Chapter XXXIV

Feng Xiaoji's thoughts were messy, she buried her head and said: "I'm about to succeed, I can almost let go of Gu Mingyuan, this matter is none of my business, Gu Mingyuan's everything is none of my business, I don't want to be tortured by such unrequited love anymore, I'm fed up, I'm ...... He also lied to me before, he can't like me anymore, I really don't know, how do I do that? I'm afraid I'll take care of his affairs, I don't want to go into this bottomless abyss, I don't want to see Ling Man's heart dripping blood when she holds her hand and laughs, no, no, no! It's horrible. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Feng Xiaoji cried.

Qian Lifu activated the autopilot mode, and after pulling out a tissue to wipe away his tears, he hugged the wind submeter with both hands.

He hugged the wind trick tightly in his arms.

Feng Xiaoji's crying became more and more obvious, she said: "I like him, I liked him when I first saw him, but I never said it, I thought he liked me, he once told me that he wanted to enter Worry-free with me, as a result, he and Ling Man entered Worry-free together, and when I went to Worry-free, they were already together." I just found out that there is nothing between me and him, I still have to hide this relationship in my heart, no matter who I tell it, no one can understand me, and I have to pretend to be nothing in front of Ling Man. ”

Qian Lifu clenched Feng Xiaoji's hands tightly.

Feng Xiaoji only cared about crying to herself, and she didn't see Qian Lifu's face distorted.

She suddenly raised her head, pulled Qian Lifu's sleeve and said, "Qian Lifu, can you make me fall in love with you?" I want to fall in love with you. ”

When Qian Lifu heard this, he was inexplicably sad.

Because he knows that when a man says something like that, it means, my intellect tells me that I should like you, and I want to like you, but I can't, my heart can't.

It is tantamount to a death sentence.

There is another subtext in Feng Xiaoji's words, I don't want to love him, but I can't.

I want to fall in love with you, but I can't. I didn't want to love him, but I couldn't.

The only thing to be thankful for is that the first person Feng Xiaoji wants to find a replacement is him.

Thinking of this, Qian Lifu's mood is equally complicated.

The car autonomously drove to the stargazing platform.

Qian Lifu opened the car door and said, "Go down and sit down." ”

Feng Xiaoji spread out on the seat and sighed: "I seem to have run out of strength." ”

Qian Lifu walked to the right door, opened the car door, bowed down with his back to the door, and said, "I'll carry you." ”

Wind Submeter shook his head.

"Didn't you say you wanted to fall in love with me? How can you fall in love with me if you haven't been carried by me? ”

Feng Xiaoji propped up his body and climbed onto Qian Lifu's back.

Qian Lifu has broad shoulders and a broad back, and Feng Xiaoji feels that he will feel safe lying on his back.

Coming to the highest step on the stargazing platform, Qian Lifu let out a small plan and said, "Look, the sky is full of stars. We look at the stars as small, but in fact we are even smaller. ”

"I know that we're not even a speck of dust to the universe."

"So, in fact, the distress in front of you is not a big deal. If you look farther and be more open-minded, your distress will be much less. ”

Wind submeter wiped away the tears.

"First of all, you have to admit that you like Gu Mingyuan, or admit that you once liked him, and you have to admit the fact that Gu Mingyuan is in love with someone else and doesn't love you, and then, don't force yourself to let go, sometimes, the more you force yourself to let go, the more you can't let go. Then, you can try to accept the people around you and give them the opportunity to take Gu Mingyuan's position. ”

Feng Xiaoji realized that she was actually using Qian Lifu, and she said, "I'm sorry, I almost used you as a substitute." ”

"It's okay, I'm willing."

"No, no, no." Feng Xiaoji hurriedly refused.

"It doesn't matter, because one day, you will fall in love with me, in order not to have a mustard in the future, today we will make it clear here, I know, at the moment I am a substitute for your feelings, but, I know in my heart that this is the only way to make you fall in love with me, I don't want to give up, I long for one day, you are my girlfriend, even if you have other purposes, it doesn't matter."

Feng Xiaoji looked at Qian Lifu.

Qian Lifu also looked at her sincerely.

Qian Lifu hugged the wind meter in his arms.

Wind Meter pushed him away.

"Total, from today onwards, we will be lovers."

"What I just said, don't take it seriously, I'm just in a moment's mood."

"Xiaoji, don't worry, I won't ask you to be responsible for anything, this relationship, no matter what form it takes, is what you and I want."

"No, no, no, it's not fair, I can't do that. I'm going back. "Wind Subtotal has repeatedly refused.

She got up and wanted to leave.

Hidden Lifu grabbed her.

And she fled.

Qian Lifu was originally going to chase after him.

Feng Xiaoji drank him: "I want to be alone for a while." ”

Qian Lifu shouted behind her: "Then, give each other a deadline, 100 days, after 100 days, if you don't fall in love with me, we will each get together and disperse." ”

The wind subplot just didn't hear it and left.

Since then, Qian Lifu has come to Feng Xiaoji for lunch and dinner every time, and everyone else thinks they are a couple, at the beginning, Feng Xiaoji will explain patiently, and after a long time, he is too lazy to explain anything.

Moreover, it is difficult to refuse Qianlifu after refusing once, the key is that Qianlifu handled the matter very properly, so that she did not have much room to refuse.

He is no longer in a hurry, very patient, never pressing, very thoughtful and polite, no longer dares to trespass half a step, and never confesses, but he does what he does as if he is a boyfriend of the wind and scheming.

But Feng Xiaoji asked himself if he still couldn't treat him like he had when he admired Gu Mingyuan - if everything was as usual.

On that day, Qian Lifu got off work as usual.

Feng Xiaoji resolutely refused to get into his car.

Qian Lifu said: "Count, count this time, it happens to be the hundredth day I sent you home, if you want to refuse, treat it as the last time, if you still refuse after that, I won't bother you from now on." ”

When he said this, it seemed that Feng Xiaoji had no reason to refuse? Unless you completely ignore the love between the two.

She said cool words in the car: "It turns out that everything has a time limit. ”

"Just say a word, and I promise to bother you every day."

"Don't be blessed."

"I'm different from others, I know it's impossible to die. Giving yourself deadlines is also being responsible for yourself and others. ”

Feng Xiaoji laughed: "A time limit is controllable, controllable, what kind of emotion is it?" ”

Qian Lifu said: "Xiaoji, if you meet me first, will I have a chance now?" ”

"No, it won't. Qian Lifu, that night was my gaffe, you really don't need to take it to heart. Feng Xiaoji replied crisply.

Qianlifu sighed.

"Anyway, thank you for loving me like this." Wind sub-meter said goodbye in advance.

At this time, thunderstorms are blowing.

Qian Lifu smiled bitterly: "This weather is really appropriate, and being alive is a true portrayal of my mood." ”

The car began to drive into the hillside curve.

"Actually, I tried to accept you." Wind subtotal said.

"That's even worse, proving that I'll never turn over."

"You know, some things really barely ......" Before the words fell, a force of gravity pressed on the body, and suddenly it went dark in front of his eyes.

Realizing that an accident had happened, Qian Lifu rushed to the wind on his right, protecting her with his strong physique, helping him block the glass shards that were beginning to crack.

The car kept shaking, and the two felt the car constantly being hit by heavy objects.

At this moment of crisis, Feng Xiaoji smelled the scent of Qian Lifu for the first time. (To be continued.) )