Chapter 11: The Cost
She has no other way to go, she can't be selfish and leave the Peony Society - she has been thinking that if she didn't run away by herself that year, but woke up her father and mother and discussed together, would she not be the only one left in this world in the end? Even if you die, do you have a companion?
Moreover, if she runs away by herself, where else can she escape?
She didn't notice that she couldn't help but shed tears all over her face. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
The woman stretched out her arms, Shang Xiu'er subconsciously bent down, and the woman nodded a little cinnabar on Shang Xiu'er's eyebrows, and said softly: "The sixth master is in the house, you can go in." ”
Shang Xiu'er wiped her tears, straightened her waist, and walked to the door.
The woman said: "Besides, I am not the wife of the sixth master, you don't have to call me that, you can call me Guanyin." ”
"Guanyin ......" Shang Xiu'er shook her body at the door and smiled: "It turns out that Guanyin also wants to eat people in this world." With that, he pushed the door and entered, closing it behind him.
Long Er looked at Guanyin's face worriedly, and said, "Lady, aren't you okay with your master?" If you don't toss like this, your heart is not happy. She nagged and helped Guanyin to the car, and said: "The night is getting colder and colder, this spring cold is steep, and this freezing rain, I still send you back to the house." ”
Guanyin didn't see any expression on his face, and he didn't even look back, only said lightly: "Wait." ”
The room was warm, the incense burned in the smoker, the aroma was mixed with a faint smell of wine, and the empty main hall was not sound at all.
Shang Xiu'er gritted her teeth and walked lightly to the left, she lifted the curtain, a strong smell of wine came to her face, a man fell on the edge of the bed crookedly, making a heavy breathing sound, and a wine jug that he touched next to him dripped a drop every once in a while, making a slight "pop" sound.
Shang Xiu'er's heart was beating violently, she just thought about it, after coming in, let the sixth master do whatever he wanted, just do it, and let it go, but now she doesn't know what to do at all!
Her anxious tears were about to come out, and she walked out of the house again, Guanyin didn't seem surprised that she came out again, and just looked at her quietly.
Shang Xiu'er tugged at the placket of her clothes and said helplessly: "Sixth master...... I'm drunk, I'm ......."
Guanyin pursed her lips and said with a beautiful smile: "It's because you're drunk that you can do things." Let's go in, girl. ”
Shang Xiu'er closed the door again, and Guanyin was waiting outside...... She, what she meant was so obvious...... Strings of tears fell, and she gritted her teeth and latched the door.
Even if nothing happens all night, will she be able to get what she wants?
Shang Xiu'er turned back to the house and saw that the sixth master had changed into a very uncomfortable posture, only his head and arms were on the edge of the bed, and his lower body had slid to the ground.
"Sixth master, sixth master." Shang Xiu'er shouted as she dragged him on the bed by the shoulders, but the man was too heavy, and she didn't mean to be woken up at all, and when Shang Xiu'er rolled him over in the middle of the bed to make sure she wouldn't roll down again, she had no strength at all.
But she still reached out her hand and felt tremblingly to the man's clothes.
She didn't know where to untie it, and finally touched the buckle of the belt behind her waist, her hands were a little numb, and the sixth master in the middle also moved, so frightened that she hurriedly let go of her hand.
Shang Xiu'er felt as if it had been a long time all night before she untied the sixth master's clothes.
She was already flustered to the extreme, only to catch a glimpse of the flesh color of white flowers scattered among the clothes, hurriedly closed her eyes, and the tears fell drop by drop, falling on the clothes of the sixth master, Shang Xiu'er hurriedly wiped her tears, saw the sixth master turned over again, muttered something in her mouth, and sighed heavily in her drunken dream.
Because it was too quiet at night, Shang Xiu'er heard it so clearly, what he said was: "Guanyin, I don't want others." ”
Shang Xiu'er, who had finally calmed down, hurriedly bit her hand to stop the grievances and sourness that came all at once. She remembered the cinnabar that Guanyin had dotted on her forehead, and she understood that she was here for Guanyin, but what could she do, Guanyin was so sure that she could only believe it once, and bet on it this time.
She is hoping that the time will go slowly, this night will never pass, and in the contradiction of ending this torment quickly, looking at the sixth master who is still sleeping on his back, the despair in her heart is getting stronger and stronger.
She's already out of the way.
But how to do it, she didn't know at all.
Shang Xiu'er propped up her arms on the bed, straddled the body of the sixth master, recalling all the things that were said in the play, recalling the love between men and women that she accidentally saw in the troupe before, at that time she would "smack" and hurriedly avoid it, and now she only hates that she understands too little.
"Sixth master, sixth master." Her cry was already tinged with a cry, "Wake up." ”
The wet clothes drenched in the rain and the sweat just now made her tremble all over her body. She shed too many tears tonight, crying before, crying now, this fate of being manipulated, she even had to beg this strange man who didn't know his name to wake up and sleep with her quickly, and then talk about the future.
Xiao Liuye dreamed of Nanke, as if he felt that he was back when he was young, and when he saw that unforgettable scene, his chest seemed to be pressed by a sledgehammer, and he couldn't breathe, this pressure was more than ten years, and he couldn't let go, he struggled for a while, and finally realized that it was a dream that he often had on weekdays. When I opened my eyes, I saw a face as delicate as a peach blossom in the haze, and the eyebrows were a little red.
"Kannon ......"
He stretched out his hand and held the arms of the woman on his body, the clothes on the woman's body were soaking wet, her long hair was also wet, and she was on her chest, and under her long thin eyebrows were a pair of big black eyes, but the eye circles were red and swollen, but it was a bit like putting on makeup, adding a bit of bright color.
Seeing that he woke up, the woman was a little surprised, Sakura's lips opened slightly, and then her eyes revealed obvious fear, she should have wanted to withdraw her arms at that moment, but Xiao Liuye clenched tightly and did not let her break free.
Xiao Liuye sighed: "You're not...... It's always like this......" He looked at the girl on his body, the blankness in his eyes was real, and the look of some fear was also true, but so what, he still listened to Guanyin's words and climbed into his bed.
He felt a little angry, a little sarcastic, but this was not the first time.
He moved his mouth.
Shang Xiu'er hurriedly leaned over, and clearly heard a word spit out between his lips: "Get out." ”
If she hadn't been cornered, how could she have come here, doing something like this that she felt humiliated even as a servant?