Chapter Fifty-Eight: The Mud of Karmic Fire
(But I didn't change it yesterday because I was busy...... It's not that you don't make up for it, why don't you even give a feeding ticket...... It's just a little affectionate...... Tear...... t_t)
At this moment, the only feeling that Jian Tong Yanye has is pain, whether it is the blow that almost made him break down and disappear, or the physical pain, which is about to override his mood and consciousness, but for this man, this mixed pain is a little more comfortable......
It is impossible to know which part hurts for what reason, why it is necessary to experience such pain, these causes and consequences are unknown, and in the feelings of Yanye, as long as any proof of life makes him feel pain, breathing is painful, thinking is painful, memory is painful, and repentance is also painful......
There is no doubt that the black resentful spirit that has lost the main source of magic is extracting the life of Yan Ye without any scruples, and the berserker who liberated the treasure has an immeasurable need for magic power, which has exceeded the limit of the engraved insect in Yan Ye's body, so the inevitable result is the death of the engraved insect and the exploitation of Yan Ye's life force. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
But none of this matters anymore......
At least, it doesn't matter at all to the man who is a wild goose, he can't find a reason to live, nothing can continue to support him to live, but these can't be a reason for him to die, and even, he's holding on, he doesn't want his life force to be exhausted like this.
It's not that he is still greedy for his life, and it is impossible for anyone in such a situation to want to live, the pain is enough to wear out the will to simply want to survive, and all Yan Ye wants is to alleviate his debts, or he will never be able to give up that attachment......
He didn't want to admit it, he didn't want to take the words that were still echoing in his mind as Aoi's words, he couldn't admit that there was a so-called "selfishness" in his motives, so he wanted to prove that even at this moment, his heart was already being ground in shaking, producing tearing pain......
After all, this man fell into the quagmire of nightmares and obsessions, and even began to deny his correct perception and struggled, in the eyes of Kenneid, as a bystander, it was only speeding up his own drowning, but he would not stop it.
Not only because this is a good opportunity to weaken and consume Saber, but also because the man named Ma Tong Yanye has no way back, if he doesn't continue to carry out this obsession to the end, he will really be completely "dead", whether it is right or wrong, or selfless or just for his own resentment, resentment, and jealousy, at this time, it doesn't matter anymore, all he wants is to continue this way......
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If the enemy in front of her is still the giant that can continue to grow, even if she can't free the treasure in her hand, even if she is sure to lose, even if her battle will stop at this moment, the knight king who came to this world as a saber will definitely raise the sword in her hand and fight with all her might, even if she falls into such a desperate situation, she will not forget the name of the sword in her hand, "Oath to victory", but ......
Now, as a knight king, it is difficult for the girl to wield a sword with even a little power, she has long given up resistance, she has given up counterattacking, she has given up all the actions she should have made at this time, she has completely lost the heart to win, lost the fighting spirit as a warrior, and the rest is only a sad mourning......
The sword that was merciless, but always able to avoid the vital point, was waved by the black resentful spirit, swinging freely, and the knight king, who was in a cry at the moment, was constantly knocked away by this sword that opened and closed, and then stood up, and then flew again......
She could feel that resentment, that resentment, that she could do nothing at the moment, even if she made a heart-rending cry, it was only to no avail, because she couldn't betray and resent, and what the knight who drove himself crazy wanted was also this, as a person's "resentment", only in this way, he could gain the humanity that was limited by the so-called reason and dreams.
Just as the perfect king is miserable, so is the perfect knight, but, unlike the perfect king, the perfect knight could not bear it, so he betrayed, so he was broken, and then he became a demon......
Saber originally believed that even if they met each other for some unavoidable reasons, Gao Jie's heart was still the same, they were still like-minded friends, they were courtiers who embodied chivalry, and the king who embodied chivalry, she felt that this would always be maintained, this was the so-called "right......
However, after all, this is just the wishful thinking of the "king......
Everything in front of you is proof!
