Chapter 43: The Twisted Selfish
(This chapter was typed out in one go, and in order to be able to write this paragraph well, I spent a morning reading more healing things...... Of course, it may seem more watery to many people...... Ahaha...... οΌ
The black and crimson cloudiness, the cursed entity, even if you just look at it, you can hear the wail and resentment, but it is not a noisy sound, it is just a curse belonging to the same voice, or rather, it is not a curse, it is just a smooth talk, and the thing it tells is a curse to other people......
This was once the evil of billions of primates in this world, and seventy years ago, the anti-hero named Angola Manuel represented the desire of humanity as a whole and was fulfilled by the Holy Grail carrying the colorless power, and since then, the so-called all-powerful cauldron has become a cocoon of evil, and seventy years later, "all the evils of this world" have been "polluted" again. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
If it is said that the previous was the malice of a world, then the current one is the malice of "one person", but, in some ways, the number of this "one person" is even far greater than that of the primates of this world, the endless parallel world, the illusory realm that seems to exist but does not exist has been realized due to countless opportunities, and this is the body of these dark things at this moment......
"You're here~"
The girl in the center of the darkness turned around and looked at the other girl who stepped on the stone steps and came here, although there was a slight height difference, even if the face, temperament, demeanor, and posture were slightly different, but after all, they belonged to a "whole", or rather, "the same person".
The long black skirt, in addition to the black, can be seen as a decoration is only the crimson lines, the smooth feet stand in the center of the black pool, did not fall into it, but stand there as if walking on the ground, from the feet to the neck of the red lines, like the vines of flowers, gorgeous and bewitching, it seems to be the essence of this girl......
Sakura looked at Sakura calmly, the smile on her face was as evil as ever, but she didn't know if it was an illusion, she looked a little gentle, as if she saw herself, and suddenly overlapped......
"It's not an illusion, the reason why I appeared in front of you is because of the year, it really affects the whole system of 'Sakura'~ I naturally have your ingredients, but the individual 'Sakura' will have so many influences, it's unimaginable!"
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The black continued to spread, slowly flowing down from the hole in the sky, and from the Sakura as the embodiment of this will, it continued to flow to the surroundings, and this is also a great "poison" for life, but Sakura did not stop, but calmly walked over and stepped into it......
Every human being, to a greater or lesser extent, will hate, curse, and hate...... However, the invisible that can be smoked is all within the normal range, but when a certain boundary is breached, it also becomes "evil" or "sin".
Because of excessive jealousy, anger will lead to the act of killing, starting with murder, and gradually all the most things are connected, from the first mistake, constantly immersed in darkness, and finally retreating into despair, pure "evil......
"Uhh......h
"You just stepped in like that, you obviously know that you can't win, don't you?"
With a soft grunt of pain, Sakura had already placed one hand on her forehead, and the closer she got to the person in front of her, the clearer it became that she could feel something, and just now, she almost lost consciousness.
"But it has to come, and it's the only way......"
Lowering her head, Sakura's voice sounded calmly, the red in her eyes was particularly clear, her hand was raised directly, lifting the black substance to her eyes, and letting the black that was no longer sticky slowly trickle down between her fingers, and took another step.
Yes, these are no longer "human evils", this is the resentment that belongs to countless Kirizakuri Sakura and Tosaka Sakura, this is what she must carry on the way forward, that is, what she wants to eliminate the most......
"That's right...... It turns out that it's because of the difference in filling...... That's where your anomaly lies. β
Sakura looked at the individual who was walking towards him, and calmly came to the conclusion that he didn't attack anything, because, there was no need, for the "Sakura", those battles had no effect, no matter which side was destroyed, it would be the same situation in the end.
"Ah, yes, the filler is different, it's not like you're filled with those things, I'm being filled by my father, my mother, my sister, Aki, Gori, Sonata ...... There are many, many people who fill up, and what I have from the beginning to the end is just happiness! β
Why is it just you?
Only you are happy!
We have been abandoned...... And you've been pampered!
