the enchantment in front of you is troublesome, then just smash it. If it's still there, smash it again...... Divine weapons, really easy to use......

By the way, when Miss Sakura found her sister's (parent) account book over the years and skimmed through it roughly, she was about to burst into tears...... Really, though she doesn't know much about finances or anything...... But she still recognized the most basic remnant numbers. To be reasonable, for ordinary people, this money is actually not small, but for magicians...... Especially for a magician who plays with gems, Miss Sakura thinks that if this is worse, if she wants to continue to study the magic way, it is estimated that her sister (pro) will have to sell blood...... After all, it is estimated that she will have to wait a few more years for the customs industry or something.

As a magician who has never been short of money, Sakura says that she really can't understand the troubles of poverty at all.

Actually, she herself was quite curious - if she could buy a slap of her own sister's face for 1 million yen? Will the other party agree? Rationally speaking, she felt that the other party had no reason to refuse at all. And emotionally speaking, she doesn't seem to be able to make her feel satisfied by slapping her face or something? How about adding ten times more to let the other party post a private adult video? Of course, the actor must be chosen by her! If you add it tenfold...... Shall we use ponies?

Something discordant continued to spin around in her head, and Miss Sakura had to give herself a few more minutes to fully calm down.

Of course, even if she was not short of money, she would not really ask her sister (pro) if she would like to spend 100 million yen (not described) once...... But if you think about it this way, there doesn't seem to be anything wrong with the one million yen one? Say hello next time we meet...... I really wish I could see the other party's heartbroken and pretty face that was almost about to cry as soon as possible~

"Okay, okay, that's all for recuperation...... Sister, I'm ready to go out. If we still haven't found a trap near Emiya's house today, then we'll go and deal with them tonight - since we're all ready, let's end this as soon as possible~"

That's right, it's time to put an end to all this...... Whether it's this Holy Grail War, or something else...... Just think of it as a dream. And no matter how sweet the dream...... You're going to wake up eventually, aren't you......

PS: Updates for a regular week...... What should I do...... Don't want to write ...... I feel like I'm getting more and more depraved...... There are fewer and fewer novels I want to follow...... I don't feel it.

Thanks to Crystal and Tentacles for the tip......

To be reasonable, in fact, I don't know what kind of mood it is to like ps...... But the good thing is that I don't need to understand.

Girlfriend......? In fact, there are always a lot of opportunities, but my criteria are actually two, whether it is high or not, and whether it is low...... It's not that low. The first one is to be able to see the past with a face and figure...... Just look at it, after all, human beings are good-looking creatures, and I respect human nature. The second is to be smart...... It's not about being knowledgeable and doing research, but about the wisdom of being a real person...... As I wrote, at least be able to recognize yourself anytime and anywhere, and stay rational rather than relying on emotion to dominate everything about yourself...... At first, I didn't think it was difficult, but then I realized that I was thinking too much...... It's actually still hard. By the way, there is only one requirement for my family...... Good people - I think this is the hardest thing in modern society......

I don't know why many people say that Warcraft sucks...... Okay, I'll admit that the writers wrote the script too blandly, but I'm actually quite satisfied, exceeding my expectations - maybe maybe my expectations were too low? The game is a game to change the plot of the movie, the game is a game, the movie is a movie, these are two media, it is impossible to use the same ...... I know a little bit about movies, but of course it's hearsay, in high school - I don't know my name to protect my privacy, but I went to a private school...... In the front seat of me is the descendant of a celebrity who has a lot to do with movies, and he has taught us a little bit about it when he has nothing to do...... In my opinion, these people are really well-bred - at least on the surface. You let them make big news...... I can't imagine it anyway. At least this movie really understands the spirit of the Middle Ages in my opinion, which is very good, much better than the pure special effects that don't understand anything. Then I heard that Blizzard was going to shoot it by itself later...... Seriously, my expectations for the next one are suddenly lower. Movies and CG are really two different things...... Blizzard formed its own company to enter the industry...... I really want to give myself a reason to be optimistic about them. But think about Blizzard's efficiency, how many years later, I don't know, maybe it's super evolutionary? It's hard for anyone to say......

Recently I finally remembered to play Lance 3 Remake, Lance 9...... Anyway, when Lance 8 finished playing, I was thinking, how the ghost animal king has become the king of pure love. 9. I didn't say anything after playing...... The personal line Kanami, the most pitiful woman, gave sugar all the way, and Shizuka's love marathon was finally over...... And then it gets smaller. Lance and Shizuka's line is simply sweet and greasy...... Even the goddess saw that Kuruku was willing to be the enemy of the whole world for the sake of Lance, and Queen Sheila volunteered to be a slave...... Well, is this really what we know about Lance? Lance's daughter was as sharp as ever, and had succeeded in getting her mother, Queen Carla, out of stomach problems and heart disease...... The cheating daddy's Lance 9 has to be watched for many weeks to see the whole plot, and a lot of things in one week are not opened...... In fact, after playing the remake of 3, I will play 8 immediately, and I will see that many people's plots are simply ...... I can't say. Phyllis didn't switch to knitting sweaters for his son...... It's a beautiful picture. The plot of Copan Dong's birthday...... Well, Lance has learned to comfort people. Now that Lance has dominated all mankind, he has more than one leg with the demons, and the first half of the last work pushes the demon world, and the second half is the god...... Originally, Lance didn't have any thoughts about God, huh? He didn't let go of the angels who chased and killed Phyllis, and his own rank god was even more ...... Eh, it seems that Lance 7 doesn't even let go of aliens...... It seems that because of that alien, Lance inadvertently saved the world once. When I said that I was looking for a military advisor in 9, my first reaction was to call Uruze...... I didn't expect it to be an uncle...... By the way, in fact, what I want to see the most is the Kuruku line...... Shiro finally thawed, but it was Kuruku who died...... The Kuruku in 8 is simply exploding, as long as there is Lance, there is no need for faith or anything, at least there is absolutely no problem when Lance is alive...... What a painful awakening to think of her god...... In 9, God only cares about what interests him...... Well, in fact, Kuruku is also ...... As long as Lance asks for it, it doesn't matter if it's against the teachings and the obligations of the king...... It doesn't matter at all, it's even more desperately perfunctory to God...... 8 Li too, if it weren't for the suppression of the gods to ensure that Lance was okay, she wouldn't care about any polluter and the world...... And Lance had no idea what Kuruku had been doing for him...... I can't remember to play, but I can't stop as long as I play......

I'm looking for a new house recently...... The lease is almost up, and I want to live in the city......