Chapter 53: Jiang Ziling's Confession
Jiang Ziling posted on the school forum again, and the rhetoric was still so beautiful. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
It's a pity that this article no longer jumps with the previous cautious movements, but with a touch of sadness and a touch of remorse.
The title of this article is: "Some people, once they miss it, they don't anymore"
[After being sad for a whole week, I finally couldn't help it and came here to write this post. Because this is the place where my happiness originates and where my sadness originates. ć
[I would like to commemorate my happy time that lasted less than a week! ć
[That's right, I'm out of love, out of love for a whole week.] Originally, I should continue to lie in bed at this time, and wash away my grief and remorse with tears of sadness. However, I decided that I should not shed any more tears, but that I should learn to be strong. Because I figured it out, tears didn't bring back that lost love to me, and they didn't bring any help to the people I hurt. ć
[Seeing this, everyone should have understood that the reason why I fell out of love was not that he abandoned me, but that I was wrong and that I hurt him. ć
[The reason why I say that this is the origin of my happiness is because my short love originated from a post I posted here, and those who have read it should remember that it is "Horror Freshman: A Handsome Slam Dunk Master and Martial Arts Master Appeared on the Basketball Court". ć
[When I wrote that post, it was just because I had a attack, and I couldn't hold back for a while. What I didn't expect was that because of that post, he actually remembered me. ć
[The next day, I continued to be a nymphomaniac and went to the basketball court again. When I saw him again, I plucked up the courage to say hello to him, and when I reported my netizen, he actually knew about me, and it turned out that he had also read that post. ć
[After that, he offered me a hug.] At that moment, I felt so happy, and it felt like the whole earth was embracing me. After that, he hugged the other girls, and although I had a little jealousy in my heart, I didn't care. Because I know that his hug is friendly, pure, and he hugs everyone who wants to hug him, no matter whether it is beautiful or ugly, and there is no lewd movement. ć
[After the game, I was cheeky enough to follow him, and I want to develop further. Because, I'm really moved. ć
[Maybe it's because he also has a good impression of me, he didn't reject me, and we started dating.] After getting to know him in depth, I found out that he is not only handsome, not only does he play basketball well, but he is also very talented, especially in music. ć
[When I saw him write songs with my own eyes and heard him sing in my ear, I knew that I was completely fallen, and for the first time in my life I was so deeply infatuated with a boy. ć
[Originally, this was supposed to be the beginning of happiness. Because, I can feel that he is also very fond of me, he accommodates me, tolerates my occasional little willfulness, and gives me enough tenderness and thoughtfulness......]
[This is really a very good boy, sunny, cheerful, talented, and rare gentle, considerate, and has a good temper. ć
[Originally, I should have had this happiness that all girls in the world would envy, but I buried it with my own hands. ć
[Just when I was feeling extremely happy, someone posted on the forum, talking about his past, and framing him as a scumbag......]
[I was so stupid, at that moment, I actually believed it! Am I actually in love with a scumbag? Suddenly, I felt like I had fallen into an ice cave and felt terrible. ć
[The next day, I went to his dormitory and questioned him, asking him if it was true. I didn't realize at the time how much my questioning would hurt him. ć
[Just after I questioned him, he went to the street to sing because he was sad. He sang the song "The Past Can Only Be Recalled" over and over again, singing so sadly and so touching. ć
[Later, he finally posted on the Internet to refute the slanderous post.] At that time, I was not fully convinced, even though I had some doubts. ć
[It wasn't until I saw the video of him singing on the street that I realized how wrong I was! I didn't believe my own eyes, I didn't believe my feelings. ć
[It's the scum in some people's mouths, who has been with me for so many days, and just pulled a small hand at me. Actually, if he wanted to, he had every chance to do something else, and I wouldn't say no. However, he didn't, he respected me and was interacting with me with all his heart. ć
[Is this really something that a scumbag can do? I'm so stupid! ć
[At this time, I really regretted it. I hurt someone who was good to me with my own hands, and I buried my happiness with my own hands. ć
After that, with remorse, I tried to make amends, even though I knew it was already difficult. I thought I would face his anger, face his rants, and I was mentally prepared for that. ć
[But he didn't.] After meeting him, I could clearly feel his unhappiness, but he was still restrained, and even reassured me. ć
[Later, we had an in-depth conversation. He told me that the most important thing about feelings is a feeling, a feeling of trust, a feeling of sharing weal and benement, and once this feeling is gone, it can never be recovered. At that moment, I understood that I had lost my love forever. ć
[It's the scum in some people's mouths, he told me what love is, and taught me how to love.] It's a pity that by the time I learned how to love, he was far away from me. ć
[At this time, the scumbag in some people's mouths is lonely sticking to his music dream and is composing more beautiful songs for people who really like music. ć
[Please ask some people to ask themselves, is he really a scumbag like this? ć
[The purpose of my post again is not to redeem this lost love, but to sincerely say sorry to him. At the same time, I hope that everyone will learn how to love, and I hope that everyone will polish their eyes on the road of love. ć
[I wish all lovers in the world will eventually become married. ć
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After reading this post, Hua Ming's mood is very complicated. He was not only moved and happy that Jiang Ziling finally wanted to open it, but also sighed for this relationship that had not really begun.
However, apart from that, he can't do anything else, and feelings really can't be forced, and they can't be replaced by compassion.
And then, at this time, he doesn't think about emotional matters anymore, he really doesn't have the energy to think about emotional issues, and now he really focuses on music.
Alas, let's be a good friend in the future! For the little sister, Hua Ming really can't hate it.
Such a touching and heartfelt post has naturally become a hot post on the forum. It's just that what Hua Ming didn't expect was that this post was followed by a long list of confessional replies. These replies, on the one hand, comforted and blessed Jiang Ziling, and on the other hand, apologized for once following the "uneven road" to apply for Huaming.
The scum incident actually subsided because of this post.
Because of this post, not only Hua Ming's talent has been recognized by everyone, but his character is no longer doubted.
It was a complete bonus.
"Some people, once they miss it, they don't anymore."
"By the time I learned how to love, he was far away from me."
At this time, Hua Ming was already recalling these words, and he couldn't help but think of a song.
PS: This chapter really makes me tired, and how to express a woman's emotions in place is really a difficult problem.