It's not fair! You're damned!
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Feeling the words coming from her surroundings, when she opened up without reservation, and said the declaration of that moment, the sounds around her, which were still vague, became clear, and the silence around her became tumbling, as if Sakura had become the center of the whirlpool......
In an instant, I was immersed in it, and I saw countless girls named Sakura Makiri, or Sakura Tosaka, looking at her, unable to see their expressions, only able to feel the terrifying voice full of trembling.
"Yes, it's that unfair, it's just that I'm the only one who is so happy, it's such a happiness that is about to overflow!"
Sakura raised her head, came back from that trance, looked up, and looked at Sakura, who didn't know when, was already close at hand, with a brilliant brilliance in her eyes, affirming everything about herself, admitting this unfairness, and at the same time, tears welled up in her eyes......
"But I can't do anything......"
Except for reaping the fruits, except for the efforts and hard work of others to achieve this result, nothing was done, alone, only one person's bosom was happy, which was unacceptable, that is, happiness that was so heavy that it was unbearable, and for her, this was the ......
"It's really arrogant! Is it possible to say such things in the midst of happiness to save other 'selves'? Exactly the most hypocritical idea! β
Hypocrisy! Say what to save!
It's just self-satisfaction!
What do happy guys know?!
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Sakura squinted, it was like anger, yes, anger, because what Sakura said was indeed something worthy of anger, arrogant words, words that made "them" unbearable.
"I never said it was to save the other 'myself'! All I want is to save 'myself', you are too self-inflicted! β
"What?!"
A completely unexpected response came out of Sakura's mouth, the raised head, already in tears, but not soft, the blood-colored eyes were absolutely sharp, and the crystal liquid was still overflowing, but her expression was extremely firm, there was no lie.
"You can know me, too! Or is it because there are so many other 'mes' that you can't see clearly? I've always done it for myself! Each of us, whether it's Tosaka Sakura, Kiriri Sakura, or me, is the most selfish! β
"I started out as an empty puppet! I am filled up now, and my selfishness is to want to do this thing, I want to change! It has nothing to do with your will, it's just that I want it! Whether you want it or not, whether you want it or not, it has nothing to do with me! β
The crimson lines had spread to Sakura's neck, and the impact without any sense of distance was clearly received by her, every moment, every movement, would be accompanied by countless of her own voices, countless hatreds, and countless selfs immersed in the darkness tearing themselves apart......
"Just for the sake of such a thing, do you have to give up even your own life, even the traces of existence, and consciousness?! What kind of twisted selfish person are you?! Are you really one of the 'Sakura'?! You're going to be gone! β
Panicked.,Sakura as a unified body panicked.,Even Sakura,,Actually, it's a part of her.,However,Her composition,Sakura occupies too little part.,So,With this consciousness,,It's already clear that everything this girl says is true.,But I can't understand.,'Sakura' as a whole.,Can't understand one-innumerable.γNearly zero of yourself.γ
"I know! But if I don't, I'll 'die'. β
Calm, but with great pressure, when the voice sounded, Sakura suddenly stopped for a while, without any recovery, just staring at the girl in front of her who had passed the test and was face to face with herself, she understood at this time, this girl, what she really wanted to do at this moment!
"You're doomed! You're going to die, too! β
"I know that all my 'selfish' hopes for is such a process, and 'we' are very aware of this, because 'we' are all selfish and cowardly, humble, shallow, we never believe that we can overcome them all by 'ourselves', but that's enough!"
All the black around, at this time, is no longer sticky mud, there is no need to disguise or anything, the turbid black began to surge towards Sakura, wanting to dye her completely the same color, she is a "foreign body", but it is an obligation from "oneself", the only way to deal with it, is to completely eliminate her, dyeing the color of the "whole"!
"Poofβ"
Without any hindrance, Sakura's body is pierced and destroyed, and this does not mean the end, but the beginning of a real sense, a step that Sakura herself and Sakura herself expected, and the beginning of the battle that belongs to Sakura......