"My friend—are you so desperate for fate? Are you cursing hatred to bring you despair of kings and kingdoms? ”
It was completely trembling, and the voice was weak, accompanied by the suppression of the holy sword that had lost the brilliance of victory, and the completely decadent knight king girl, with her eyes down, could only see the extremely melancholy emerald eyes and the glossy splash of water from between the golden hair......
"We obviously had the same dream, and we all put our lives on the line to save the country, and if our ambitions were not different, then we would never have suppressed hatred in our hearts like we are now...... So - do you regret it? ”
Yes, regretted it......
Silently answered, the knight who had fallen into evil spirits only continued to swing his sword at the king whom he loved, who he respected, who was indebted, who was indebted, who was resentful, who hated him, who he wanted, who hated him, who hated him, who was angry, who was obstructed, who swung his sword at him.
All he hoped for was the hope that the king would be like a man......
"So, sure enough, I did it wrong......"
As if she understood, the decadent girl once again appeared unyielding, and her gaze was completely blocked by the gesture, and in the next moment, she moved, grasped the sword, the holy sword in the name of victory and glory, and then stabbed this sword in the most ordinary way, without skill, without evasion difficulty!
"Poof—"
Piercing the black burly body without any hindrance, inflicting a fatal wound on the heart, at this moment, no one could see the Knight King's face clearly, and no one could see the more melancholy, clear, watery emerald eyes......
"If, if, you can't bear it, let me bear it...... I should have nothing, I shouldn't think of myself as a 'human', ah, that's fine, that's-"
In that case, I can make amends...... So, I'm going to get my hands on the Holy Grail! ”
-- Wang, after all, does not understand the feelings of others......
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Contradictory things, negated things, and things contrary to the world are rolling, spiraling, and stringing, like a chain of cause and effect, constantly entangled, entangled, and disturbed and mixed, so turbulent, but still only in the form of chaos......
Black is not supposed to be its true face, and it is probably the form of a lotus flower that is explained by Zen practitioners in Buddhism, but it is a fire-colored flower that blooms in the flames of hell, or a crystallized thing born of the magma of sin and curse......
It awoke, and it woke up as soon as the spirit of the instrument was the link that made it together, and then it smelled the intoxicating breath that excited it, and it felt that she was calling to it too, yes, because it was of the same kind......
So it looks forward to, it looks forward to, it looks forward to the penetration of the black hole, which is the sun, the black, howling sun, which is also the omen of the end, which is also the vessel that is about to expire, which bears it, from which it will also be poured out into the world.
And now, when the fifth sacrifice is offered, the cauldron of the "miracle thing" carrying the "hope of the Almighty" opens the way to the gift, so that it can be born, it can come into this world, it can descend its "gift......
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From the room illuminated by the holy relics, it began to appear, with the hues of the other side, giving a different beauty to the red carpet, and the flickering fire began to rise, but it was so illusory that it seemed to blow it out in one breath......
Piece by piece, piece by piece, from the initial faint color pattern began to expand, the initial area has turned into charred black, or this charred black is the form of the flowing thing, the smell of burning began to disperse, this hall, this stage, this red carpet, has fulfilled its mission, but no one knows this, that's it......
Whether it was the cold girl and the ancient king who were confronting each other with all their attention at the moment, or the knight king who had just watched the unparalleled knight in his arms turn into the aether disappearing, no one noticed this, only those two, those two who were taken care of by fate, became the first to touch this coming thing......
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Emiya Kiritsugu and Yan Feng Qili are fighting fiercely, this is fate, both of them think so, but for the magician killer this is a bad fate, and for the surrogate, this is a gift from God!
Fighting, one side turned the limited spell it was carrying into a terrifying driving force, turning the incomparably powerful Baji Fist into a real murderous fist, and the other side turned its own vitality into an incomparably accurate magic bullet that deceived time.
At the same time, both sides understand that as long as they send this blow, they can win, but at the same time, they will also die, because the other party also sends a killing blow that can put themselves in a Jedi, but all this intertwining is destined to be fixed here!
The ceiling that had been burned by the Red Lotus Karma Fire was covered with black dirt, the object of the sinful karma, and the two people who were intertwined were also covered under it at this time......